@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
anyone hereeeeee?
@amiableBunny4016
me… but i might be slow.
my heart is beating as fast as heck
@amiableBunny4016 sounds a lil worrying Bunny, how's youu feeling? *sitting with you* ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
i feel stressed out, lightheaded. and my heart is about to shatter out of my chest. this anxiety is gonna kill me
@amiableBunny4016
oh noes, what's making you feel anxious currently, Bunny, if you're feeling comfy to share? No worries if not. <3 I'm here with you. Right across the screen. <3
What helps you cope with the anxious thoughts and stress usually?
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
like ... nothing makes sense. school is actually ***. and like i have 100 emails from school about my mental health and all that and then they pretend they believe me and then leave me in the dust.
and like i cant cope with this constant anxiety and depression. there is a workload. and *** so much to deal with all at once. and things arent going okay... ive been in a crisis last night. idek man. im just lost.
@amiableBunny4016
Ah that's a lot on your plate, Bunny, understandable to feel overwhelmed and confused with everything happening at once and feeling stressed about it. :/
Is there some decent teacher/ mentor at school you feel more comfortable talking with? You deserve to be heard, understood and believed. <3
About the workload, it sure adds to the stress, with leaving less room for your self-care. :( Would breaking your workload in smaller chunks, prioritizing it based on how sooner/ urgent you need to get it done, taking it one thing at a time be helpful here?
Sometimes when we are looking at everything together at once, it gets extra confusing and stressful, not knowing where to start from and what to do, also of course, the drive to carry out things when we're struggling emotionally and mentally can be quite the challenge itself. However yes, when it's all together, it feels (because it is) a lot and you don't need to deal with it, all at once. You're allowed to pace yourself and try your best. And yes, as always, your best counts, even when it may feel it doesn't.
Crisis, mhm :( did brave Bunny reach out for kind people for some support? For the kindness, compassion, space and support Bunny deserves. *offers hugs* you try being a lil gentle with yourself, mhm? <3
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
sorry for late reply. i read this and then it poofed out of my brain . its fine. <3 i dont need to reach out to people. people will tear me apart, just like everyone else did (; take care of yourself okay? love you. thank you for being so supportive
@amiableBunny4016 <3<3<3
Little update:
Thank you for your patience all. Due to the workload from school and mock exams in December I am a little less active on this diary thread (this applies to pms as well. i know. im sorry) . thank you all for checking in on me every now and then. if my replies are low, i apologise and wishing you all well if you have exams too. be kind to yourselves and i hope to see you around💜
keep being your awesome selves. you got this💜
also this does mean that my replies are now only within 48 hours . minimum time would be within 24 hours.
and while i am on here i am more than happy to have a chat with you all here or on other forums /pms
Dear human,
I may not know you. You might be a lurker on this thread that never speaks. And I appreciate you for reading. You might be someone I'm quiet familiar with on here and I appreciate you just as much. I love you all. I'm currently in a very lonely and dark phase right now. I hope you are well and (trying) to be gentle to yourself. I hope you realise it's okay to take breaks and deep breaths. It's okay to cry and scream and smash and throw . It's okay to be emotional. It's okay to just be for another moment. It's okay. Because everything will be okay..
Or at least I hope it will.
Be safe. Take care of yourself.
Don't let the world pull you down when you are already standing up.
Bye bye for now. See you in the near future!
Bunny 💜
@amiableBunny4016
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
You alright mate? Been a long time. 🦕💜
@amiableBunny4016
Yes alrighty here. Aw hehe, always good to catch up with youu!💜
Hope Bunny is being kind to Bunny-self.💜
Sending more love back atcha!🌸
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Hehe! Glad sun buddy is doing alright. 💜 Me is getting there. 💙💙 It's lovely to see you 😎🤗🤗
@amiableBunny4016
Likewise.🤗 You're allowed all the time you need to get there at your pace, always. On the sidewalk cheering for you, always!💖
@amiableBunny4016 Hey you :) Isn't it sad that we come to a support site and then isolate during the darkest times? Maybe it's hard to find the words to explain. Or maybe we just don't have the energy. Maybe it's not isolation but energy saving mode. It is ok to do all these things. I hope you're gentle with yourself too or at least trying to be. Although I also know we tend to "rage" at ourselves because we can't or won't "rage" at the (insert noun here) that truly deserves it.
@mytwistedsoul
awww hehe 💙 thank you so much.. you so kind. me not have much words but me appreciate you💙
@amiableBunny4016 It's ok 💙 I'm kind of short on words myself lately. I'm with you in spirit tho 🙂👻💙
just had a look at my old threads including this one. T-T i used to fit in. now im just lost
@amiableBunny4016
*hugs bunny if okay* <3
i was a total weirdo what even is this . T-T man what was i thinking. its like the worse quality thing i ever created
@amiableBunny4016
it’s okies, bunny. I think it’s a lovely post. You even posted a beautiful poem at the end of the thread 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its tErRiBle . idk what i was thinking. lol.
@amiableBunny4016
you should check my posts/threads. i’ve made a lot of cringe ones too.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
T-T my old posts are just wEird and from being here over a year it just feels cringy
@amiableBunny4016
i get that :'3
