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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

idk when I talked about this but it was a long time ago.Ā 

but I just :ā€™) still canā€™t believe shadows switching schools next year.Ā 

Itā€™s 100%

and heā€™s so *** calm about it.

he even knows the school heā€™s switching to- I have a friend in that school in the same year but not the point-

i just donā€™t get it.Ā 

I donā€™t want him to stay. not even a little bit. he stresses me out so much and Iā€™m always worried about him or what he thinks or where he is and I donā€™t even like the guy and it makes me mad cos I *** hate him but I *** donā€™t. heā€™s just on the same level as every other guy in my class. except for those 2 new kids. no offense but I forget they exist all the time- theyā€™re still friends with all the other guys in the class and theyā€™re new to the beginning of the year so yeah theyā€™re okay incase that wasnā€™t clear :p

its just that I donā€™t know what anything would be like without him.Ā 

he completes 8a.

hes such a big part of our class- I mean no offense again but sum people if they left it wouldnā€™t make much of a difference like idk.Ā 

heā€™s so different. and without him I canā€™t even think of an english class going okay. especially with that guy that switched to our class.

he doesnā€™t bother anyone but heā€™s a nightmare for the teachers.

I donā€™t get it.

everyone hated him in year 7 and now heā€™s so popular, *so popular*

everything would just change.

I donā€™t care.

i donā€™t care.

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iloveyouxx OP May 22nd
Iā€™m not denying anything. I donā€™t hate him, but I donā€™t want him to stay. gosh this is so annoying nvm-
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iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

I needa go study. I wonā€™t last. :ā€™)Ā 

if you see me on cups literally just scare me off.

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

I canā€™t even get off-

okayokay Iā€™ll get off now- Iā€™ll leaveā€¦-

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

I love how I still havenā€™t started.

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

I think I needa slap of motivation-

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

okayokay

ill actually start-

.ā€¦..

like- now-

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd
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mytwistedsoul May 22nd

@iloveyouxx That's a nice song :)Ā 

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iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

@mytwistedsoul

hehe yus I agreešŸ’œI love these earphones sm becos at full blasting volume no one can hear anything even if they were right next to me :pšŸ©·and I was listening to this playlist on spotify then Iā€™d find it on yutube becos the link doesnā€™t work. I figured out how to really get myself to focus lolāœØxDšŸ’•

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mytwistedsoul May 22nd

@iloveyouxx They sound like really good headphones. Hey finding out how to focus is a big step! Good for you! šŸ˜Š

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iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

Iā€™m so. tired.

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

Iā€™ve actually been studying.

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd