@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
trigger warning; death
Me: *realises how *** up I am*
7cups Friends : *your a sweet, amazing, caring , beautiful Bunny"
Bullies: *shut up and go k1ll yourself"
Family: -i have no family-
No one cares. So you dont have to give *** about me.
I know. your probably sick of this forum. sick of this place. sick of my negativity. sick of bunny. sick of her *** personality. sick of her stupidity. sick of her being such a coward. sick of me. just say it. at least it would hurt me. i might as well let it hurt more. you probably hate me. let it out. it doesnt matter how i feel. just say it. because i know how people feel on the inside.
why are some people way too nice to me T-T
When you look in the mirror, what do you see? poem by me. by the ugly
And you asked me.
When you look in the mirror what do you see?
What do you truly see?
I look in the mirror.
Can't.
No. No. let go.
I cannot look.
Strange noises inside my head.
Going back to the same moment.
The same moment...
I stood in front of the same mirror.
And said the same words.
Same words he said.
Same words she said.
Same words they said.
I am ugly.
I can never be beautiful.
I am useless.
I can never be of any use.
I am a monster.
I was once a human.
Who was turned inhumane?
And I grasp on to the thought.
Holding it all along.
And inside I thought.
I see no beauty.
But only my ugly body.
My marks.
My bruises.
My darkness.
I see my heart.
Bleeding constantly.
And so I hope.
I wish.
The scars and the blood would disappear.
I see marks and lines.
I see nothing.
But myself.
The person that I hated.
The person that I would pull and drag.
The person that I would cut into.
It was only me.
Me and I
And so I do not look.
In my reflection.
Instead I close my eyes.
1.....
2......
3.......
4........
5.........
And you say....
"just say something. Helloooo, what do you see in the mirror?"
And I say.....
"I see nothing, I see a girl, a girl that has been hurt so much she doesn't bleed, a girl that hates herself so much, she doesn't look at her reflection, a girl that wants to give up. The girl you never wanted or loved. I see a girl"
And that was me.
And that was you.
My reflection slowly fades away.
And my hands closed into a fist.
I hold the hammer.
Smash the mirror.
Every piece falling.
Shattered.
Just like me.
A shattered, broken girl.
Bunny
There was billions of letters I could have wrote to the world. To myself. So.. here we go. This is a letter I've always wanted to send.
Tagging some beautiful people who have been amazing every step of the way:
@Nomifordays @Sunisshiningandsoareyou @YourCaringConfidant @mysteriousClover @TabbyCat97
Sorry if I missed anyone.
And to the person who I do dearly miss , I hope you are okay and well. I hope you find this tag one day and you know I love and care about you and you will always be inside of me @cristlecares
Dear world,
You dragged me into a rocky path. The shadows that constantly followed me. Every person I met. Every hurt that walked inside of me. Every time my bullies would tease me and spit at me. Every time my parents said something hurtful yet I couldn't open my mouth because it's better to keep it closed. Every time someone said something and I would scream and cry and shout and tell them to shut up because it hurt so much. Yet I still regret telling people to shut up even today. Every time I pulled and dragged my bruises and lumps. Every time I dragged myself to that place I never wanted to be or to be born in. Will you always tell me who to be? Am I just a huge *** burden who can't even do anything properly. Will my *** self every disappear and wishing I could just disappear. To pull me. Drag me. Just do anything. I can't even breathe without burden inside of me. So *** *** this is what I deserved. Thank you. It was all my fault. I thank all. That it was all my *** fault and my love was all wasted and my kindness didn't matter. And I didn't matter and everyone *** Hates me. And the *** lies I tell that bother. And the *** heart that bleeds inside of me. And the *** words that attacked my brain. Forgive me. Leave me. Stop hurting me. I beg you. I surrender. And it *** hurts so bad.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Ooohhh my, that's sooo deep. I feel for you, Bunny, but continue to be strong. You can overcome anything. And remember, things won't be like this forever. Continue to be the best sister you can be and look after your baby brother. Protect yourself, Bunny. Hugs.
@amiableBunny4016
Sweet Lovely Wonderful Kindhearted Bunny <3 I know so much is going on right now, and im so proud of you for fighting through each day. You got this bunny, im here for you :') and im so sorry things so difficult you sweet hoooman
You never fail to make me smile every time we talk, I love our fun chats and you are such an amazing human on 7cups <3 keep being amazzzingg buddy
Tabs
Omg I couldn't hold this in. But today is someone's special day and she is so so special and amazing. So caring in the community!
Happyyy birthday @Karasu11. Hope you don't mind me posting this. Your amazing thank you for all the amazing things you dooo 🐇🍰🍰🍰🍰. Some bunny loves u!. You are so so unique and I love your energy! Stay happy and safe .wohooo. love, bunny
Happy birthday to your buddy! 🍰
Nice . I been know for my break dancing
