Musings 6

D--n drag that looking through various stores, the lack of in store Asus CX1500's (fairly priced appeal for me--sad to see computers, even netbooks cheaper than mobile device these days) doesn't mean they can be delivered in store either sooner than they can be delivered to a residence which is something I'm hesitant to do given porch pirating possibilities roundabouts my family's place ( =_= b/c eff, the issues with getting amply sized packages like a laptop to apartment mailing).

Best buy, the Source,Staples, Walmart..the Walmart issue happened again and the other three don't do online market to in store delivery for the specific product. Is 'Future shop' even a thing in this city any longer ?.

When I was at the Uni library, I saw how the campus desktops have 16 GB of RAM. D--n '_' , that explains some things but processors not meaning as much to me at that moment are why I didn't take enough notice, to note it down.

Parents expectedly arriving from their trip later this evening and I tell myself how it's been since the last Thursday of May that I've been at a lack for a laptop *sigh*. Walmart CS emailed me about their current look see through into the issue.

This is from a community college..after recently having seen an 'intel (brand(?))' laptop at Costco with an apparent gig (?!) of RAM, I starting to become a believer in how RAM is so much more significant than harddrive space in contrast to how tween me thought that bigger hard drives=more potent computers since it'd have to be to be so much as capable of holding that much around.

`_` Anything after 8 GB of RAM though, strikes up a pretty penny and I'd (like to (?)) think that something with RAM and Processor stats like this can hold up for long provided that planned obsolescence isn't targeted onto public service sector working machines as well.

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Tinnitus isn't too much worse…exhausted most of karaoke choices this evening

Tomorrow comes today (Gorillaz)

Enjoy the silence (Depeche mode)

Comfortable doing with practice

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Comfortable doing after practice

I count the minutes (originally known to me via the karaoke version but the o.g. Clive Owen one recently learned of, is cool too)

Next up, songs I wish could do a duet with,someone

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The comma from before was unnecessary

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Meet me halfway— BEP’s (I’d mean to do all the non-Fergie lines)

Lose control — Jojo and Timbaland

Dancing with a stranger — Sam Smith and Normani

Maybe Promise (Romeo Santos & Usher)

Hispanophonic songs I’d be cool with

Sombre de ti (Shakira)

Align dia Jenny (Santiago motorizado)

Luna de mi corazon (Juanes)

Manos al aire (Nelly Furtado)

Vuela vuela (Grupo magneto)

La chica del humo (Emmanuel)

Azul (the version which isn’t some cover of something else and has a ‘Kidcore’ like music video by Natalia LaFourcade)

Todo me gusta de ti (Aaron y su grupo de illusion , though a part of me feels that it’s the sort of song which has been covered various times by various ppl)

Alg*u*n dia Jenny

I meant to say originally known to me via the Ricky Martin version but the go Clive Owen version is cool too

For Spanish language stuff I’m left having to look into Mana and Julieta Venegas

Whitney Houston, Tina Turner and Diana Ross. Famous black female 80’s singers of which two have already passed and when I put it down like this it makes me worry for Ross. Bless her, for the ‘If hold one’ song at the end of the original ‘Land before time’ as well as the her version of ‘It’s your move’. Not entirely sure now if that one’s originally by her but it click’s with me for the ~’Macintosh something’ version which is considered a gateway for Vaporwave.

*blessing — for a non-theist it’s a word which I struggle with beyond it being heavy word of gratitude

Special mention to Chaka Khan since her ‘I feel for you’ won over for its Stevie Wonder harmonica sampling during the ‘music countdown btw class periods’ music from high school. I don’t know if it’s a case of her having a diminished popularity or always having been comparatively low-key to the others I’ve already mentioned.

I do appreciate how via Chaka Khan, DJ Cummerbund made Metallica more pop like : https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=BDFmUz0Njio&feature=share

Spanish speaking YouTubers who I can see myself consistently watching b/c they're so wholesome and joyous/chipper

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Having watched 6 of these

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRe_noZ9xqY&list=PLd10kRAzvFFUOLxL1GsVHjpQ1FtcyUBny&index=6

and I'm let down to see how Frost is treated like the MK equivalent of Meg Griffin.

Professional development day--not so much a work day as it is event like arranged meetings and workshops, for which we all woke up particularly early. First one since before the lockdowns.

I got a hi from one of the nicest coworkers I've worked with who I don't really work around much anymore and I regret not having made more conversation then and there, additionally I got a hi from the one coworker who I found appealing before her conspicuous pregnancy and maternity leave made me diminish the thought more (since ~a few weeks ago she's returned and still appealing), "-u- ._. I remorse again over not having talked with them further.

One piece of good which came out of this was finding out how indeed on the bus, I took after on that day after that salty cliche of a motorist told me to leave without clarifying if this was the final stop for it, was seeing the one past coworker again who I was wondering if it was her whence staring at someone on the bus home and indeed I was gladly verified as to how it was her.

Would say more but can't lose the energy to go through these tedious contract renewal forms and the weariness which comes with looking up tax related info for filling in

If I might talk to you a bit more, it might mean I like you..if I say that me finding a woman appealing and attractive is common enough and I say something like ~'that's not a high bar to pass', is it a more toxic form of self-deprecation ?.

-u- , "^u^ seeing appealing female of similar or even more height to me gets to me even after having looked at library employees of other branches

There's one convoluted and unclear piece of tax related info I'm expecting feedback on but >_< eff !! >8( >:I ,how difficult it is to find something which can combine multiple Adobe PDF's into 1 file !

I'm leaving this computer area now. Devices fully charged,thankfully.

Not too related but digging into the meaning of the 'Canada training credit' element one day might be handy.

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do you ever worry that you’ll snap at your kindly coworkers undeservedly and it’ll be b/c they don’t know ‘how to read you’ as you’re not seen as more than one of the more taciturn ones ?.

How the blazes did an ~11 minute recording turn into one under 2 minutes ?

These experiments continue w/stuff I expect to delete one day

https://youtu.be/w6L0w8iaGYo

‘Green bothers style vlogging’ this isn’t

*sigh* it only occurs to me now how I intended to record in Spanish #^_^ ._.

https://youtu.be/vKoDKkF5800

Green b*r*others (John and Hank G.)

https://youtu.be/wVeGUSGkhfw

https://youtu.be/dQGn_accI_Y

Best paired with ?..

https://youtu.be/96ogo6N3stQ

vlog https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2baVQRAjFA

Having seen the wholesome pda btw my brother's gf and sibling whilst playing board games

=_= >_< >xI Flipping pain in the a-- ! to try to edit PDF files or try to convert them into Word files to better edit,merge etc or vice-versa, give or take finding websites were you can do that for free

I did this instead of the less environmentally consider print out the forms, fill them up via writing utensil and then go somewhere to get them scanned into one file.

Most of my expectant gym time was lost due to this