@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
Hi all,
Hold your all doing ok❤️
Today is a bit of story time from me (if I'm honest I don't even know if I have told you all this story before) and then tommorow I will do poetry cos it's kinda late rn.
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When I was 11 (baring in mind I'm 13 now) school almost felt normal. Nothing much. There and here I was bullied but you know school was chilled and relaxed.
But one day my eyes of the world has changed. The danger of 1 single story. A short story changed my whole perspective of the world. it only took 1 girl to meet me and it changed my life
Tw/bullying
I was sitting at lunch alone of course. I didn't have friends. I was just sitting on my own with the food I had been given. I watched children go by as everyone chatted and some people were shouting. It was always like that at lunch time. A girl, very nervous who was younger than me stood there. Asked me "can I sit with you?". I said "of course you can, you didn't need to ask". She stared at her food for a while and I decided to start a conversation. I asked her "you ok?" And she told me..."the boys in your year group keep chasing me and calling me names. They do it nearly everyday. Calling me fat and ugly". She then began to talk about her struggles at home with her mom pregnant. I looked at her and just listened and supported her. Tried to tell her it was ok to reach for help. We even became good friends. Every time she caught sight of me she would come over and hug me with a huge smile. Yet being there for her felt like the world to her. I left that school. No idea what's happend to her now. But my footsteps and my kindness has left marks. Be kind. Starting a conversation can change someones life.
*This is a real story. From my own experience. Please don't be insensitive and assume I made this up. People do go through this. It's not a joke**
Kindness can change the world.
Don't let anyone pull you down, your not what people say, you are what you want to be.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
I really appreciate your kindness bunny ❤. I learnt lot from you about life. There is a quote " An intelligent person will open your mind, a beautiful person will open your eyes and a loving kind person will open your heart " . Thanks for everything you do for making better world! I think kindness is your weapon use it to fight your battle. Best of luck with your journey!
@amiableBunny4016
Oh Bunny, you have the biggest heart. You're so so so amazing to have dome this. At only 11 too? Bless you. You made that young girls world a better place ♡ what an incredible, inspirational and loving person you are friend ♡
@TabbyCat97 @Tobedoctor
aww thanks doctor. your message means alot more than you think it does! i love that quote! your too sweet. thank you for being awesome! hehe. I am so glad you all are enjoying my posts! You are a m a z i n g.
Tabbweeeeee.. my t w i n n i e. lol. i was .... not able to sleep. so why not lol. hehe. tysm! this means alot to me tabby! tabbwe is so sweet and kind and caring! ily tabby! hehe! please make sure you taking care of yourself. hehe. yayy!
bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Awhh loves you Bunnh! Sending Hugs
@amiableBunny4016
some times you can just learn a important life lesson by stuff like that. I was. On opposite side of it but I often wonder what happen to group who tried to be my first friends when I was younger
heyo,
lol. oof. hope your all good ! i know its hard to be okie and make it sound like everything is okay.. but here is a reminder:
its okay not to be okay
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I have nothing to say really. To be honest, people have been so supportive on my forums. At the start it just felt like a silent crowd and my voice is just never existent. But yes, I was wrong. Thank you all so so so so much for being awesome and contributing to my forums! You all dont know how much that means to me........ hehe.
tagging some amazing friends:
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou (i really hope i didnt miss out on the is like i always did with tagging you) @TabbyCat97 @Tobedoctor @Selflessspruce1515 @YourCaringConfidant
and of course if you no comfy with me tagging you pls let me know lol.
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And yet again just know: that storms pass. the sun rises. the day comes. Nightmares dont last forever. The pain your feeling right now.... The feelings your feeling....... They are a small part of your life. One day the brightest days will come. You will see.
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yeah dont ask i have nothing to write about today. I need some poetry /writing ideas from you all.
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Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Thank you so much for the tag Bunny, I love this post. I love your words - they are truly inspirational. Made me smile. Keep being your wonderful self friend ♡
Tab tan
@TabbyCat97
Tab tab not tan ahha
@TabbyCat97
the spelling curse has still surrounded us! lol! tysm tabby! i love ya!
