Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
Uhhhh
I think my diary thread is shown…. Twice? :o
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Oh I see what you mean. It does that to my forum too. Your forum hasn't been duplicated or anything. 7cups does that weird thing sometimes. Nothing to worry about 💙it's because it orders in forums with recent activity and probably listed yours twice.
@amiableBunny4016
yes that’s it hehe. i was scared at first but i looked closely and saw it was just a glitch. forums being forums hehehe
thank you for explaining that to me bunny bean 💙 me appreciates you so much (:
@sunisshiningandsoareyou
*gentle huggle attack for youuu* 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers awww such a lovely gif, Niibuddyyy, thank you for the huggle attac hehe. *huggles you tighttttt*🥺🤗💖
anyone here :0
@LoveMyMoonflowers What's on your mind MoonPie?
@mytwistedsoul
awwwe moonpie that’s cute hehe
nothing much. just a little tired hehe. how are you, soul buddy? 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers We actually have snacks here called Moon pies 😊 I hope you don't mind
Tired - I can relate to that so much. I may have passed it though and moved into the exhausted zone lol
I'm - idk. Tired but restless. Numb but feeling everything. An enigma wrapped in an enigma 🤪 Thank you for asking 💙
And you? Aside from tired - how are you?
@mytwistedsoul
ouh of course i don’t mind 💙 those look familiar. i think we had something similar when i was little. they were so so good 😋
I think you described the feeling perfectly :'3 I think it’s okay to have tired… numb days. 💜 Your allowed to feel this way buddy :'3 and im always here for you 💙 i want to be.
other than tired i’m just… blank tbh. thank you for asking 💜 I appreciate you so much and the fact that you care means so so much to me. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers Do you have an idea what causes the blank feeling? Depression? Anxiety? Maybe overwhelmed with both?
@mytwistedsoul
I’ve always had depression… so yes… the first one.
Another thing I feel right now is anger. I’m angry at Bunny’s mother. I feel so horrible that such people, who are meant to be loving parents, can be so cruel and heartless.
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm with you on that. It's frustrating because there's nothing either of us can do. I've been there - where Bunny is and I know the damage because of it. Its not fair or right what kids have to go through in some cases. It's not as though anyone asks to be born 😞
Do you know what causes the depression? If I remember correctly you and your parents don't talk about emotions - so getting checked and getting prescriptions would be hard but you could look into vitamins or supplements. St. Johns wort or something? That might not raise their eye brows too much
@mytwistedsoul
I’m not sure…..
@LoveMyMoonflowers That's ok 💙 sometimes it's a mix of everything all piled up. And there's so much going on and so much going wrong to really pinpoint anything
Oof.
i’ll just go to bed idk
And try to sleep
and just forget everything.
Immmm coldddddd-
*peeks*
:'3
I dont really understand myself
