Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
*proof that i shouldn’t even be alive*
*proof that i should’ve never been born*
my existence is toxic.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Your existence is anything but toxic. You just can't see how wonderful and amazing you are 💙 *don't shake your head no* I'll call in back up 😉 your friends will agree with me
@mytwistedsoul
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
smh sunnie 😭😭😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Ahah i- xD no fr though, not even apologetic for it lol 😭 if it takes a cutu baby screaming yessss for maximum emphasis then cutu baby screaming yess gif it is. 😭
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
lol. that baby *is* cutu. 🥺💙
@mytwistedsoul
mmm no friend i disagree so me shaking my head no anyways lol 😁
@LoveMyMoonflowers 💙 I'm afraid you're already out voted 😊 and the world is backwards so in this case no means yes 🤪
@mytwistedsoul @LoveMyMoonflowers
mhm, but only in this case tho :p
@justmeeva @LoveMyMoonflowers Yep yep you definitely out voted on this Moon Pie 💙💙
You're just going to have to accept that we love you and we think you're pretty awesome and amazing *nods sagely*
@mytwistedsoul
Hmmm I’ll think about it 🧐😛 which means no xD
@mytwistedsoul
smh Soul 🤪🤣
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😁 😉
@LoveMyMoonflowers
🌈🧸 rainbow bear is vvv glad that Nii 🌙🥧 exist! \( ^_^ )/
@VictoriaLove7
💕💕💕
“how to *** up your life”
it’s probably my destiny to write this book
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i mean.... behind the *** could be something magical! yk. like how to light up your life with Ni (:
@amiableBunny4016
lol. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
💛 😊
@amiableBunny4016
:')
@LoveMyMoonflowers Can I get a signed copy? For when it hits best seller and you're famous 💙
@mytwistedsoul
sure 🥺 but first i’d have to write it and i don’t have brains for that 🤪
the brains*
@LoveMyMoonflowers That's the brain fog and/or depression talking. 💙 I bet you could write pretty good books. Mix all the genres together and do an a scary adventure sci-fi love story documentary starring sparkly vampires and Keanu Reeves or Anthony Hopkins 😁
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
Ni is going to become New York Times Bestseller and get #1 rewards when it gets published! haha. im going to build a shelf especially for the book!
@amiableBunny4016
*points to what i told soul* 🤷🏻♀️ i don’t have the brains for it 🤭💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i think you have lots of brains or perhaps you dont even need your brain, just Ni and spilling her heart out onto a page (but ofc dont take anything i say seriously or feel pressured to do anything lol. i dont want to be annoying) 😄 i'll be dreaming about reading it all night! haha
@amiableBunny4016
Aww your not annoying at all. it’s okay Bun. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ily 💛 thank you for being you!
@amiableBunny4016
love you too Bunny 💜💜
I spy an Eva bean lurking 😮💙 *sends you hugs* 💙 @justmeeva
@LoveMyMoonflowers
D:
@justmeeva @LoveMyMoonflowers
naa, i just scrolled up and that gif came 😭 that made my day!
@amiableBunny4016
Eva is a gif master
@LoveMyMoonflowers
but if i am then ni fren and bunny fren are too
@justmeeva
*awards Eva and @amiableBunny4016 with “GIF Master” awards* 🏆
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@amiableBunny4016
😭😂😭 you definitely get that trophy
@amiableBunny4016
Omg 😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@amiableBunny4016 @justmeeva
Random idea 🤔 but first i wanna hear what bunny’s gonna say 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
what is it?
@amiableBunny4016
*me suddenly thinking it’s a dumb idea* 🥲💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*me still listening*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
okay....i think i have the same idea as you. somethings clicked..... are you thinking what im thinking?
@amiableBunny4016
we might be thinking the same thing 🤔🤔🤔
@LoveMyMoonflowers
alright... here's what im thinking: your thinking we should create a bunny, eva and ni space on forums that include gifs for the gif master trio 😀
but i know i might be wrong in assuming wat your thinking 😀 forgive me
@amiableBunny4016
💯💯💯 your absolutely right 😛 we thought the same thing! whoop whoop ✨
@amiableBunny4016
:00000 i wasn’t way off :0
@amiableBunny4016 @LoveMyMoonflowers
yes me too 🤔 but i won’t say what i’m thinking just in case it’s like way off 😊❤️
the part of the book I’m reading….. it hurts so much. :') i wish i could hug the main character.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
what book is it? (if you dont mind me asking)
@amiableBunny4016
the one you recommended before :o Girl in pieces
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its so triggering yet so freaking sad 🙁 i literally cried at what happend at the end.
@amiableBunny4016
now i’m wondering what happens at the end 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im not spoiling it for you 😀 but finish it and then we can talk about it. because it made me sob
@amiableBunny4016
okay 🥺
@amiableBunny4016
i just finished the part where charlie’s at that party and finds out about mikeys… mmm. :') :')
@justmeeva @LoveMyMoonflowers
we all have to agree to this? are we all comfy with creating this space that Ni was thinking of 😀 because if not, then we dont necessarily have to.
@amiableBunny4016
i agree 💙 we only making this space if we comfy with it 💙 if not, then that’s okie 💙💙
@amiableBunny4016
i’d love it :00
@justmeeva @LoveMyMoonflowers
perfect! i dont mind making the thread, but if any of you want to do it go ahead. *social awkwardness of bunny comes in*
@amiableBunny4016
You can Bunny bean 😮💙 if you is comfy <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
alright friend! I will do it now. but bare with me whilst i cope with the amount of tags coming in.
wait guyssss... what do you wanna call this thread?
@amiableBunny4016
Idk 🤷🏻♀️😭 my brain is so blank T^T
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i'll come up with something :p
@amiableBunny4016
okay 💙💙
@amiableBunny4016
yes pls xD 😭
its done guyss! hope you got the tag!
@LoveMyMoonflowers
… /lh
@amiableBunny4016
Aww that’s okay Bunny beanie <3 take your time okie? Me knows it can get a tad bit overwhelming when we have lots of tags 😅 having to reply to so much 💜 take your time, it’s okie. no pressure to make it now, even 💙💙 you can make it some other time too, if you want. 💙💙 that’s okay 💜
today felt kinda like a year, didn’t it?
… the way time moves so quickly and slowly at the same time.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Omg this is so sadly and happily accurate 🥺 time is so precious
@amiableBunny4016
time really is precious. so are memories… but i think both of them are also a bit strange? at times… idk. isn’t it weird how the painful moments feel like years… but the happy moments feel like they go by so quickly. :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
(If this message is waffley and useless just feel free to remove it)
It's weird but at the same time..you just subconsciously know this is life. It's full of ups and downs, happy and sad times, guilty, Shame, feelings emotions etc that no matter how much we run away from pain, pain comes to us. That this might feel like years but there is this beautiful quote that says 'this too shall pass' and even though it leaves scars and hurt me and you are still here 💜 existing.
But when the happy days do come, we come together to appreciate those moments and love them for how they are. When the sad days come we will hold each others hands, hug each other and be there for each other. It's the beautiful rollercoaster of life. We just learn to get used to it.
Bunny :)
@amiableBunny4016
💜 beautifully said 🥺 /gen
(ni friend don’t have many words rn i’m sorry friend)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
It's okay 💜 I know your going through a hard time. You can reply to my reply whenever you feel like you find the words. No pressure
urges… mmmm.
distracting with music for now…