Hey Everyone,

Nice to be here again. I have found some free time so I wanted to write something once again for you all.

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I was tired of being anxious. Tired of depression. Tired of my feelings. But eventually, we find that our feelings are one of the most important things in the world to us. Your feelings and emotions matter. You also matter.

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I will leave the negative stuff to the end!

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Thank you all, for everything you all did. *Sends love to you all* You all are the reason for this space!

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@Tobedoctor, thank you for being such an amazing, beautiful, kind listener. Stay the way you are. Because your loved, your amazing, your strong. Here is a little something for you...... Just to let you know, that we love and care for you. And the courage you have shown. And the battles you have faced. And the way you hug me and tell me it will all be okay. Here is something to make your day.

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Picking myself back up is just has hard as falling down.

They throw me down to the ground. They make sure I stay there in the deep. Its like falling into a hole that you cant get out of. But this hole is different. Its a trap. Its a trap of name calling and abuse and screaming and scars. Can you hear me? Can my voice even go far? I try to be perfect like every other kid. But even thats not true.. because no kid is perfect. so what do i do? You probably didnt understand my parents used to beat me. You probably dont understand me. Because you all just understand that I love writing and I am an idiot. Where have i gone? Im tired of the lights that kept being turned off. I'm tired of the doors that keep being closed. And the doors kept getting shut and slammed in my face. And the hurtful words hit hard... and *** *** I fell to my knees once again. Fell to the ground. No Sound. Just me and my tears, blood, sweat, fears. When will life help me pick myself back up? I wonder.

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Nothing much to say hehe. Lets do some tags for some *amazing* and beautiful people:

@Ash1302022 @Jefferythebunny319 @BirdKing449

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Bunny

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When someone judges you without meeting you, they are only judging themselves. They use you as a mirror to reflect on how they feel about themselves. Don't let anyone's hurtful words take you down. Only you can rise back up. Only you can overcome hurtful words.

I will use the example of the Sun:

The sun rises and sets every day. You can also rise above people's words and actions. No one can define how we are because only we are who we are. When you wake up tomorrow.. You won't be someone else. You will still be you. Just like the Sun rises... you can also rise to be you.

-Bunny

Hello amazing people,

*** I urge you to read this important post... well not necessarily "important" but it leaves a message that I have wanted to consolidate for a long time...... However obviously that's up to you. I care for you. I hope your all doing okay.

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Sit with me. I'm right here. To hold your hand. To wipe your tears. To be there with you. But I can only be there if you want me to be there... If you don't want me to be there for you... Just let go of me.... Let go of me..... But my hand is always there for you to hold. My arms are always open for hugs. My world. my corner, my space, my place, my heart, my words..... They are always open for you to explore. I will not close any more doors. Welcome in. Welcome to the World where only kindness and love are the powers of our planet, where we hug and cry and sigh and get through life together. Whatever brings us down, we rise back up together. We are equal. No one is greater or superior.. We are together. And we can only do this together. A world full of hate will never beat a world full of love. I think I have become overly obsessed with this fact. This is not opinion based. Its a fact... That hate cannot solve a single problem. The more you feel anger and you want to take revenge.... Think about love and forgiveness.

Some people used to call me a "people-pleaser". But what I am actually trying to do is to not please people for who I am. I am trying to help people for whom we are. We are worthy of forgiveness and love. We are the drawing to our paper. We are the writing to our books. No one can change that...... What comes next? What mountain or path will you take next?

I know that we are lost in our own world. For that, we are all important to ourselves and we must love and care about ourselves. For us to love ourselves truly. We need to explore our own world. I agree. But when you enter ... Someone else's world. Someone else's shoes. You enter a new story. A new beginning.

If you have followed me through my journey, you will know me to quiet well now. But I don't need you to remember me. Even if I leave one day... I want one thing from you all.. Don't remember me. Don't leave posts about how much you miss me or ask If i am okay. I only ask for one thing..... For my story to never fade away. For I may fade away, but my story never fades away. For I ask for only your forgiveness and love. Your presence means so much to me. For I ask if I leave one day, you all shall smile and laugh together. For all of you to stay happy and kind towards one another. I ask you, to hug each other, to cry and laugh together, to hold each other's hands if needed. For I do not know. I do not know if I will wake up tommorow or if one day something will happend... For I promise to never stop holding your hand when you need me to.

I do not like to refer to "leaving one day" . The reason being, that this can trigger death and disappearance of someone. I am sure many of you love and care about me. Do you not? But the urgency to leave this here.... Is to let you know.... that if i disappear one day from this place.. my footsteps and my words and the things I left here are always for you.

Lets catch up. How are you doing today? What will tomorrow bring I wonder... And will you try to keep going or will you not? What have you planned?

