Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
bye…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sits and waits for you*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺 rainbow bear 🌈🧸 also waits for Nii 🌙🥧
@LoveMyMoonflowers *waits with the others*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
we all going to wait for you Ni friend 💕 here for you.
it still hurts. everything.
i’m tired.
im tired
just really really tired
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺 can take a nap, or listen to music when feeling tired. *Rainbow bear 🌈🧸 sits with Nii 🌙🥧*
i
just
want
to
be
***
done.
i want to be…
dead.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 want to be more kind to Niiself 🌙🥧 \(^-^)/
@VictoriaLove7
…i not sure friend being kind to self is hard :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
me knows 🥺, rainbow bear 🌈🧸 also often feel like that, but me read once, how to be more compassionate to ourselves is by imagining, what would we say to a friend who experience or feel what we feel. What will we say to them? So , maybe, if Nii 🌙🥧 have a teenie friend who feel like Nii 🌙🥧 what will Nii 🌙🥧 suggest or say to them?
dead and gone :)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hugs Moonie if okie 🥺
@RachelListener
hugs rachel ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs hugs Moonie*🥺
@RachelListener
*keeps hugging*
my voice literally ain’t working today :/
@LoveMyMoonflowers
me voice is also kinda small now, rainbow bear 🌈🧸 has sore throat because me have to speak loudly all the time. (because rainbow bear 🌈🧸 father is hard of hearing but got really angry when me told him to wear hearing aid. )🙄
@VictoriaLove7
i’m sorry friend :/ (and *smh rainbow bear’s father* 🙄) perhaps drink some water? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you, Nii 🌙🥧 rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 is taking medicine for sore throat.
yes yes, rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 father is smh, while 70% of rainbow bear 🌈🧸 time is for him 🙄
@VictoriaLove7
okay friend ❤️ how are you feeling now? :o ❤️ get well soon okie :') ❤️
(that not fun friend ☹️ me sorry)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you, Nii 🌙🥧\(^-^)/ me throat still feel a bit lumpy, but me keep taking the antibiotics
(yes yes, rainbow bear father is the main source of stress & he acts like a selfish brat to me which causes rainbow bear headaches & psychological pain)
@VictoriaLove7
okay friend ❤️
(mmm that’s not good friend, i’m sorry… it must be hard… *hugs you if okay*)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you, Nii! 🌙🥧\(^-^)/🌈🧸
*rainbow bear huggss Nii back, & me wipes tear*
@VictoriaLove7
*huggie tight* :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggie Nii back tightt :')*
welp.
it’s 7:26 pm.