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Journals & Diaries / by Modal0154
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...See more Easter days 2k24+ Previously https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/2252k24_324465/?p=4 ___ Uggh you try to escape here and something drags you back here. The need or impulse to alleviate something sore. Put your pride aside but you find no content in producing content in how you find yourself yet again in this spot to reside. This is why it's important to learn to not to take it all so seriously, preferably not via indifference or an ignorant sort of humour. Humour that understated key to wisdom, difficult to entertain whereas too many think vice-versa a course to take. __ I don't like how Psychforum's journal section is moderated and I'm fairly surprised by how neither Wrongplanet nor Reddit (as far as I know) have sections for journalling. Ditching this place would be easier if the prospect of immediate contact with listeners wasn't justified by my experiences.
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Journals & Diaries / by Modal0154
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 March 30th
...See more This has been initiated with a new thread posting method in mind..
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Journals & Diaries / by Modal0154
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 February 25th
...See more I'm letting the last entry in my previous journal count for a functional obituary.
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Journals & Diaries / by Modal0154
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 February 21st
...See more https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/8292023_311904/ [https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/8292023_311904/] December 12th . It's not b/c of an imaginary pressure I'm putting on myself to review things before my nephew arrives.. on the basis of 'chronological distance' of ~+a decade, I've earned the right to revisit earlier online journalling stuff I did.. https://www.psychforums.com/blog/xod_s/how_i_can%CA%B9t_understand_the_good_of_selffulfilling_prophecies_b-3449.html [https://www.psychforums.com/blog/xod_s/how_i_can%CA%B9t_understand_the_good_of_selffulfilling_prophecies_b-3449.html] ___ https://www.psychforums.com/blog/xod_s/a_list_of_findings_so_far_b-9172_sid-18ba4c1aef82388f25c054d1e8672109.html [https://www.psychforums.com/blog/xod_s/a_list_of_findings_so_far_b-9172_sid-18ba4c1aef82388f25c054d1e8672109.html] 5. Don't be afraid of how far back you have to go to embrace something to your identity from before you were as messed up.  The events of reality, in the historical sense etc, of that which happened while you were between age's 7-17, that span of 10 years or "a decade, the wide network of impacts it had, can become the ones which very much wind up embedded in your core i.e.2029 or 2030 to 2036 or 2037 for my 'Gen Alpha' nephew The blessing of a personal journalling track which covers more than a decade + perspectives like can help mitigate/give a firm resistant to thinking you'll succumb to senescence in terms of life/worldview and attitude instead of prevailing in the face of it. 'New batch' same vulnerabilities or insecurities.. [the last entry on my previous journal seems good enough to be the starter for this one]
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The cringey slog of adjusting and learning to overcome exercise technique involving the butt
Healthy Living / by Modal0154
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 September 15th, 2023
...See more Earlier this week I had my first day of strength training stuff with a personal trainer, I've come to learn of a stick holding variant of the 'Romanian deadlift' and am bothered by how much ~'stick your hips out' (and by implication stick your butt out enough that it's arguably a step before twerking) stuff there is involved in this this strength/resistance oriented stuff which I'm finally learning -- and I feel conflicted saying that as someone whose done yoga's downward dog for ~+10 yrs now '_' . I guess that going forward their might well be more brought up by about this dimension of physical culture* , yet I think my point is that it's friggin cringe and aggravating having to overcome the learning curve for exercise stuff when there's 'butt stuff' involved in terms of adjusting kinaesthetic dynamics and outcomes of the 'btw belly button and knees' region esp. when your intention is sure as h--l not* 'sexy stuff'. One 'plus' I will say that is resistance training and weightlifting is actually much more intricate than meets than eyes yet it's still jarringly ironic how it can be associated with fairly off-putting attitudes (esp.when social) and lifestyle aesthetics..=_= if this was high school I could well see ppl harassing my and calling me a nerd even if I was say reading a more kinesiology or sports medicine based anatomy book. *for what it's worth 32M here, whose turbulent high school past of harassment by 'gym bro' teachers and student body members was not f--g healthy and drove me to transferring high school -- '-' =_= when your trainer is a barely older than you alumni of that same high school who used to play professional Canadian football, you might still well have your reservations for them as a personal trainer
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Journals & Diaries / by Modal0154
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 January 21st
...See more No pressure ;I
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Journals & Diaries / by Modal0154
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 August 29th, 2023
...See more I’m currently on a tablet and making this since I don’t want the bad vibe of the unintended final entry on here https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/General_2520/Musicings_308743/?post=3312708 to be something I see again. No shame, no one is judging the literary quality of the last journal etc,etc. Thinking ‘going forward’ later today or not, I’m meaning to buy (compression ?, exercise tights ?, male yoga pants ?) which is something I don’t look forward to since it’d not only mean the friggin tedium of venturing to some achingly bougie mall but look for ‘bottoms’ as in pants or shorts never seems to be fun for someone my size, much less for a niche function and role.. -_- Yet the membership is only for a month and the tedium of an Amazon product request and delivery comes with it’s own diciness.
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Journals & Diaries / by Modal0154
Last post
 March 29th
...See more Maybe 'Musings 7', maybe not follow up from https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/DiaryEntries_1597/Musings6_306816/ [https://www.7cups.com/forum/journal/DiaryEntries_1597/Musings6_306816/] `_` 'u' When I think about it, I find it kind of neat how one of my higher ups has a voice vaguely reminiscent of 'young adult and up' Gohan
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