Musings 6
Following after
https://www.7cups.com/forum/generalsupport/DiaryEntries_1597/THETAJFTOJSII_303933/
Less unwieldy a title than the last stream of diary entries. It has an origin, I might one day explain. I might do the Vocoroo links on here more often for which it'll mean all the more to me if they get feedback.
Still will be typing as typical on here as well.
>:I If ppl who are listeners or not actually f--g take a look at my profile and esp. if they're led here they've no f--g excuse to ask ~' is this guy new here ?, is he new to mental health services ?' if they actually f--g think or know about the member levels and the lengths of these journals.
Yogurt, ice cream and crash of despair it is...here's to trying to clean.
Big fear of missing out on precious warmth and brilliance or risk of high indoor humidity which won't be relieved by open windows on an intensely rainy day whilst again marred in cleaning agent fumes in a place for which the weather might confine me even in broad daylight ?.
Don't even know how to pump gas or put the key into ignition but I have a f--g crazed impulse to eventually at least attempt driving school with 'success' being an afterthought.
It's lyrics can be about intrapersonal struggle and not only giant robot fighting
https://youtu.be/uZkUDcmhSDc
I still remember watching this video not long after it came out https://youtu.be/m6gJX5so65c?t=73 and now one of the earliest events of the decade, adjacent to the lockdowns is already getting a movie..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmr8YmwnZ3w
.. should I be saying ~'we're doing this too fast ?' or 'but we don't even have zeitgeist yet ?
I'm wondering that if I need to call for a driving service in an emergency would Uber Black always be safer than mere Uber ?.
Worrying about the impact on what meager 'sleep pattern' I have on my skin and appearance long term.
From the latter part of a 'Kidology' video about celebrity surrogate pregnancies, which I'm not up to finding and inputting a timestamped link for at the moment. Nifty 'adjustment' to a famous (Gloria Steinem (?)) quip.
I appreciate the privacy freely given to me by leafy summer season tree branches over my windows.
Yesterday I saw a tent scenically almost out of sight and hidden among high golden yellow to beige range grass. I almost wanted to photograph it even if it was sorrowfully a homeless encampment.
....I want to remember when I booked my weeks off during 2021..since I want to know if I booked time off during early November as well..if I don't book it for early November I can see myself scheduling holistic health stuff during that time period in order to 'not be hit' as much by the unpleasant ambience change of cold and super reduced sunlight..
I'm leaning to use my remaining time off mainly for July or August
Now comes the part, now on my mind is explaining to someone what never revisiting my parent's birth nation would mean to me.
Before I forget, before I regret to wait to add more details to this: I'm deeply unfond of how lifting culture has almost always made itself look like the only gym culture.
+ : Knowing how naturopathy can be done online
- : an ample amount of pasta given to me by my sister going bad. Cream based sauces spoil differently from tomato based ones.
- : It's worth mentioning, right ?. Wildfire smoke air pollution warning in effect again since Tuesday around here.