Spread joy. Spread kindness. Spread whatever it takes to make humans into humanity.

Bunny

Stupid me forgot to leave the trigger warning: but yes ....

tw: death

Lets think before posting.

Im sorry, things are becoming awkward and stuff. But lets respect each others boundaries. Lets keep this place a safe place. Think about how others feel before saying something because I want this space to feel safe for me and everyone else. This is only for mental health. For nothing else.

Please. I cant cope with anymore than I already am.

Bunny

wohoo! Its a new day!

😆 *Does happy dance*

Bunny

heya,

Hope your all doing okay❤️

So it was a bad day but oh well, I cant complain tbh, my life has always been this mess.

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Nothing seemed the same when i thought about it. Everything was just blurred lines. Just a blurred image of the world. I couldn't imagine my future or myself. I had no hope whatsoever. I couldn't picture the world properly. A piece of me was always missing. Everyday.... I would wake up staring at the ceiling... Nothing seemed to make sense. The world just seemed to confusing. I feel like I am losing this war. However much I keep fighting.. I keep getting pulled to the ground. So dear world..... dear whoever is reading this, stay here with me. Hug me. Be with me. Because I can't dont this alone anymore. I won't be able to fight the world on my own.

Please.

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Its better to be alone sometimes. Its better than spending life with toxic people. I spent my whole life with toxic people. Now I am alone. Sitting alone in an empty dark room. Picking on my wounds and scars that no one can see. These wounds and scars are invisble ones. The ones people left with their words. Scars of regret. Scars of hurt. Fear. Its funny because even in the big crowds of people... Even when people say they are here for me.... Loneliness still surrounds me.

To anyone feeling alone out there:

I am so *** proud of you.

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Bunny

hiiii,

Hope your all doing okay❤️

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Well *** I am failing school because I am so *** up. And life is so messed up. Oh well..... i guess failure is the only stepping stone to success.

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(if anyone wants hugs)

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😜 I cant believe how much this space is growing...... wohoo! Also this September will be my first Cups Anniversary 😭 Cant believe it. I cant wait for September........

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Nothing much to update you all on. Hope you all staying safe and taking care of yourselves.

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Bunny

heya,

I haven't been able to post much recently. I so sorry guys. I am having some issues at home with abuse and stuff as usual. And school is all over. Thank you all for your patience and support!

love ya all.

bunny

Hi all,

Hope your all doing okay. If not, we are always here for you.❤️

Well what chaos my life has been. I have so many delays in so much work and *** I have forgotten lots of things. hewithirhoioehtiuo4whitlhwe. Just very messy. Hehe. I promise I will try to get it fixed. This post is very much fixed on small messages that I have created!

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For the people who see my ideas as "pessimistic" or "negative" about society and the world around us I can agree with you in a way. I do see the world very negatively. However, sometimes we just need to speak the truth. "Positivity" is just a vibe, a sort of stereotype, that we have to be positive. Society has almost created this. Some aspects of life can be improved. We can't look at the positive side all the time. Sometimes you have to have a balance between the both. - amiablebunny4016

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When I am walking through endless darkness in life, I am not walking "nowhere". I am not walking into just darkness. I am taking steps to see my light. And if it means that I trip over in the darkness. I always find a way to get back up. Light is at the end of every darkness. - amiablebunny4016

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Don't judge me without meeting me or getting to know me. Sometimes, you have to get to know someone before you judge someone..Use kind words. Love and Kindness have no "potion" or "magic". They are just part of our existence. It's what we do without realising it every day. You may not realise you are doing an act of kindness by opening a door for someone or encouraging someone through words. But you are creating a huge difference. You can change the world with your kindness. - amiablebunny4016

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I have met many people throughout my life. But no person to me is "bad" or "good". People change. People develop. People's minds can grow. Good can turn into bad and sometimes bad can turn into good. The key is to never stop doing good. - amiablebunny4016

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The art of life is very much simple in my eyes. The world is complex. - amiablebunny4016

(actually, I will be doing a post for this one. Its a very strange but complicated idea)

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Words are strange. They can hurt. They can heal. They can also damage us on the inside. Negative or positive. Good or bad. Whatever words your using, please think before you use them. What will that person feel if I said this? What would I feel? It's good to question our words before they come out. Because words can never be unsaid. - amiablebunny4016

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What was the purpose of our existence when we were the ones that damaged the Earth, caused destruction, and developed cruel ideas like "racism" and "sexism", when we are one of the most chaotic creatures on the planet? what was the purpose of doing our actions when we knew they were bad? Will humanity always stay the same I wonder......- amiablebunny4016

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Well I think thats all I have for today...I will be doing more of these kind of posts from now on instead of writing huge chunks. But I will also be building on these ideas! Also I hope you all have a wonderful rest of your day/eve!

Stay safe..

Bunny