You hate me. Tell me the truth mom. I know I don't have a voice yet you just pretend everything is fine. Your right. I should have *** done 'it' a long time ago .

***.

What

The

***

Do

I do

I'm sleepy as *** but tryna keep awake for the sake of me.

It doesn't matter anyways so..

Sleep deprivation is my best friend in an abusive home

Wellllll uhhhh.

I'm sorry

Why live when you can just *** everything and leave? :') that's all I ask myself these days

Also for the sake of this thread..

Hi!

Away from this planet.

You might as well pack up and leave when you can't be nice 🙃

The best way to ruin a kid's life is to be a kid :')

Trauma.

Hi welcome to somewhere you won't like. Its called @amiablebunny4016's space. How can I help you?

Hi can you pleaSe wish I will be *** gone forever one day.

@amiableBunny4016 *sits with Bunny* I'm sorry. She's wrong. The things she says to you are wrong. You and I know it. But it still hurts. Because who says that to their kid? I don't know her but she sounds so much like mine used to. They'll push until you react and do something. Then they play the poor me card. I've got my hands full with this unstable uncontrollable kid and she'll cry and say she's doing the best she can and people will believe her. Doesn't matter what you say against it. She'll make excuses. She'll lie and deny. It's hard. I know it's hard Bunny. Don't give her the satisfaction *sending you strength and hugs* 💙

@mytwistedsoul

literally..... you summarised my life. she says "oh you dont know how difficult it is to look after children" or indirectly tell me that her kids are a burden and then other times she tells us to go *** ourseles but honestly....what can i say..i dont stand up for myself anymore cos its no use. sometimes all you can do is keep silent.why stand up for yourself when you know your a helpless and dependent kid who can't even stand up straight anymore? yk. like honestly, she makes it seem like she is a kid sometimes. she pretends she is helpless and pretends she can just do anything and get away with it. and im the one who tries to save the people around me from her. because who knows what harm she can cause at any moment. like she will do absoloutely *anything*. i am the one who carries everything until i blast. and the school are totally helpful after telling me *well we cant solve your problems. but we are here for you". like *** ***.

@amiableBunny4016 It's hard to stand up to someone like that 😞 opening your mouth and standing up for yourself can make things worse.

I used to do my best to stay out of sight but if I remember right - you have siblings and if you're trying to buffer other people from her - I'm gonna guess and say you're the oldest? That's a lot of responsibility - is it just your siblings you try to protect? Or are there other people you try to protect from her? It would be harder to avoid her with brothers and sisters to worry about

AnYoNe aRoUnD?

@amiableBunny4016 *hugglesss*

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

*Hugssss* you feeling betterr? You weren't well last time we talked. ❤️ *Sending love and hugs if okay* 🌈

@amiableBunny4016 aww sweet bunny remembering the lil things will fureverrr have me heart!😭

the weather is being awful haha, trying to recover, feeling better though, yes!🤗 *sends more love and more huggsss back* how's you doing today, Bunn Bunnn?❤

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

im glad your getting better and i hear the weather can be terrible. keep going sun buddy. you is awesome pawesome!

lonely as ***. my family have no communication what so ever. everyone is just not talking. im so mentally drained. and if i do say something mom just abuses me or tells me to "go *** study" when thats not the only thing i have in my life. i have nothing left of me. when i login to 7cups its like im invisible. like im just that useless person who sits and watches everyone

I am a f a I l u r e

Scroll past my story.. past my forum.. scroll past all of them.. because it's meaningless.. because it's useless..

... no one is left..

I have no energy to exist

The fear of being forgotten always hits me. Even when people talk to me. Even when I have people I feel like they are gonna forget me

Please just *** go away

Oof

At this point idek who I am anymore

I just.. yeah. I have nothing to say other than..

Lonely. Done. Tired.

I know. I'm selfish.

My world is crashing ... tumbling.. cracking..

@amiableBunny4016 *offers hugs* I'm low on words today little Bunny but I'm sitting with you 💙

@mytwistedsoul

💙You okie buddy? Always here if you just wanna chat . You mean lots to me. 🥺 just know you can do this and me vw proud of you! *Hugs if okay*

@amiableBunny4016 thank you. I'm struggling with the reality of reality right now - if that makes any sense at all but gosh I do appreciate you asking - more than you know 💙 thank you - I'm proud of you too for how hard you're trying. We'll get through this mess

@mytwistedsoul

Hey 💙 we get through this mess together okie? Messy like a painting. We painting the rainbow together 🌈🥺 but with bright and dark colours! And me know this painting seems really dark right now and I totally understand how you feel 💜reality is scary and blurry just hang in there soul? ❤️🤗 *Offers hugs*

My teacher once said ... when you feel uncertain and helpless and it feels like a thunderstorm ❤️ just know there are stars in the sky during the night 🌃

You got this.

Hang in there buddy 🌈

Bunny

@amiableBunny4016 💙 I wanted to say I'm sorry. I try not to bring my issues into other people's space. You were going through something yourself and I should have written differently

@mytwistedsoul

and i was gonna say, that there is nothing to be sorry for and uh u .... look you se..... i get its my diary space but heyyy, soul your always welcome here to share anything. if you go all the way to page 1 of this thread i even mentioned you can share anything here💛 sometimes we have no okay days and you just shared a little bit. and me also go through no okay days, so we share together.💜 and of course if you feel uncomfy and want to remove what you shared then thats okay too <3 thank you for your words :') you arre soooo sweet and i appreciate all you do💚 bunny gonna hop off to school! ily okay? hang in there!