Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
Uhhhh
I think my diary thread is shown…. Twice? :o
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Oh I see what you mean. It does that to my forum too. Your forum hasn't been duplicated or anything. 7cups does that weird thing sometimes. Nothing to worry about 💙it's because it orders in forums with recent activity and probably listed yours twice.
@amiableBunny4016
yes that’s it hehe. i was scared at first but i looked closely and saw it was just a glitch. forums being forums hehehe
thank you for explaining that to me bunny bean 💙 me appreciates you so much (:
@sunisshiningandsoareyou
*gentle huggle attack for youuu* 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers awww such a lovely gif, Niibuddyyy, thank you for the huggle attac hehe. *huggles you tighttttt*🥺🤗💖
anyone here :0
@LoveMyMoonflowers What's on your mind MoonPie?
@mytwistedsoul
awwwe moonpie that’s cute hehe
nothing much. just a little tired hehe. how are you, soul buddy? 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers We actually have snacks here called Moon pies 😊 I hope you don't mind
Tired - I can relate to that so much. I may have passed it though and moved into the exhausted zone lol
I'm - idk. Tired but restless. Numb but feeling everything. An enigma wrapped in an enigma 🤪 Thank you for asking 💙
And you? Aside from tired - how are you?
@mytwistedsoul
ouh of course i don’t mind 💙 those look familiar. i think we had something similar when i was little. they were so so good 😋
I think you described the feeling perfectly :'3 I think it’s okay to have tired… numb days. 💜 Your allowed to feel this way buddy :'3 and im always here for you 💙 i want to be.
other than tired i’m just… blank tbh. thank you for asking 💜 I appreciate you so much and the fact that you care means so so much to me. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers Do you have an idea what causes the blank feeling? Depression? Anxiety? Maybe overwhelmed with both?
@mytwistedsoul
I’ve always had depression… so yes… the first one.
Another thing I feel right now is anger. I’m angry at Bunny’s mother. I feel so horrible that such people, who are meant to be loving parents, can be so cruel and heartless.
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm with you on that. It's frustrating because there's nothing either of us can do. I've been there - where Bunny is and I know the damage because of it. Its not fair or right what kids have to go through in some cases. It's not as though anyone asks to be born 😞
Do you know what causes the depression? If I remember correctly you and your parents don't talk about emotions - so getting checked and getting prescriptions would be hard but you could look into vitamins or supplements. St. Johns wort or something? That might not raise their eye brows too much
@mytwistedsoul
I’m not sure…..
@LoveMyMoonflowers That's ok 💙 sometimes it's a mix of everything all piled up. And there's so much going on and so much going wrong to really pinpoint anything
@mytwistedsoul
yeah..
just mine doesn’t feel valid lol it’s like i have depression for no particular reason. it’s funny when i think about it. it’s like wow my life really is a joke.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Your life isn't a joke 💙 people can get depression from too little dopamine. It could be that your body just doesn't produce enough. That could explain why it's there but you're not sure why. I think It's totally valid though and I hope that one day it eases for you 💙
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs soul if okay*
soul buddy being so so wonderful and kind as owlways🥺💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers big hugs back 💙 sleep good MoonPie 😊
Oof.
i’ll just go to bed idk
And try to sleep
and just forget everything.
Immmm coldddddd-
*peeks*
:'3
I dont really understand myself