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Haha honestly 😆 it's on forums now hehe. Atleast you have a piece of my bad spelling now in your forum post 😛.
Lovess you! Sending hugs
Tab Tan? Haha
@amiableBunny4016 You are sooo amazingly sweet. I can't even express how much you made me smile today. Thank you for that. ♡ Always know that you matter and are special to us. You have a team of people who care about you and a team of people that you bring so much joy into their lives! Hugs! ♡
I... Love.. you... - poem by @amiablebunny4016
Someone...
Someone once told me they loved me...
I said.
I love you too.
Because I trusted them.
Because I had known them.
Because they loved me.
And then a day came...
Where someone told me...
They hated me.
I lost all my peace and serenity.
I fear.
I fear that one day the world...
The world will hate me..
And turn on me...
And maybe ...
There is no love.
Maybe I was loved.
But no longer loved.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Amazing poem as always wonderful bunny ♡
Tab
the lack of sleep I have😂😭
❤️ Day 61 of 2023 adoring Bunny and this thread: You surely can't sleep because there's too much awesomeness in you! So, I finally am able to be back to contemplate this thread full of art and I must say it's as splendid as always. You grow every single day but also somehow always manage to multiply your skills and wisdom like it's a piece of cake. I missed you and I missed a lot of "reports" on this thread, but never missed them in my mind and heart. And Bunny, I know some people and situations are agony, but please remember that what your brain tells you about you is a gigantic lie. You are astonishing, okay? Keep being you. *Hugs* ❤️
@Daf8
Omgggggg...... Daf........ its finally you! I was thinking about you just last night Daf because I was reading through my old posts. hehe. I missed you so so so so much! lol. hehe. its actually not easy to write out all this. But from day to day I learn new skills. hehe. And you are amazing okay? Love ya Daf. Stay awesomee!❤️
Bunny
❤️ Yes, finally!!! Awww, you are so sweet! I missed you a lot too ❤️
❤️ It's okay, no pressure. I adore you and I'm proud of your growth ❤️
❤️ Thank you, but *you* are extraordinary and marvellous! Keep being you ❤️
@amiableBunny4016
Awhh noo Bunny ♡ sending sleepy beams !
*hugs*
Tabbyyy
Hi,
Hope you all are okay.
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This is a vent post so trigger warning: abuse
Me and my mom had an arguement today. And it really made me realise how much words hurt. Told me that even dad is sick of me and doesn't love me. That the world is better without me. That my mental health was fake. Shouted at me. Its was I call mental abuse. Constantly hurting me. Telling me that if I didn't exist her tounge wouldn't hurt so much and her heart wouldn't best this loud. I wonder if she ever feels my pain. I wonder if the world loves me. I wonder if you will ever accept me. I wonder if anyone believes me.
Bunny.
@amiableBunny40
Sending massive hugs bunny, I know it feels so awful when home is like this. These words they say aren't true I promise you, I know that's hard for you to believe buddy but we love you so much and you're so important. And your mental health struggles are real, they are valid. Sending big hugs from Tabbbwee ♡
@amiableBunny4016
I do hope one day you will find someone you cares and loves you for who you are.
I can related to a family. Member being so means.
hugs if accepted
❤️ Day 64 of 2023 loving this thread and Bunny: I have to retype because I lost the entire post before being able to post it but Bunny is worth it so here I go! ❤️
❤️ Words, indeed, hurt, and you are smart and wise and realized it early on. I'm really sorry she said all those terrible things. I'd feel shattered, too. However, please remember not all words say the truth. The world is a much better place because you are in it. Your struggles are real, valid and important (just like your feelings!). The fact that you suffer this atrocious abuse is the living example of injustice. She seems to be a lot of words I cannot type without having a talk with the censor, but she is *not* telling the truth. In here, we all accept and love you for who you are. We believe you. I know it hurts (and we are here for you), but please remember you are outstanding, important, valid, wonderful, magnificent, accepted, appreciated, noticed and loved. Thank you for being you, Bunny ❤️
Someone once told me you have to be strong and courageous to live in the scary world.
but how to have courage when you have lost all your strength?
