Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
and i feel so tired and sleepy.
:') we pretend to be okay for so long we fool ourselves into thinking we are ok.
i don’t care about me
:') i just listened to my heart beat. and beat and beat and beat, and beat.
why?
why does it beat?
oof…
that picture i posted an hour ago, here. it looks like something i saw when i was like 11.
it was in some mental health video :') for a brief moment they showed… something like that picture. with the crazy, stormy, uncontrollable mess in their head. i saw it and was like that’s me! lol. that was the first time in ages i felt like i wasn’t alone. for a moment, i felt happy… but it wasn’t exactly happiness. idk what it was. but it felt warm and cool at the same time. it felt good.
not being alone.
it was 2 hours ago.
dang, 2 hours?
@DarkerPlaces
rome buddy 💙 me just checking in. how’s mustard? did she eat anything? 😞💙
i hope she’ll be okay
Shes not ate much 🙁
@DarkerPlaces
i hope your hamster 🐹 be okay
Thx she had to go to the vets today cos she hadnt eaten yet n she had to stay in vets all afternoon n got dental operation cos her back teeth were to long n she had lot of tartar thad had to get took of her teeth shes bk home now again but shes very sleepy n kinda grumpy shes bit me twice since she got home so im just letting her sleep for a while now 😕 she has to have her food mashed up with warm water for next 48 hours to
i’m so tired i’ll probably just fall asleep.
unless my brain has other plans
so…
goodnight, i guess.
or good morning. it’s 3 am.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 me hopes Nii 🌙🥧 is able to sleep 😴
@VictoriaLove7
yep… :')
Last night was hard.