Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
I just need to know what’s wrong with me
@LoveMyMoonflowers *sits with you* 💙
@mytwistedsoul
💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey you :) How are you?
@mytwistedsoul
I’m okay. 💜 Thank you :'3 How have things been in soul’s world? 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm glad you're ok 💙 Things have been bearable here.
Taking everything one moment at a time - thank you for asking :)
@mytwistedsoul
I’m glad to hear things have been bearable 💙 Sending massive hugs your way 🥺🫂 I’m always here for you if you need to talk about it a little more. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers Thank you for the hugs 💙 I've been feeling like I could use - well - massive amounts of massive hugs lately. lol I hope you know that I'm always here for you too - for anything. I might not have any answers but I'm here - I'll listen - no judgement - ever 💙
Sending hugs back 😊💙
@mytwistedsoul
Thank you :'3 I appreciate that so much. 💜 Sending more hugs your way 🫂
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Me is tagging you to attack you with more koala-huggles 🐨🫂 lol
Aaaaaaahhh, sun buddy 😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧
@LoveMyMoonflowers aww you da sweetesttt Niibuddy everssss, hug tags are my favorite tags always heheh! *koalahugglesss tightttt and doesn't let go* 🥺🤗💖
Such an adorable gif hehe!🐨🥰
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
I love that gif! 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers hehe me loves it too!🥺🥰🐨🤗💖
Yeah I’m crazy. I know.
:'3
@LoveMyMoonflowers I do this too 😞 self hatred is hard to deal with. Do you have an idea where it comes from?
@mytwistedsoul
I don’t really know tbh 😞
I’m so sorry to hear you experience it too. Sending massive hugs your way 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Have you ever tried to write about it? Or just start writing and whatever comes to mind you write down - mine usually starts off with feeling like im not enough or I'm too much and then it spirals out of control
*Sending big hugs back to you 💙*
@mytwistedsoul
Hehe yes I do write about it. I’ve been staying away from journalling recently :/ Like you said, it just spirals out of control :'3 I feel too afraid to write anything now. *sigh* It’s fine…
How have you been doing, Soul buddy? 💙🫂
@LoveMyMoonflowers
But when I think about you,
I think of someone who's true,
And no matter how much you go through,
I love the fact that you'll always be you,
You're someone that nothing can waiver,
Anything that tries will only make you braver,
And you're too far to hug, so I'm on my phone,
Just to remind you that you're not alone,
I'll always be looking out for you in my drone,
And so... I'm on my phone, cus only a few moments ago, I thought of you...
@RakyTacky
‘I’ll always be looking out for you in my drone’ that cracked me up lol 🤭🤭 You write so well, raky tacks. Seriously.
How have you been? :3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thankuu lolll, I'm glad you laughed XD.
Anywayssss, exams coming up soon, im soo nervous lmao. theres just a lotta things that seem like no matter how many times i learn it, i wont be able to fully grasp the concept. So i'm just studying hard and doing my best, i wanna make my parents proud yk? Other than that, things have been going well, a few random bouts of sadness and loneliness, buttt I always manage to get out of it.
What about you? How're you doing??? temme everythinggggg
@RakyTacky
hehe yes. Aww good luck 💙 I’m sure you’ll do well 💜 I believe in you. So proud of you for studying so hard :3 you got this!
I’m sorry to hear you’ve been feeling lonely and sad 😞 But I’m glad to hear you managed to get out of it hehe 💜 I hope you won’t forget your feelings are valid too, and it’s okay to feel sad sometimes 💙
I’m fine 💙 thank you for asking :'3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
You're so nice and supportiveeee, thankuuuuuuuuuu.
And yep, me won't ignore my feelings, I'll try atleast.
Also, are you fr fr fine? Orrrrrrr is something up?
@RakyTacky
I’m fine 💙 it’s fine.
I feel so much but at the same time I feel nothing.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
feeling numb moonie?
Well that was 12 hours ago, how're you feeling now?
@RakyTacky
I honestly don’t know :'3 I’m sorry :/
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I wish u da best moonie, you've got dis in da baggggg
@RakyTacky
thanks… 💜