My little lone space

navy <3 my dear friend 💙

take a deep breath in, and back out. look at that, isnt it amazing? you're alive. and im so proud that youre here today, that youve made it through all of your worst days 💙

i can tell that you feel really overwhelmed right now and like theres no way out, and i cant say that there's an easy exit. it won't magically get better. but i can promise that it wont feel like this forever. exams, tests, quizzes, in the end, they dont matter. even if they do matter to your parents, even if they matter to the school, even if it feels like it's taking up all of your life, it doesnt deserve to.

are you able to get outside at some point? or even inside, try stretching a little. yoga or small exercises. i find that when i exercise i often have an easier time falling asleep at night, and it helps to relieve some stress or tension.

there is no magic cure or easy thing to do, but you matter. your health, mental and physical, matters. your existence matters 💙

i really hope that, for your sake, things do get easier. you deserve the best 💙

here's a music album i really like and find it calms me down so so much:

every kingdom - ben howard

💙

@ahhhhelpimalive

@navyhouse3677

(it’s okay if you don’t want any hugs the sentiment still stands ❤️)

@navyhouse3677

Sending strength ❤️❤️❤️

Hello there...

So.. Yeah I am back on my forum posts..

Idk.. What can I say... I just want to say the people until now on cups I've met were amazing.. And id think.. I am best person for them to support... Them...

@Victor04 .....

Idk.. Sorry for tagging you on my stupid post.. But I really want to talk to you lonely somewhere... I don't have any other place I can talk to you.. So pls if you mind.. Tag.. Don't answer.. My thread.. And if you don't mind the tag them I'm begging you pls.. Reply.. I am like many time at the edge of meltdowns.. These days.. And

Hope.... :'D what are those.. Idk... With that I also don't know what sheep even is...

Nothing I can change.. I am just that stupid person as before

I hope soon black hole 🕳🕳 sucks me.. And everyone would be happy without me

I don't think I amade for anything!!!!!

Just stupid everywhere, I know I always made my cups friends upset sorry for that, I don't deserve to be anywhere in this world...... I .. Am sorry to everyone I've troubled on cups

Hello my diary 💜

Yesterday... Was a day i never thought.. That it would go that bad... But yeah anyways I guess I should just move on with grief that no one even care in my relative about me... Just once I wish I want to meet my nani... Before she left me.. In this world.. I wrote a poem too on her.. But idk.. It might be not good.. One..

I just miss every old peeps here who used to be a lot online before October came... Everything got changed. Almost everywhere... November became worst month for me... Then December.. What can I say month passed in exams but in end of December we were taken to picnic.. Idk what I felt there. I was someone else inside me who was enjoying.. Picnic.. Like a inside child woke up suddenly on picnic.... But again that went somewhere else from early next day ...

January starting was even crying then wave 3 hit india... Making another lockdown .. And that time we were just told to prepare for final exams.. And whole month passed in preparation.. Then February came.. A month full of exams again.. And March is going on now.. Let's see what happened next...

Hi if anyone here on my diary..

I yesterday had an exam.. And.. Idk.. How it went but it just.. Like I feel it went good at sometime and sudden moment I feel worst like I would fail.. Idk what to do :/

Leaving lots of comfy hugs for Navy. 🤗💜🤗

Hello my diary.

I just want to say.. These days aren't planing to go away.

I just want these stupid worst days to end.. . But it doesn't seem to end..

Um.. Hello

Anyone who's reading this.. I know many wouldn't read this but still..

I just don't know why I'm writing this but just writing it.. M

I actually don't feel really good these days.. My weight.. My brain nothing feels good... ..

My weight is kept on increasing I'm fed up with it ... Everyone just say do exercise and dieting and will be slim but they all feels like something is torturing me...

And plus today I got a very strange dream today... (I don't really want to write it over here.. ) idk why my many dreams are of teachers who teach me.. In my school.. I just feel like seriously I think this much stupid to take teacher in my dreams....