Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
and i feel so tired and sleepy.
:') we pretend to be okay for so long we fool ourselves into thinking we are ok.
i don’t care about me
:') i just listened to my heart beat. and beat and beat and beat, and beat.
why?
why does it beat?
oof…
that picture i posted an hour ago, here. it looks like something i saw when i was like 11.
it was in some mental health video :') for a brief moment they showed… something like that picture. with the crazy, stormy, uncontrollable mess in their head. i saw it and was like that’s me! lol. that was the first time in ages i felt like i wasn’t alone. for a moment, i felt happy… but it wasn’t exactly happiness. idk what it was. but it felt warm and cool at the same time. it felt good.
not being alone.
it was 2 hours ago.
dang, 2 hours?
@DarkerPlaces
rome buddy 💙 me just checking in. how’s mustard? did she eat anything? 😞💙
i hope she’ll be okay
Shes not ate much 🙁
@DarkerPlaces
i hope your hamster 🐹 be okay
Thx she had to go to the vets today cos she hadnt eaten yet n she had to stay in vets all afternoon n got dental operation cos her back teeth were to long n she had lot of tartar thad had to get took of her teeth shes bk home now again but shes very sleepy n kinda grumpy shes bit me twice since she got home so im just letting her sleep for a while now 😕 she has to have her food mashed up with warm water for next 48 hours to
@DarkerPlaces
Lots of love to little mustard beanie 💜💜💜
@DarkerPlaces
just want to check in on how the hamster 🐹 doing now
Shes ok thx ni
Shes doing good thx paws
i’m so tired i’ll probably just fall asleep.
unless my brain has other plans
so…
goodnight, i guess.
or good morning. it’s 3 am.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 me hopes Nii 🌙🥧 is able to sleep 😴
@VictoriaLove7
yep… :')
Last night was hard.