@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
I lay awake that night, cold on the ground, numb. with the comfort of the blank ceiling staring down at me, and I. He had made me sleep on the freezing ground, and I obeyed like he was my king. My master. My god. A living human staring back at the emptiness of nothing. The only thing that went through my mind was that it was my last night and tommorow wouldn't exist any longer. I slept and hoped that tonight was my last night. I slept in my nightmares and dreams hollowing me out into this slave. The slave to the voices in my head. And the words that never came out of me left unsaid.. the next morning he hit me.. that was my alarm clock.
(To be continued ..)
Bunny
my hips ache. like crazy. like it actually hurts.
bro... i didnt realise how much it hurts till now... it feels like somethings inflated and someone's popped it *** man....
at times i had thought i woke up on the wrong side of the bed, or I was looking into the wrong reflection in the wrong mirror, or my eyes were just deceiving me, and my mind was only lying to me, paralysing me of joy or happiness. wrapped up in trauma, and locked away in a box away from everyone, and whoever found me hated me the most...... i dont get what happend that made me deserve so much ***
i hunry...
@amiableBunny4016
bunny bean… ): was you able to nom anything…?
is anyone here?
@amiableBunny4016
a day later.. but me here😮 thinking of you Bunwee friend 💕💕
@amiableBunny4016
i’ve missed you
its just one of those days... dragging myself out of bed... a heavy sadness just constantly fills me, and i don't know where to pour it out because I'm scared someone won't understand and i might get hurt. and everything will become even more broken than it already is.
stupid flu. im so tired of being ill.
@amiableBunny4016
<3
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Omg that cat is so cutee <3 tysm sun buddie
@amiableBunny4016
I know right hehe. For reaalssss, I hope you feel better super soon, Bunnybuddieee. Try and take care of yourself, mhm? Maybe something warm to nom/ sip? Some rest when you can?🥺
I'll be thinking of youuu.💗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
@amiableBunny4016
Aww hehe can imagine being so tired :0 I hope your back isn't hurting too much from sleeping on the floor. :0
Soo glad you felt better this morning and superrrr proud of you for trying your best to push a little harder to feel more than better, sweetesttt Bunny who deserves allll the sweetness in the world. *accepts comfort beams and sends many more back atchaaa* 🤗💗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @Sunisshiningandsoareyou
@amiableBunny4016
I know there's not much to do about this worry, but it's a natural worry for a friend, Bunny being. Like being genuinely concerned and wanting you to be as okay as possible and even better. One can hope, at least, yeah?!🥺💗
It breaks my heart to hear of the kinds of emotional and physical pain you feel you're adjusted to/ used to and just makes me keep saying the ever so repetitive sounding thing (I guess?) that you do not deserve it. But it's a fact, you do not. It's just plain awful you are enduring it and we cannot do much about it.😔
(But uh we can, mhm, a little atleast, and it does count, we can try taking care of you in the littlest, most gentle ways possible💗 doesn't have to be all too fancy, just the vv basics should suffice and I know Bunnybeing is vvv strong and tries her best to keep going💗)
Aw being shouted-at is absolutely not nice, it's scary and disheartening and just terrible, specially when you're not doing really okay already. :/
I am happy I could make your day sweeeter, BunnBunn, you truly do deserve all the nice things in the world, inclusive of hearing what an important part of the world you are and how magically *you* light up any space you are in.
People off cups have a really bad eye-sight if they fail to see that about you smh!
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
If someone locked me up in a room with you for the rest of my life I would literally jump in joy and dance for the rest of my life 💖
Eh, I've come to a point where I have adjusted to it, but also accepted that my life will go on. No matter if I scream or cry or sit here and pity myself, nothing is going to fix itself yk. It's kinda harsh but sometimes you just have to tell yourself the truth. 💖 I'm sure one day it will all be over, maybe not now, maybe not tommorow, but some day.
💖 And the worry and concern you have is totally understandable lol (weirdly enough the 'dont worry about me' thing just comes out naturally idk if you get that haha)
💜✨ I love u too threw four five six seven eight nine ten! Haha. Thank you for bringing light to my day sunshine buddie 🌞 you always come in at the right time!
Lmao. The bad eye sight thing got me 🤣🤣🤣
p.s your humour is just 🤪 amazing lol.
Keep being your funny, sunny, lovely, caring self! 🌞🥺💜
*Hugs you tight and doesn't let go*
Bunny :)
