Musings 6
Following after
https://www.7cups.com/forum/generalsupport/DiaryEntries_1597/THETAJFTOJSII_303933/
Less unwieldy a title than the last stream of diary entries. It has an origin, I might one day explain. I might do the Vocoroo links on here more often for which it'll mean all the more to me if they get feedback.
Still will be typing as typical on here as well.
D--n drag that looking through various stores, the lack of in store Asus CX1500's (fairly priced appeal for me--sad to see computers, even netbooks cheaper than mobile device these days) doesn't mean they can be delivered in store either sooner than they can be delivered to a residence which is something I'm hesitant to do given porch pirating possibilities roundabouts my family's place ( =_= b/c eff, the issues with getting amply sized packages like a laptop to apartment mailing).
Best buy, the Source,Staples, Walmart..the Walmart issue happened again and the other three don't do online market to in store delivery for the specific product. Is 'Future shop' even a thing in this city any longer ?.
When I was at the Uni library, I saw how the campus desktops have 16 GB of RAM. D--n '_' , that explains some things but processors not meaning as much to me at that moment are why I didn't take enough notice, to note it down.
Parents expectedly arriving from their trip later this evening and I tell myself how it's been since the last Thursday of May that I've been at a lack for a laptop *sigh*. Walmart CS emailed me about their current look see through into the issue.
This is from a community college..after recently having seen an 'intel (brand(?))' laptop at Costco with an apparent gig (?!) of RAM, I starting to become a believer in how RAM is so much more significant than harddrive space in contrast to how tween me thought that bigger hard drives=more potent computers since it'd have to be to be so much as capable of holding that much around.
`_` Anything after 8 GB of RAM though, strikes up a pretty penny and I'd (like to (?)) think that something with RAM and Processor stats like this can hold up for long provided that planned obsolescence isn't targeted onto public service sector working machines as well.
Tinnitus isn't too much worse…exhausted most of karaoke choices this evening
Tomorrow comes today (Gorillaz)
Enjoy the silence (Depeche mode)
Comfortable doing with practice
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Comfortable doing after practice
I count the minutes (originally known to me via the karaoke version but the o.g. Clive Owen one recently learned of, is cool too)
Hispanophonic songs I’d be cool with
Sombre de ti (Shakira)
Align dia Jenny (Santiago motorizado)
Luna de mi corazon (Juanes)
Manos al aire (Nelly Furtado)
Vuela vuela (Grupo magneto)
La chica del humo (Emmanuel)
Azul (the version which isn’t some cover of something else and has a ‘Kidcore’ like music video by Natalia LaFourcade)
Todo me gusta de ti (Aaron y su grupo de illusion , though a part of me feels that it’s the sort of song which has been covered various times by various ppl)
Whitney Houston, Tina Turner and Diana Ross. Famous black female 80’s singers of which two have already passed and when I put it down like this it makes me worry for Ross. Bless her, for the ‘If hold one’ song at the end of the original ‘Land before time’ as well as the her version of ‘It’s your move’. Not entirely sure now if that one’s originally by her but it click’s with me for the ~’Macintosh something’ version which is considered a gateway for Vaporwave.
*blessing — for a non-theist it’s a word which I struggle with beyond it being heavy word of gratitude
Special mention to Chaka Khan since her ‘I feel for you’ won over for its Stevie Wonder harmonica sampling during the ‘music countdown btw class periods’ music from high school. I don’t know if it’s a case of her having a diminished popularity or always having been comparatively low-key to the others I’ve already mentioned.
Having watched 6 of these
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRe_noZ9xqY&list=PLd10kRAzvFFUOLxL1GsVHjpQ1FtcyUBny&index=6
and I'm let down to see how Frost is treated like the MK equivalent of Meg Griffin.
Professional development day--not so much a work day as it is event like arranged meetings and workshops, for which we all woke up particularly early. First one since before the lockdowns.
I got a hi from one of the nicest coworkers I've worked with who I don't really work around much anymore and I regret not having made more conversation then and there, additionally I got a hi from the one coworker who I found appealing before her conspicuous pregnancy and maternity leave made me diminish the thought more (since ~a few weeks ago she's returned and still appealing), "-u- ._. I remorse again over not having talked with them further.
One piece of good which came out of this was finding out how indeed on the bus, I took after on that day after that salty cliche of a motorist told me to leave without clarifying if this was the final stop for it, was seeing the one past coworker again who I was wondering if it was her whence staring at someone on the bus home and indeed I was gladly verified as to how it was her.
Would say more but can't lose the energy to go through these tedious contract renewal forms and the weariness which comes with looking up tax related info for filling in
If I might talk to you a bit more, it might mean I like you..if I say that me finding a woman appealing and attractive is common enough and I say something like ~'that's not a high bar to pass', is it a more toxic form of self-deprecation ?.
-u- , "^u^ seeing appealing female of similar or even more height to me gets to me even after having looked at library employees of other branches
Not too related but digging into the meaning of the 'Canada training credit' element one day might be handy.
—-https://voca.ro/13FwUnFCWXQ—-
do you ever worry that you’ll snap at your kindly coworkers undeservedly and it’ll be b/c they don’t know ‘how to read you’ as you’re not seen as more than one of the more taciturn ones ?.
