in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{my male cousins coming back from London I think in three weeks}

_{today was the longest day} 

_{this is one of those rare moments where I actually don’t wanna talk about what happened}

_{we went to the cinema today, I haven’t been to a cinema in so long} 

_{it was an Arabic comedy and everyone was like mm are you sure you’re gonna be able to understand} 

…

and every time anyone wants to say something they don’t want me to understand they switch languages like yeah I haven’t got the best accent but I can still completely understand what someone’s saying and I know what stuff means 

I understood the whole thing and no one believes me

_back 

_{somewhere in the middle of the movie something happened and I started “yelling” except I wasn’t even yelling I was whispering in an angry tone and someone said stop yelling people are staring at you but I never thought they’d care about that and plus I’m gonna yell if I feel the need to I don’t yell for no reason and also (deep breath/j) if they’re gonna stare let them stare they’re not gonna remember me in 10 years} 

it’s just annoying I was ready to come on here and be like today didn’t suck but I started crying for pretty much the rest of the movie and just looking away and trying to cover it up I can’t have a *** good day can I 

buuuttt there’s always a bright side I guess :’) so on the bright side I saw a really adorable baby toddler and I can’t describe what he was doing but he was looking at me like he was waiting for an applause and I smiled at him and he smiled back :3 

_{omg :’)}

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