Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
Idk what to say…..
there is nothing to say.
It just occurred to me that I’m crying and being stupid for no particular reason
I just………
Bruh where did that forum go xD
google is being so mean
Found it (:
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@LoveMyMoonflowers
did anything happen friend?
@justmeeva
no. Im fine.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i don’t believe that, but i won’t force you to do anything. but.. if even a little part of you wants to talk to me, i’m here.
@justmeeva
*hugs if okay*
I just kept it under my pillow i might just fall asleep before i use it .
@LoveMyMoonflowers Maybe tuck it out of sight in a drawer so nothing happens by accident while you're sleep 💙
@mytwistedsoul
mhm….. it a sharp thing but ive kept it under my pillow before and it just stayed there :’) didn’t move much….
@LoveMyMoonflowers I thought that's what it might be. I know it's hard to fight urges. Do you have something to distract you from them? Maybe you could write a poem? Or run cold water over your hands. Or draw butterflies where you think you might use it 💙
@mytwistedsoul
No not really.
Its fine though 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Google the butterfly project sometime it's actually kind of cool 💙
@mytwistedsoul
mhm…
who invented pain…
:/
when i do it it feels like I’m trying to rip myself to pieces but inside i know even doing that won’t make me disappear.
