@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
so you have any coping methods you use?
yeah course i do.
- fake a smile :)
@amiableBunny4016 Masking :( it's draining
@mytwistedsoul
it really is… ):
do you have anyone to talk to?
myself............
@amiableBunny4016
*sits with bunny* 💙
@amiableBunny4016 *sits with Bunny and Moon* I'm only a tag away. There's no pressure though and I know it kind of feels weird to tag someone and say hey can you talk with me? But you're always welcome to 💙
@mytwistedsoul @amiableBunny4016
Big hugs for you and Bunny Bean, if okie. 🩵
@LoveMyMoonflowers Big hugs back 💙💙
i cant *** do this anymore. I cant do this. i cant do this.
*** go away. i hate you. i hate you . i hate you. i hate you. please leave me alone. i hate you . stop it. these voices in my head .... just shut up.
@amiableBunny4016 Sometimes music can help block them out. Something loud and thumping. Metal core - Wage war - Manic Here is one of many
@mytwistedsoul
hmmm....
@amiableBunny4016 hmmm? No good? That's ok - it's an acquired taste I guess. Would you like to talk about what these voices are saying?
have you ever tried smiling whilst you have this deep sadness and anger inside of you
@amiableBunny4016
mhm… 💙
anyone here?
@amiableBunny4016
hi… 💜
@amiableBunny4016 *sits with Bunny and Moon* I got sidetracked... a dumpster fire 😅 crazy days
shhh... I'll behave now 😇
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflower
Hi ni. hi soul
soul, wat? lol. me no understand. you alright? haha.
@amiableBunny4016
hehe soul buddys just talking about something we were talking about in my diary forum 🤪
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ohhh. Sorry. Me misunderstood 💜 I see. :')
@amiableBunny4016
no worries. 💙
did… i say something wrong? im sorry. i feel like i said something .
@amiableBunny4016 Aww it's ok Bunny. I was just being weird
@LoveMyMoonflowers I don't think you said anything wrong 💙 There's bound to be some occasional misunderstandings since this is all text based
@mytwistedsoul
mhm…
@amiableBunny4016 I'm ok 😊 just looking for marshmallows
What's on Bunny's mind? 💙
@mytwistedsoul
marshmallows :o *sends marshmallows your way*/ bunny's fine. nothing really. just getting my life together. hehe.
@amiableBunny4016 Thank you for the marshmallows 💙 getting your life together sounds good! Yay you! 😊 Not to sound doubtful but you really mean that? I'm sorry that's sounds lousy from me. Guess I just worry about you. Sometimes I say I'm ok or things are fine because that seems to be what people want to hear - ya know? Got any tips or pointers for us? 💙
@mytwistedsoul
you know what.... im not okay. but if i tell people im not okay...then what? nothing. nothing changes. the only fact is that i will feel worse. guilt. guilt drowns me. that i will become a burden. a weight on people's shoulders. because i have put enough weight on everyone. and you know what.. i dont even know how to deal with it.... so i dont know any tips or anything..... I dont have answers to any questions.... im 14 years old. and im tired. some people think i just need space and i hate the silents between every conversation... or the silents that fills my heart.... and how words get stuck in my throat.... or the space between every word.... or the empty space in my life..... because im so torn apart in this .. abusive place. im tired . because whats left of words.... whats left of me.....
You're right. People offer platitudes. Say they hope it gets better. I don't mean to add to any bad feelings you're having and I certainly don't want you feeling guilty for adding weight to my shoulders or anyone else's. I wish I knew the right things to tell you. I wish I had answers for all of us. I only worry because I care. I care because I think of you as my friend. But all I can offer and give you is kind written words but I also know that sometimes we need and want more. It frustrates me that my hands are tied that way. I'm sorry I can't do more to help your situation - how sorry I am - for everything
wohoo.. she is shounting again... someone distract me....... please......... i beg someone to do something
@amiableBunny4016
*hugs you tight if okay*
