Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
i think im triggered but im just trying to be ok
@LoveMyMoonflowers *sits with you* Let's take some deep breaths together ok? Do you know what triggered you?
@mytwistedsoul
idk just a lot of things at once
@LoveMyMoonflowers im just tired and want to sleep but somehow i’m scared
now i’m crying crap
rhats great
@LoveMyMoonflowers There's a lot going on for you 😞 and you try so hard to be there for your friends and you worry about them and for them. You're a beautiful person Moon. Can you ground yourself?
5 things you can see, 4 things you can touch, 3 things you can hear, 2 things you can smell, and 1 thing you can taste
@mytwistedsoul
i not beautiful but thanks friend. im not good at anything can’t be there for people when they need
um i can see my screen, my blanket, my pillow, my bed, the curtains the ac, i can touch my screen, blanket, pillow, bed, i can hear…. the ac, myself breathe, that’s kinda it though :(
idk about smell and taste 😔
why do i have to think about this again
it’s so dumb im just so dumb it all came back a few days ago and now it just all i think about
@LoveMyMoonflowers It does seem to work that way I'm afraid. Once it pops into our minds it stays - like an unwelcome house guest. Things like that keep coming back because it's unresolved 💙
@mytwistedsoul
yeah :(
ni ni remember stuff that happened stuff that mom told me and wondering if it true if it true it just so scary it hurt so bad i’m just thinking about it too much
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm sorry those scary thoughts are stuck in your head 😞 I know they're hard to have. I'm sorry you're hurting so much right now. Since she told you about it - Would you be able to talk to her about it?
@mytwistedsoul
idk :( don’t wanna sound stupid and start cry
@LoveMyMoonflowers
crying
@LoveMyMoonflowers thought about it but idk :( thought about talking to her
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's scary 😞 But I think maybe it could help you work through it- since she told you about it. If you have questions or just to tell her how it's affecting you
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs you tight* Let it out ok? I don't think you would sound stupid. And I think she would understand your tears 💙
@mytwistedsoul
idk….. idk idk idk
@LoveMyMoonflowers i think i’m gonna go and just cry and try to fall asleep if i don’t then i just don’t care if i do some thing dumb to self
thank you friend, but i’m gonna go, be safe
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'll sit quietly in the corner ok? A tiny rattie keeping you company. 💙 I hope it didn't feel like I was pushing you or anything 😞 Please try to be gentle with yourself 💙
@mytwistedsoul
hugs no friend you didn’t push or anything it’s okay.
thank you 💜
im gonna go try sleep
@LoveMyMoonflowers Good night Moon 💙
@mytwistedsoul
Thank you for being there Soul *Hugs* I appreciate you so much 💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers No thank you necessary! But you're very welcome 😊 Were you able to get some sleep? (big hugs) 💙💙
I'm proud of you and glad you didn't do anything that you might have regretted today 💙💙 I know it can be hard not to
@mytwistedsoul
Big hugs 💜 mhm I got some rest. what about Soul friend? :( *no pressure*
Thank you buddy 💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers it's ok you don't need to decide right now 💙 maybe it would help you to write her a letter - you don't have to give it to her - you could tear it up and throw it away if you want but it would also help you get it out alittle
@mytwistedsoul
if anything il try to write one to.. mm….. person who did did tried
mm
idk
im sorry
stupid me
why
why