In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
mirror mirror on the wall
we need some truth or nothing at all
its always been touch and go
the forgotten truths that no one knows
time it heals but hurts inside
it comes at us again and again
a storm that never ends
shows us we're not OK
trust is key but we wonder why
can't change the way we feel inside
no we're not the same
done playing games
we see who's to blame
what once was a temple
is now a tomb
now we're screaming
wondering why
we come back here
where nothing is the same
maybe we're all just a little insane
maybe it's me
I'm the one to blame
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I'm f*cking terrified
I see the sunshine shining like a spit to the face
I'm hearing ***'s bells ringing and I think it's for me
It's almost like
I'm blind to the light
I'm seeing people all around me poppin' pills for the pain
Don't wanna try but I might cause I need an escape
I'm feeling like
There's nowhere to hide
Lying, shaking
Bones are breaking
Facing the mirror
Is too much, can't take it 'cause
I'm scared to look into my eyes
'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me it's alright
I'm f*cking terrified
I tried to find a prescription for the ditches I've dug
I realize my condition can't be fixed with a drug
I'm out of time
Kiss me goodbye
Body pacing
Contemplating
Facing the mirror but
I just might break it 'cause
I'm scared to look into my eyes
'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me it's alright
I'm f*cking terrified
I'm so f*cking terrified
I'm scared to look into my eyes
'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me I'm alright
I'm f*cking terrified
Terrified
Don't try to tell
me I'm alright
I'm so *** terrified
I need a sign to let me know you're here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said
And I'm calling all angels
And I'm calling all you angels
And I won't give up if you don't give up
I won't give up if you don't give up
I won't give up if you don't give up
I won't give up if you don't give up
I need a sign to let me know you're here
'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me
And I'm calling all angels
And I'm calling all you angels
When children have to play inside so they don't disappear
While private eyes solve marriage lies 'cause we don't talk for years
And football teams are kissing Queens and losing sight of having dreams
In a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours
And I'm calling all angels
And I'm calling all you angels
And I'm (I won't give up if you don't give up)
Calling all angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)
And I'm (I won't give up if you don't give up)
Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)
Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)
Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)
Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)
Cause I'm alright, thanks for asking
There's a million things I'd love to say but you don't wanna hear
Yeah, it's alright, I don't need your blessings
I'd rather face the wrath of angels than the devil in the mirror
I don't think God is listening
She told us to follow, but left us behind
I've never seen an angel
But I know the devil, and he told me I'm fine
What doesn't k*ll you will only make you stronger
That's what everyone keeps tellin' me
I'd rather capsize than chase an old horizon
Throw me back into the deadest of seas
Well, I know that God is laughing
She gave us our wings, but never taught us to fly
They say the end is coming
And if that's true, well, I don't think I mind
I always knew it would come to this
Heaven or ***? I can't tell which is which
I always knew it would come to this
Heaven or ***? I can't tell which is which
Tell which is which
I don't think God is listening
She told us to follow, but left us behind
I've never seen an angel
But I know the devil, and he told me I'm fine
I know that God is laughing
She gave us our wings, but never taught us to fly
They say the end is coming
And if that's true, well, I don't think I mind
Roll, roll, roll, keep on moving ahead
Roll, roll, roll, guess I'll sleep when I'm d*ad
These
Made this
@mytwistedsoul Soooo yummmm!😍
we fall asleep and dream of home
with doors slamming and crashing all around
the only place we'd ever known.
the past is dead
that life is gone
haunted by sorrows
hope slips through our hands
as gravity takes hold.
are we brave enough?
crying out but barely breathing
tired wings slowly failing
the sound of angels
are we alive or just a bunch of ghosts?
we break and burn
and can't take it anymore
and return to the place
where the water covers over everything.
it all looks different now
swear it was in front of me
memories fall around.
of everything that used to be
you couldn't stay
still feel your echoes
where'd you go, all alone?
fall through wet shadows
caught inside another dream
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