in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{Idk why they like me.}

_{females in my family are either *so* judgy or just obsessed w me-} 

_{they treat me like I’m sum 5yo TvT but i don’t mind I guess.}

_{I really don’t want any new kids in our lead next year-}

_{they’re either hella nice at first then obv make friends and become even worse than them-}

_{or they’re just horrible to begin with.}

_{I was every new kid’s first best friend.}

_{then they just. join them. those people.}

_{It hurts to see them change.}

a lot of people come here- being so innocent.

every time I see one of those parents and their kids coming for a tour around the school- to see if they’ll have their kids join. I make sure I look as miserable and concerning and dumb and traumatized as possible. I just- give them hints that this isn’t the school they’re looking for. especially when they come and talk to me it’s like perfect-

_{no one deserves this.}

_{their kids always look so shy and like..an easy target here too it makes me so sad.-}

_{this place is ***. it wont change.}

_{*** up ***.}

_{a new girl even came halfway through this year.}

_{she used to be so nice :')}

_{she kept smiling at me and complimenting everyone.}

_{the second something happened to you she’d get so worried and sympathies and just be there.}

_..

_{she got suspended. 6 times.} 

_{just in term2. I think that’s 3 months.}

_{she got so popular in days-}

_{and popular+nice don’t go together here :')} 

_{the more popular you get the more..them..you become.} 

_{It really hurts.} 

_{knowing it all.}

_{I try to help loners.}

_{there’s not much of them here.}

_{everyone has someone. and something to smile about.}

_{I’ll always be- alone.}

_{I should go study.}

_{I love how cheating doesn’t violate usage policies on chatgpt- :D}

_{my main characters names nadia-} 

_{no one in my year group has that name- and it’s nothing close to my real name-}

_{I got the highest mark in the last english test.-}

_{I could’ve gotten way better tho.}

_{I lost marks for the dumbest mistakes.-}