In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
*you are irreplaceable*
*you are unforgettable*
*you are important*
*you are loving*
*you are loved*
*and love isn't conditional*
*you will never lose my love*
*and i will fight to never lose yours*
*and we are not okay*
*but we are not broken*
*we are not dy-ng*
*we are not monsters*
*we are not slaves to our hurt*
*we were born crying, or yelling, or silent*
*we were not born singing*
*we have not been singing*
*our laughter is fake*
*our tears are real*
*we were not born to d-e*
*we do not want to d-e*
*we want to live*
*we want to sing*
*we want to laugh*
*and we will*
*not here, not now*
*but we will*
There's a starman waiting in the sky
He'd like to come and meet us
But he thinks he'd blow our minds
There's a starman waiting in the sky
He's told us not to blow it
'Cause he knows it's all worthwhile
He told me
Let the children lose it
Let the children use it
Let all the children boogie
- David Bowie
*comes and sits here quietly*
@LoveMyMoonflowers Sorry no one was here then🥺 *hugs if okay*
@unassumingEyes
awwe no it’s okie friend 🥺 dw about it. *huggies tight*
Tw (?)
it feels like teenies are losing hope everywhere. My own classmates irl…
before i moved, the whole class had practically given up on this school year, these exams. Idk bout now for sure.
hope is important.
i dont think we have it right now.
and thats really really concerning.
Just…somethings off
@unassumingEyes feels like people on here are just tolerating me right now, or like pretending.
I dont know, somethings…wrong. Like one friend of mine on here, havent talked to them in days and when i do its…wrong
idk, something isnt making sense, and i feel lonely again
I just get so mad and difficult
i feel so mad at everyone rn
pressure every ******* where i go
Gotta be this or that not me huh
I wrote so many posts and never posted them so i dont hurt anyones feelings
even when im mad im restricting myself because of others feelings
ugh im so mad rn
this isnt me
Tw Look, im just gonna go do things that arent good for me, and then im going to study. If ur worried (as if-) im not an idiot and ill still be alive. I honestly feel like ive argued with everyone of you right now, even tho i havent with even one of you, and its really frustrating how mad i am rn, and how many posts ive written and then erased, so yeah.
be alive when i come back, tho? I still love yall even when im mad
Tw um, ok, im back. Ill study in a bit but
I know i said i was like mad at all of you, and i kinda am i think. But i think maybe its misdirected anger? I dont know. So, im just going to be really careful not to snap at you all, because im just mad nowadays and its not fair for others to have to deal with that. And you dont hv to be apologetic, or feel guilty, or anything. I just need some time to breathe i think. (Which is an ironic thing to say right after holding my breath, but yea)