Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
@lovemymoonflowers
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs if okay* 💜 love you sunbuddybeanie. 💙 so much…
how’s you doing friend? 🥺💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hugs are always okay. *hugs back* 🤗 Aww I love you too, Niibuddybeann, so much also.💖
I am okiee, trying to recover from the sickness xD how's you feeling tonight?💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
sickness? D: eeee nuuuuu 🥺 i hope the mean sickie-ness leaves you soon friend. :') sending millions of more hugs and healing beams your way 💜
i’m okay i think. :’)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
It comes and goes and then comes again smh xD kinda getting used to it now lol, I even had some ice cream today because ehhhh being sickie anyway soo why bother, imma try squeezing in that weee bit of happiness that ice cream brings *at least*.😂 (okay nooo, I don't recommend this lol please everyone be vvvv niiiceee and take vvvvvvv good care of yourselvessss and save ice cream for the non-sickiee times😭)
Thankieeees for the uncountable hugs and beams aawwwww. *hugglesss*🥺💖
Aw okie, how does this "okay" look like for you currently, Niibuddy?💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Awwe no buddy I’m so so sorry. 😞 it’s not fun at all when we get sickie a lot ): it’s like we get sick… and have a few days of being okie/okie-ish lol and then sick again.😭 sending emergency healing beams to drive the sickness away ): i hope they work… 🥺 also dw lol, in the past, i’ve had ice cream while i sick too xD it’s not the greatest thing in the world but i mean… it’s ice cream. 🥺💛 lol.
Hehe. Okay looks like…. Breathing. and ignoring some things in my head, trying to ignore thoughts and stuff at home, it’s fine hehe 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Haha exactlyyyy, Niibuddy. Thankyouu so much.😭💖
Loll yesss, its ice creammmmmmmm how can we resist haha. XD😭
Aww stuff at home and thoughts, Niibuddy? You wanna talk about them?
I hear you're trying to ignore these, and very valid too, so much to deal with sometimes, would be awesome to like have a switch-off button for thoughts and brain to stop braining smh.
I know how pesky these thoughts in our brain sometimes can be, hard to ignore fully too, mhm?
Would it help to maybe talk about them with someone? I'm all eyes and ears for you, anytime, of course, but if you prefer a more closed-space then maybe a listener in PMs here, any friends you trust and feel more comfy with?
I'm a very-journal persun with such things hehe and can sense you are too (mhm?👀), simply with how you express and the way you do it~ soooo if it helps at all, Niibeaannn, how do you feel about putting your thoughts into a journal?
Some of these thoughts can be rather persistent and annoying spiralling in our mind, when they are only trying to ask us to allow them a let-out space like a little "hey there thought, i see you, and yes, you are trying to tell me something, please go on...,you get your space to ramble away too..".
Of course, all at your pace and when *you* feel ready. Till then me sending you all the love and strength to keep on trying your best to be as okay as you can be.
Ooh and breathing is beautiful, breathing is a reminder of our existence (yes, you're allowed to roll your eyes at this and think to yourself "noo sunbeaniee that's exactly what Id like to ignore currently lmao :')" but hey hey, the moon is here, the stars are here and as much are youuuu, if we cannot deny the beautiful existence and presence of these cosmic bodies, we cannot ignore your miraculous presence and blessing-of-an-existence too...and then when it's day time, the moon and stars wouldn't be here but the sun will shine and so will youu). I love you, please be gentle with yourself, sweet friendo!💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*keeps hugging bc ni a but non verbal now* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
:/
Mmm……..
There ain’t a single word left to say
oh well. :’)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 how's you? ☺
@VictoriaLove7
hi rainbow bear <3 im fine <3 thank you friend 💜 hru? :o
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧 🥺 stay
(me palms is still not fully cured. T^T )
@VictoriaLove7
sending healing beams for rainbow bears palms 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you, Nii 🌙🥧☺ *takes healing beams & sits with Nii 🌙🥧🥺*
@victorialove7
💜
Idk how to write a goodbye post.
