Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
…anyone here?
kinda want to talk to someone
anyone here?
@LoveMyMoonflowers What's up? 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
rainbow bear 🌈🧸 here, Nii 🌙🥧🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I'm here 🥺 I rarely logged in
i don’t feel okay, i feel sick
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey Moon Pie 💙 Are you feeling any better?
@mytwistedsoul
hi soul 💜 yeah i’m better now, thank you 💜 kinda sick but it’s okay 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 🥺 perhaps try to rest, & nom nom soup 🍲
…i don’t understand it when 7cups removes people’s posts randomly without telling them about it.
those posts that reach out for help, those posts in which people open up.
it really sucks because they always talk about 7cups being a place where we feel seen and heard and understood ✨ and then they go ahead and remove these posts in which people are actually trying to be seen and heard and understood.
it hurts :/
*smh 7cups*
if i actually tried to make a new forum thread about this they would probably remove that too
@LoveMyMoonflowers They would. They don't like anything too negative lying around 😕 i'm sorry they deleted something you wrote. I know it frustrates me too
@mytwistedsoul
No they didn’t delete anything i wrote 💜 I was frustrated because they deleted a friend’s vent post :( The one you replied to recently 💜 (The post by our friend who had a nightmare)
And i’ve seen other posts get deleted too. And those posts weren’t hurting anyone. the people who wrote them were just trying to open up and express themselves a little. :/ Idk i wish they wouldn’t silence people like this
@LoveMyMoonflowers Oh 😞 yeah tbh I figured they would eventually. They want you to vent but it needs to be candy coated for others so it's easier to swallow. Which for a mental health site I understand but yet I don't. And idk if they don't realize or just don't care about the damage that does to the people everyone who wanted to comfort the person struggling
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah exactly. Tbh i don’t really understand why they need to delete vent posts if the posts are just being honest :') I mean this is a mental health site and they talk about how we’re supposed to be free to express ourselves, and we won’t be judged… :') Even if we add TW's they still delete them 😕
I’m sorry, I get that though, the censors here can be pretty crazy.
I think it’s especially mean if they delete the posts in which people mention… mmmm… unaliving ): they say it’s for safety and stuff but they’re actually silencing members instead, making them feel unheard and unseen. :/ they don’t realise that most of the time we just want to be heard and listened to without being judged :/
(if i said a little too much, I’m sorry <3)
@LoveMyMoonflowers Nothing's say you don't matter like deleting a post like that. Alot of the times that's what people need and want to hear. That they matter to someone somewhere. Having your words deleted just makes it hurt more and makes you feel even more alone
@mytwistedsoul
…Yeah. it can be triggering.
thank you Soul 💜 and yeah :') I guess we pretend because we fear being judged. It’s sad that they give us a real reason to fear being judged here. That judgment comes in the form of getting your posts removed etc :/ so instead we just pretend 😀✨
my cupsaversay is on the 19th of this month
i have no idea how to spell that 🤣
is it cupsaversary or cuppaversary? or cupsversary? 🤔
@LoveMyMoonflowers
It's cupsversary, Moonie 🤗
@RachelListener
ouh okay 💙 I’ve seen some people here spell it different ways
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i spent my first cupsverary trying to figure out how to spell that and only found out how to do it now.
@amiableBunny4016
i think some people spell it different ways here
like some people wrote cuppaversary and that’s fine 🤷🏻♀️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
lmao. i dont think cups has established a proper spelling to add to the dictionary.
@amiableBunny4016
when i did the community building course, one of their docs mentioned “cupser” “cupper” “cupsversary” “cuppaversary” and stuff like that so no there’s not one single standard spelling lol
it’s not* not there’s not
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i dont think anyone is bothered to establish an actual spelling lol
@amiableBunny4016
yeah lol
i remember deleting my first account on the 29th
and then i came back 2 days later with this one
Why? (If you don't mind me asking)
@slowdecline48
because i was impulsive (and i can still be a little impulsive sometimes)
That's understandable...we all have our moments.
@slowdecline48
Yep
@LoveMyMoonflowers I've never deleted my account but I have deleted all my threads 😬 Had a.major melt down and deleted them - then had a panic attack and it took 4 months to find someone nice enough to track them down and put them back. 😅 Never doing that again that's for sure
@mytwistedsoul
…Oof. i’m sorry about that soul 💙 :') I’m glad you were able to get them back
@LoveMyMoonflowers Thanks I was too 💙
:/
i feel like disappearing randomly again