@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
im tired of everything people expect of me
we live to just breathe and survive. try to hold on until the last breath and even when death comes to us, we fight for our life. we try to keep breathing and fighting, but at the end . everything ends. rest in peace grandma i love you 💛
"we will take you somewhere new" said the angel. "we take you to your soul that has found peace in the silence of your grave. and there you will sleep solemnly and find wings to fly away and watch the world from above. and there you will find the beauty of true solitude and smile as you find peace in the sounds of death"
(written by me)
@amiableBunny4016 This is beautiful. Hauntingly sad but beautiful.
Sometimes the people we consider friends really aren't friends at all. Maybe we fill a void in their life at the moment. Maybe they thought our storms would pass quicker or maybe they don't fully understand what we're going through. There can be a lot of reasons people walk away. It's hard and it hurts but it's their loss. One day we'll find our tribe. 🙂
@amiableBunny4016
It aches my heart to think of the depth of emotions you must've been feeling when you penned this down, at the same time, I'm relieved and glad and so proud, in an odd way almost; you've got your emotions, you feel them, you honor them and you allow them a space to be, no matter how terrifying it may seem. And this right here is an act of courage, to feel, and embrace the hooman-you. Never stop doing that please, you deserve to *feel*.💛
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
awwwwwww mi gosh! sun buddy being so kinddd! thank you buddy for making me feel heard and seen. 💛 ilysm! hehe. it does take a little courage to make these posts , your right. but you and so many others have always been by my side and i appreciate you all! keep being your wonderful self! 💛
@amiableBunny4016 
writing continued:
"we will take you somewhere new" said the angel. "we take you to your soul that has found peace in the silence of your grave. and there you will sleep solemnly and find wings to fly away and watch the world from above. and there you will find the beauty of true solitude and smile as you find peace in the sounds of death". With each word the angel's voice grew softer "freed from the burdens on the mighty planet and forget the events of the past and present. " How could death have such promised freedom? she thought. "The rhythm of silence will fill your scars and heal your bleeding heart" As she gazed up at the angel, she realised this was the last day of her life. And she was the one that had to make the most of it
(Written by me)
When you come home from school and there is literally nothing to *** eat
@amiableBunny4016
awwe no ):
do you think you can buy something to eat, bunbun? would that help? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
eh its fine. i can go without food for a day. it will be fine
@amiableBunny4016
oh nooeees i’m so sorry bunny bean 😞 me thinks bunwee should try to buy something to eat if it is possible ):
@amiableBunny4016 That sucks 😞 Do you have any ketchup? You can make tomato soup out of it 💙
@mytwistedsoul
i'll go without food for a day. it will be fine. im exhausted from school but i'll make it
@mytwistedsoul
promise you, its always been this way. its not that difficult
@amiableBunny4016
bunny bean it may have always been this way, but it shouldn’t be this way 😞 i am so sorry. you deserve better bunbun 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
well we cant do anything. i dont have any more energy to call anyone or go to the shops that are quiet far
@amiableBunny4016
):
im sorry.
@mytwistedsoul
nope. we ran out of ketchup 2 days ago
@amiableBunny4016 Yeah I know it's not difficult I just wish you wouldn't have to go without 😞 I don't know her but I have to tell you - she makes me angry and forgive me for saying this but I would love a few minutes of her time to talk. You shouldn't have to go with out food. You shouldn't have to go without anything
@mytwistedsoul
Agreed 110%
@mytwistedsoul
well :') talking to her doesnt convince her. my grandma (rest in peace) did all she could and still couldnt convince her. and if my grandma cant, then neither of us can. she knows we are a burden and we are children and after all the fighting with dad until he was gone she has always been this violent. dad would hit her and the only *** that came out of his mouth was that he was "sorry". and the only words that ever came out of her was "he loves me". *** fool. sorry is the only word that ever comes out of their *** mouth. now she is crazy. doesnt even come home half of the time and if she does its to shount at us
@amiableBunny4016
She makes me really angry ): you don’t deserve that bunny.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
there aint any point in being angry . honestly, it doesnt make any difference wheather i show my anger or frustration, or if anyone else does. she will still be the same.
@amiableBunny4016 You're not a burden! She's the burden and it sucks that you got strapped with parents that are this way. I think Moon and I feel angry because we feel helpless. I would love to help you out. Do you have food banks there? Or church pantries that you could go to? Even a neighbor to ask for some bread even a can of soup. If not for yourself then for your younger sibling? I know it sucks to ask people for help but it's ok to do that. The worst they can say is no
@amiableBunny4016
Bunny, I’m sorry for asking this but…. Have you reported her before? To the authorities?
@mytwistedsoul
i have no energy to get up and go outside. i spent the whole day at school using my brain and dealing with some *** people. if i get up i feel like im gonna pass out. im just sitting here and doing homework now and i feel like im just gonna pass out or fall asleep
@amiableBunny4016
maybe bunny should take a short break to rest?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
okay to answer your question, the school doesnt give *** and even if i tell them they say "you cant solve your problems and neither can we , but we care. and no .. i havent told anyone.
@amiableBunny4016
not the school, bunny bean. Places like the NSPCC.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
forget that ***. idk ni. i almost feel helpless.. like idk about calling.. but like ..... i just dont know... what to do with my life anymore
@amiableBunny4016
Bunny, it’s okay to ask for help. There are people out there, like the NSPCC, they know young people like you don’t deserve this. They are here to help. You deserve all the love and care and kindness in the world bunny bean and it honestly just hurts so much to know you’re not getting that.
Bunny please hold on 💙 please. You can get through this and there are better, beautiful days ahead. They’re waiting for you. And they are coming 💙 you can get through this. I promise. But you don’t have to do it alone.
@amiableBunny4016 I understand. I guess I'm just trying to point out some places to get some assistance when you're able and ready. But there's never any pressure to do any of this 💙 I hope I don't sound like I'm pushing you
Remember there's always that number I gave you 💙 But there's no pressure for that either
@mytwistedsoul
heyy, heyy, your not pressuring me at all . its rather helpful to know someone cares💛 thank you tho. your literally one of the most kindest people i know and i appreciate you for trying to help.
@amiableBunny4016 I appreciate you too. For kind wonderful intelligent person you are. If there was more I could do besides offer you words - I would do it in a heartbeat. I do genuinely care about you and Moon does too
@mytwistedsoul
Me too 😞💙
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
it will be okay. dont worry about me. there is only 5-6 hours left of the day and then im going to bed. and then its night.
@amiableBunny4016
But we still care about you bunny.
honestly, i am getting bored so here it goes.
hi mom,
you will never read this but lol. i promise you that i will give up one day and it wont matter to you anyways. because im a stranger to you sometimes. you just.... think you know best and thats fine by me. maybe you do know best. maybe this will make me a better person. but my promise to you is one day i will give up and you will stand on my grave. so have fun whilst im alive. and whilst your at it, stop fussing about dad and ***. your daughter has become helpless, i hope your proud of me.
bunny
@amiableBunny4016
bunny bean… 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers
who knew traumtising children was so easy
@amiableBunny4016
yeah.
parents have no idea what they are messing up when they hurt their kids. they have no idea that each human being is a beautiful universe. they just don’t care.
it hurts.
what the *** is this homework. i cant understand this ***
@amiableBunny4016
what subject is it bunny bean? ):
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk man. its just some *** i cant understand. im... gonna pass out so im going to put my head on the table for a while just in case i fall asleep or pass out