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In The Gloaming TW *just in case*

mytwistedsoul November 7th, 2019

With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.

A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.

While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.

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notalexbrady May 19th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul Love this thread.

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mytwistedsoul OP May 26th, 2023

@notalexbrady Hey nice to meet you 🙂 I'm glad you like it!

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mytwistedsoul OP May 25th, 2023

mirror mirror on the wall

we need some truth or nothing at all

its always been touch and go

the forgotten truths that no one knows

time it heals but hurts inside

it comes at us again and again

a storm that never ends

shows us we're not OK

trust is key but we wonder why

can't change the way we feel inside

no we're not the same

done playing games

we see who's to blame

what once was a temple

is now a tomb

now we're screaming

wondering why

we come back here

where nothing is the same

maybe we're all just a little insane

maybe it's me

I'm the one to blame

🐾

mytwistedsoul OP May 26th, 2023

I'm f*cking terrified

I see the sunshine shining like a spit to the face

I'm hearing ***'s bells ringing and I think it's for me

It's almost like

I'm blind to the light

I'm seeing people all around me poppin' pills for the pain

Don't wanna try but I might cause I need an escape

I'm feeling like

There's nowhere to hide

Lying, shaking

Bones are breaking

Facing the mirror

Is too much, can't take it 'cause

I'm scared to look into my eyes

'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside

And it feels like

I've been pulled into the riptide

Going under

Don't try to tell me it's alright

I'm f*cking terrified

I tried to find a prescription for the ditches I've dug

I realize my condition can't be fixed with a drug

I'm out of time

Kiss me goodbye

Body pacing

Contemplating

Facing the mirror but

I just might break it 'cause

I'm scared to look into my eyes

'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside

And it feels like

I've been pulled into the riptide

Going under

Don't try to tell me it's alright

I'm f*cking terrified

I'm so f*cking terrified

I'm scared to look into my eyes

'Cause I'm afraid of what's inside

And it feels like

I've been pulled into the riptide

Going under

Don't try to tell me I'm alright

I'm f*cking terrified

Terrified

Don't try to tell

me I'm alright

I'm so *** terrified



Autumn Kings - Terrified

mytwistedsoul OP May 27th, 2023

Train - Calling all angels

I need a sign to let me know you're here

All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere

I need to know that things are gonna look up

'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head

When you feel the world shake from the words that are said

And I'm calling all angels

And I'm calling all you angels

And I won't give up if you don't give up

I won't give up if you don't give up

I won't give up if you don't give up

I won't give up if you don't give up

I need a sign to let me know you're here

'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear

I want a reason for the way things have to be

I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

And I'm calling all angels

And I'm calling all you angels

When children have to play inside so they don't disappear

While private eyes solve marriage lies 'cause we don't talk for years

And football teams are kissing Queens and losing sight of having dreams

In a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours

And I'm calling all angels

And I'm calling all you angels

And I'm (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

And I'm (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

Calling all you angels (I won't give up if you don't give up)

mytwistedsoul OP May 30th, 2023

Cause I'm alright, thanks for asking

There's a million things I'd love to say but you don't wanna hear

Yeah, it's alright, I don't need your blessings

I'd rather face the wrath of angels than the devil in the mirror

I don't think God is listening

She told us to follow, but left us behind

I've never seen an angel

But I know the devil, and he told me I'm fine

What doesn't k*ll you will only make you stronger

That's what everyone keeps tellin' me

I'd rather capsize than chase an old horizon

Throw me back into the deadest of seas

Well, I know that God is laughing

She gave us our wings, but never taught us to fly

They say the end is coming

And if that's true, well, I don't think I mind

I always knew it would come to this

Heaven or ***? I can't tell which is which

I always knew it would come to this

Heaven or ***? I can't tell which is which

Tell which is which

I don't think God is listening

She told us to follow, but left us behind

I've never seen an angel

But I know the devil, and he told me I'm fine

I know that God is laughing

She gave us our wings, but never taught us to fly

They say the end is coming

And if that's true, well, I don't think I mind

Roll, roll, roll, keep on moving ahead

Roll, roll, roll, guess I'll sleep when I'm d*ad

FFDP - Thanks for asking

mytwistedsoul OP May 31st, 2023

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Made this

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou June 15th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul Soooo yummmm!😍

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mytwistedsoul OP May 31st, 2023
crimsonLime6525 June 7th, 2023

Just wanted to stop by and leave a hug if that’s ok with you. Been thinking of you ❤️

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mytwistedsoul OP June 8th, 2023

@crimsonLime6525 Lime! ❤️ Omgosh! Hugs are definitely ok! You've been in my thoughts too - how have you been? I can't tell you how nice it is to see you 😊❤️

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mytwistedsoul OP June 15th, 2023

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mytwistedsoul OP June 30th, 2023

we fall asleep and dream of home

with doors slamming and crashing all around

the only place we'd ever known.

the past is dead

that life is gone

haunted by sorrows

hope slips through our hands

as gravity takes hold.

are we brave enough?

crying out but barely breathing

tired wings slowly failing

the sound of angels

are we alive or just a bunch of ghosts?

we break and burn

and can't take it anymore

and return to the place

where the water covers over everything.

it all looks different now

swear it was in front of me

memories fall around.

of everything that used to be

you couldn't stay

still feel your echoes

where'd you go, all alone?

fall through wet shadows

caught inside another dream

🐾