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LoveMyMoonflowers July 25th, 2023

Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')

Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.

*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

(she’s not my bio sister lol)

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

She asked me why i’m awake at like 3 am :') :')

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

i think im triggered but im just trying to be ok

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers *sits with you* Let's take some deep breaths together ok? Do you know what triggered you?

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@mytwistedsoul

idk just a lot of things at once

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers im just tired and want to sleep but somehow i’m scared 

now i’m crying crap 

rhats great 

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs you tight*  Hey it's ok to cry. I know a lot of us hate to cry but it's kind of like a relief valve. When things build up too much it needs an outlet and crying is a better way then some of the other ways we might use

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@mytwistedsoul it’s so dumb when i cry though :( 

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers There's a lot going on for you 😞 and you try so hard to be there for your friends and you worry about them and for them. You're a beautiful person Moon. Can you ground yourself? 

5 things you can see, 4 things you can touch, 3 things you can hear, 2 things you can smell, and 1 thing you can taste

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@mytwistedsoul

i not beautiful but thanks friend. im not good at anything can’t be there for people when they need 

um i can see my screen, my blanket, my pillow, my bed, the curtains the ac, i can touch my screen, blanket, pillow, bed, i can hear…. the ac, myself breathe, that’s kinda it though :( 

idk about smell and taste 😔

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers i can taste my tears but that jus weird 

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers You did good 💙 But you are beautiful Moon. Beauty isn't just looks or smarts. It's heart and soul. It's kindness and love. Those are all beautiful things that make up you. Sometimes it's necessary to take care of you first and then others. Especially when you're struggling with your own things

Sometimes I think some people forget that we're going through our own storms and as much as we'd like to and as hard as we try to be there for them - we just can't . It's hard not to take on others emotions especially when you have alot of empathy. You hurt for others as much as you have your own pain. Here we can only do so much 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

i wan cry 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

and sleep 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

why do i have to think about this again 

it’s so dumb im just so dumb it all came back  a few days ago and now it just all i think about 

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers It does seem to work that way I'm afraid. Once it pops into our minds it stays - like an unwelcome house guest. Things like that keep coming back because it's unresolved 💙

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@mytwistedsoul

yeah :( 

ni ni remember stuff that happened stuff that mom told me and wondering if it true if it true it just so scary it hurt so bad i’m just thinking about it too much 

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm sorry those scary thoughts are stuck in your head 😞 I know they're hard to have. I'm sorry you're hurting so much right now. Since she told you about it - Would you be able to talk to her about it?

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@mytwistedsoul

idk :( don’t wanna sound stupid and start cry

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

crying

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs you tight* Let it out ok? I don't think you would sound stupid. And I think she would understand your tears 💙

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@mytwistedsoul

idk….. idk idk idk 

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers it's ok you don't need to decide right now 💙 maybe it would help you to write her a letter - you don't have to give it to her - you could tear it up and throw it away if you want but it would also help you get it out alittle 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

@mytwistedsoul

if anything il try to write one to.. mm….. person who did did tried 

mm

idk 

im sorry

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers Nothing for you to be sorry for 💙 I'm sending you so much good vibes and hugs and love right now. Please be safe 💙

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

stupid me 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

it hurts so bad it just hurt so bad 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

why 

why 

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LoveMyMoonflowers OP May 13th

i don’t want to think i don’t even want a brain my stupid brain