Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
……..
basically.
i told mom about my nightmares.
and i regret it.
bad idea, Ni.
next time you have a nightmare, be silent, like we always are. scream inside but say nothing.
remember when mom told us she was sorry and then said
“i stand by my words.”
then why say sorry? it was unnecessary. it didn’t mean anything.
if you stand by what you said before, you don’t need to apologise for saying all that.
that didn’t make any sense ***
welcome to moons brain everyone is triggered
a few days ago i came to a conclusion
why do i wake up every damn day.
why do i still breathe
why does my heart still beat
why do i keep existing
when my existing is so meaningless?
@LoveMyMoonflowers Unfortunately, the only meaning life has or ever will have is the meaning we give it. The only prepackaged meanings that we don't have to create ourselves come from religions or ideologies. There are people who prefer to live by those things. I don't but it's your life...do what makes you happy.
why do i keep waking up every day…
why.
