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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

thereā€™s a girl in my science class with the most perfect handwriting you can ever imagine- and I asked her to write me a note for swimming and the teacher didnā€™t even see me :P

okay actually- she did see me- but Iā€™m confused. she was calling on random people saying she didnā€™t get a note or email from them or the people that were trying to hide sheā€™d call them to get their excuse :pĀ 

and then she was doing the register and she said my name and I said here and thenā˜ ļøshe started looking aroundā˜ ļøbut the thing is- she looked so excited to get me in trouble for "skipping" but she also looked mad then there was that realization.Ā 

and then she said (letā€™s just say my name was nadia lol :P) "oh nadia there you are *irritated look lmao the disappointment* *types into computer*"

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

Iā€™m just happy I got away and that this was the last swimming lesson of the year :3

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

after that on tuesdays itā€™s table tennis? then idk I wasnā€™t paying attention-

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

Iā€™m praying that we have fitness again cos itā€™s the one lesson I donā€™t do anything :ā€™) and no one else does anything. itā€™s kinda funny? cos in swimming over 20 people in my set didnā€™t swim a single time. and there were like 9 and less people swimming this year :p

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

I dropped my apology letter in the teachers officeā˜ ļøwell it was like the pe staff office- and I asked for it to be passed to (teachers name) and I put a smiley face :3 like this ":)" I feel so childish-

I hate it when just- itā€™s hard to explain- I feel like itā€™s a whole character. but I donā€™t like speeding through my childhood,Ā 

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

idk if itā€™s a real thing.Ā 

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in my school. for like years, since everyone vapes and everyone knows everyone vapes but no oneā€™s allowed to snitch- the code name for vape has been "lipgloss"Ā 

and this girl in my english class- I donā€™t sit close to her anymore cos the seating plan changed- but she basically said sum things like thisĀ 

nevermind idk how to quote it. she was basically talking about how she bought new lipgloss and theyre a different flavor- she described the flavors but I forgot. and she was talking about how it was much better than her old one and how it tasted so good? I was laughing at that part cos- :P and also idk anything about how vape works so I didnā€™t know you could taste it either way- or if you can-?Ā 

and then I later found out what it meant cos she told me then after class took me to the english bathroom to show me her like vape tricksā˜ ļøidk how to spell it but it sounds like "O"s and she was like "look Iā€™m getting better at my Os" "wait look" Ā and we had a class after English but she kept showing me her tricks and all that- ;-;-

9 year olds in my school vape.

and they even made a sign that apparently means "do you vape" ? idk if thatā€™s a real thing too- idk-

i kinda wish theyā€™d stop. girls changing rooms are always so suffocating.Ā 

so many people sell them too- that and blades- and they make hundreds-?

idk what happened.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

I woke up at 3am yesterday.

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

idk when I slept but it wasnā€™t before 12am. or 1am :ā€™)Ā 

iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

a girl in my lead class had her parents divorce and she has family problems so she hasnā€™t been getting a lot of sleep.

and we had to work on sumthing together in music and she was literally so exhausted :ā€™) she looked sounded and acted like she was so insanely tired. she could barely focus on sumthing for a minute. she was forgetting things while she was saying them and just really distracted and tired.Ā 

she got 8 hours of sleep-TvT 8 hours and 32 minutes :ā€™)

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iloveyouxx OP May 22nd

one time she got a notification from her tracker app thing :p saying that she got better sleep than 98% of (the app/watch ?) users-