Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
i don’t feel ok in head im just gonna go n do somethin dumb.
:') so… here i am.
how i stayed clean last night, i have no idea. but i did.
and i kinda feel teensy weensy proud of myself for that. idk.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i’m vv proud of you too <3 it’s a bigger accomplishment than one might think 🩷
@justmeeva
*hugs if okie* 🥺💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggles* 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers That's great Moon! You should feel proud! I'm proud of you too! 💙 I know those urges can be hard to deny and ignore. One moment at a time 💙
@mytwistedsoul
Thank you soul 💛 *hugs if okay* 💛
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs Moon tight* 💙 you're very very welcome 😊
@mytwistedsoul
🥺💜
i’m a real ***.
@thatchristlover
mmmm friend it always say on your profile that your active but me still hasn’t seen you since…. before october… :') you keep popping into my thoughts now and then flora. i really miss you. i miss you so much.
:') i’m still waiting for you. 💜
sometimes i see things in the dark.
not sometimes. lol. all the time.
i’ve always imagined monsters lurking in my room for some reason and last night was sort of like every other night except i wrote myself something that was supposed to be comforting? and now i’m like wtf.
it’s true though.
“there are no monsters hiding… but the monsters in your head.
‘there are no demons lurking but the demons there instead.”
*and now i’m wondering why i posted this*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 🥺 rainbow bear 🌈🧸 hopes Nii 🌙🥧 be gentle to Niiself 🌙🥧
@LoveMyMoonflowers You could try imagining the monsters all in underwear & flappy red shoes. It is impossible to be scary when all you're wearing is jockey shorts & clown shoes.
@slowdecline48
Lmao 🤣
i have it with me. under my pillow. the thing i use.
somehow it feels like my friend. and my enemy, at the same time
dude now i’m wondering why the heck i’ve kept it under my pillow…?
that’s a stupid thing to wonder ni.
i knew lmao. i always know.
that wasn’t even me wondering
@LoveMyMoonflowers Have you thought of buying a holster or sheath for it?...very easy to lose one's friend when keeping it under one's pillow. Most people move in their sleep; little friends can be displaced & accidentally pushed off the mattress.
@slowdecline48
A holster or a sheath? No i haven’t really thought of that
none of that made sense
hi, 7cups.
:') it’s been a while. or has it?
only a few days.
interesting.