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😞 you're leaving? May I ask why? I mean I know you're dealing with your own things and that there's been issues here but I hate to see you go. I know you have to do what's best for you and I try to be supportive no matter what but I just really hate to see you go
@mytwistedsoul
:') im still thinking about it. Idk. might be best for some people here if I leave.
@LoveMyMoonflowers me thinks it wld be “best” for alot of us if you wld keep trying…on here or off here…we’re very glad to hv you on here for as long as you want tho <3
@unassumingEyes
mhm. thanks eyes buddy <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers What's best for You? I mean it's great that you're keeping other people in mind but lets take them out of this equation ok? - what do you want?
@mytwistedsoul
Idk.
:')
@LoveMyMoonflowers Tbh that is often the hardest part. I saw a post you wrote a few days ago - I didn't reply or anything because I wasn't involved and idk what all happened but I wanted to say - we all have moments when we probably don't act our best. Moments when we react rather than respond. Moments when we say or do things we shouldn't and it can be for all sorts of reasons. Most of the time it's because we're hurting - we're struggling. We feel unseen and unheard. And we can't be there for people in the way that they might be used to. It's often not until after the fact that we have that OMG cringe moment but the genuine people - the people that truly care - they do understand 💙
@mytwistedsoul
thank you friend <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers 💙 *offers safe hugs*
@mytwistedsoul
*sends hugs back* 💜
how is soul friend? :’) 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers Thank you 💙 tbh it's been alittle rough and I have little memory of the past few days - thank you for asking 💙
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs soul* 💜 life is rough. :') and exhausting. and sometimes… cruel, tbh. :') 💙 is there anything Moon can do to help? 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers You're so right it is sometimes cruel. Thank you but idk tbh - it's something I think I need to do myself - idk if anyone can help. Talking with you and Bunny has helped me feel more human today 💙 Thank you 🙂
@mytwistedsoul
*more hugs for soul* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers *big bear hugs* 💙 Thank you 💙
I just realised it’s Tuesday 🥲 I thought it was Wednesday
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Days are weird lol, so is the concept of time lately, mhm? Cannot and very unwilling to keep a track either. XD 🥲
It is Wednesday now for me though xD just confirmed after typing this haha.
Ooh and why miss any chance to huggie Niibuddy, sooo here's one biiiggg comfy hug coming your way. *hugglessssss* 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*huggies sunnbuddybeannn* I love you friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aw I love you too, Niibuddybeaniee. (your nickname for me makes me smileee soooo much always 😭😭 ~ that's not how smiling looks like I know xD but like "😭😭" in a very "makes me smile sooo much and feel sooo nice I wanna cryyy because I dont know any other way to process and express this overwhelming amount of *nice* you make me feel"~ way lol you get ittt riiiighttt, Niibuddy?!🥰 me loves you soo muchhhhhh)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
smh i not been ok today and that entire paragraph made me smile so much 🥺😭 *hugs you vvvv tight and doesn’t let you eva* 💜 why that so cute lol. sunbuddybeanieee, that nickname makes me smile so much too 🥺 it’s seriously vvv sweet 💜 like the owner of that nickname.🥺💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aww Sun's silliness has some perks then 😮 like I was totally rethinking what did I even type and if it made enough sense smh hahaha but if it made you smile after not feeling so ok today then that's all that really matters. #IsAProudSillySunniee xD
For reaaaallllll, vvvv adorable nickname just like the giver hehe. 🥰 I think nicknames are sooo special and especially when they come from someone super special to you. 🥺 Thankieeees, Niibuddy. *keeps hugging tight and doesn't let go eitherr* 🤗
Now now, not ok today, anything you'd like to share, Niibuddy? Or or we can simply get wrapped in blanket burritos and call it a dayyy. 💖 You know I'm always a tag away. *comfy in forever hugglesss*
@sunisshiningandsoareyou
*wraps self in blankie burrito* yep 🌯💜 hehe.
I don’t get why I’m so scared and stiff everything’s fine :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*rolls next to you wrapped in a blankie burrito* we safeee hereee, Niibuddy.💜
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
mhm… 💜 safes…….
:')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Yes yes.💜
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
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