Hey beautiful people,
When you shine your light in the darkness of life , you shine light amongst people, people you love, people you care about , people who we describe as our 'family" or our "friend", we even shine light on strangers. During the day the stars and the moon hang in the sky providing light. To guide us through the dark. And even tho their shine isn't as bright as the sun, small glimmers of hope shine in the sky. In the day the sun rises and a big ball of beautiful light shines amongst us. So even in the dark, life gets better. Even in the day, life will get better. You are your own spark. You have this beautiful flame inside of you. Embrace it love. You got this.
Love,
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
This is beautiful bunny ♡
You're incredible my wonderful friend
Massive hugs
Tabbbweee
💛@amiableBunny4016☀️
That's a beautiful thought bunny!!❣️
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"You are your own spark
-bunny"
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I am pinning that in mind!🍀
Hello,
Well *** . I got *** up didn't I? I can't even *** reply properly. My life really did get to me badly. Anyways, hope you all are doing well. I know i have been a bit inactive in this corner but yeah. Here is a poem. And even tho I am *** feel free to read it and cry in loneliness with me.
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Protect me-Poem by @amiablebunny4016 (me!)- for my abusive parents
You said.....
You wouldn't let the world hurt me.
You would defend me.
You would be a shield to any harm.
And I believed you.
Because .....
I thought....
You cared.
That you loved me.
And I loved you.
That you heard me.
You were supposed to protect me.
You were supposed to nurture me.
Maybe my vision of the world was just......
nothing.
And you let go of me.
And you turned on me.
And one day....
You showed me your true colours.
Since then....
I have lived.
Survived.
Tried to hide my sorrows.
Stuck in the misery of life.
Hidden in the cries of my soul.
Thanks for everything.
You hurt me enough.
Now its time to let go.
Bunny
❤️ Day 65 of 2024 adoring Bunny and this thread: I applaud another beautiful poem and your courage! However, don't worry. As I say, this isn't a chore, so please remember there's no pressure, okie? Also, it's really brave and resilient of you to let go of people who hurt you. It's a lot. About your struggles, never forger I am (and everybody here is) here for you. You have our support and love, mainly because you are special, remarkable, important, valid, lovable and loved. Thank you for being you, Bunny ❤️
Hello all,
Hope everything is going well. Today is just a bit of a short post:
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I always see the world as a chaotic, strange, noisy place. When you sit in a classroom and everyone starts talking and shouting. When you go to a shopping center and all you hear is chatting and noise. When you go out in the park and hear children screaming and shouting on the swings "mommy! Come and push me in the swings" or "I want to go to the slide". Every moment passes. We humans are social creatures. Sometimes you just want silence. To sit in a silent place. But even in silence. Our silence gets broken. And chaos returns.
@amiableBunny4016
Big hugs Bunny always here for you, we love you sooo much <3
Parents, bullies, even your own mind can hurt you. I know how all those feel... but there will always be people you'll meet later on who will love you <3 I love you Bunny! You're incredible and i love reading your posts here. Big Kitty Hugs my wonderful Bun Bun
Tabbweee <3
@TabbyCat97
Oh tabbwe, your so so sweet. You reply to literally every post! I love you so much!!!!! Your amazing! Thank you for your kind message!!!!❤️❤️❤️
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Hugs tighttt ♡ lots of love bunweee. Of course, love your posts friend. Take care of yourself twinnieee
Tabbyy
❤️ Day 66 of 2023 adoring Bunny and this thread: Another profound and wonderful post by a gemstone! Yes, sometimes we need silence to heal (for example, mentally). I hope you get the chance to enjoy a calming environment to heal and observe how magnificent you are. I hope you get the chance to listen to yourself instead of the external chaos. In the meantime, please remember that healing is possible, that we notice you, that you are valued and appreciated, that you are remarkable, that you have my (and everybody in here's) support and that you are loved. Thank you for being you, Bunny ❤️
@amiableBunny4016 helloooo, I’m back after a long time (again) :) just wanted to say hi and appreciate your post which is as inspiring as ever :) <3
Loveeee,
-Just