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In The Gloaming TW *just in case*

mytwistedsoul November 7th, 2019
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With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.

A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.

While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou December 10th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul As are you, Soul. โค *big hugs and good vibes received* ๐Ÿฅฐ Thankyouuu, this is one of my favorite gifs hehe!

And no pressure, but the offer stands still haha, all eyes and ears for you, anytime!๐Ÿค—

mytwistedsoul OP December 8th, 2022
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Last full moon of 2022. The Cold Moon. Seems fitting doesn't it? Winter is on it's way.

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Always make time to howl at the moon

redmark December 8th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul I haven't even realized that it's the last full moon but had a really amazing walk yesterday evening in the hills with some music in the cold just looking up at the lightly clouded sky with the moon casting a real beautiful halo.

There were no howling involved tho. Maybe next time - it can be a goal for 2023 :P
mytwistedsoul OP December 9th, 2022
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@redmark It's hard to believe another year is soon over. Sounds like a beautiful walk :)

Maybe you can try on the full moon in January - that one's called the Wolf moon ;)

redmark December 9th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul Oooh, that sounds really fun! I will keep that in mind - or at least try to ^-^

Although, howling is not really my thing but what I like to do is I kinda sorty quietly sing along with the songs I am listening to when I am alone - or just "mouthing" along. Sometimes it gets a bit awkward when I notice someone was around all along but at that point it is way too late lol
mytwistedsoul OP December 9th, 2022
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@redmark Its kind of like scream therapy I guess? Lol probably just me being weird too

There's nothing wrong with quietly singing along. Here at the house or in the truck I felt those lyrics out. I can't carry a tune to save my soul but it's cathartic :)

I had to laugh - I've had that happen in the shop. Singing like crazy only to turn around and the neighbor was there ๐Ÿ˜‚

redmark December 9th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul That's 110% me. I cannot sing to save my life but I still like to try and it feels so nice to kinda get lost in that flow of the music. And....yes....things might or might not have happened with me as well where someone just kinda was there without me realizing it and then I just kinda avoided all sorta eye contact or anything and just walked away. lol
mytwistedsoul OP December 9th, 2022
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mytwistedsoul OP December 9th, 2022
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Was having trouble getting pictures to post without triggering the stupid censor. Turns out it was an extension that allowed me to bypass the stupid reply limit

barncat December 18th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul- love the last image.

mytwistedsoul OP December 16th, 2022
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@NoneTheWiser u found it!

ty ๐Ÿ˜Šโค

mytwistedsoul OP December 16th, 2022
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touch of fire catches an eye

shiver as it lights up the sky

unspoken secrets fill the air

they hold our attention and our fear

can't see the walls keeping us in

can you hear them, are you listening?

if it takes all to build the great divide

it takes all of us to make this right

if we're living in the darkness

can we listen to the light?

can you hear it calling?

can we make this right?

mytwistedsoul OP December 16th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul ๐Ÿพ

mytwistedsoul OP December 16th, 2022
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i hide in places you won't ever see

did you know the walls have eyes

watching the ones that lie

they close their eyes so they breathe

canโ€™t help but lose your mind

wouldn't even know you died here

they say theyโ€™ll hold me

think they wanna own me

they open up all the doors I own

step out and try to breathe

you can't see what I see

whatโ€™s real to you isn't real to me

๐Ÿพ

Optimisticempath December 17th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul you-have-mail-youve-got-mail.gif

mytwistedsoul OP December 19th, 2022
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@Optimisticempath hug-day.gif

Thank you Opti โค๏ธ

barncat December 18th, 2022
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Sending you hugs from the critters. And lots of warm thoughts from this human.๐Ÿ˜

mytwistedsoul OP December 19th, 2022
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@barncat Aww thank you ๐Ÿ˜Šโค๏ธ

*Sending hugs back to you and the critters ๐Ÿ˜Šโค๏ธ*

mytwistedsoul OP December 19th, 2022
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It's that time of the year again :)

Had that oh cr*p moment
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Whipped out my phone to check the days
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Popped out of hiding

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Had to test some candy canes for quality control *needed a sugar rush*
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Got my elf on
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Had a talk with the Big Guy
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Checked on the reindeer
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Picked out a tree
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Decorated it and did the lights
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Played some Christmas songs
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Let's put on our ugly sweaters
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And drink something warm
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Maybe have alittle snack
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While we wrap those gifts
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Sneak a few peeks
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And now we wait
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From all of us to all of you
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Farrah17 December 19th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul#


Hi You've always responded with Love and care to my posts, I am here doing the safe for you


offering you some safe and gentle Love and hugs

I wish I could do more

if someone could is there anything you'd want ?

mytwistedsoul OP December 19th, 2022
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@Farrah17 Farrah โค๏ธ It's really nice to see you here! How are you? I haven't seen any of your threads lately. I've missed seeing you around
Thank you so much for the safe and gentle love and hugs - I'm sending some back to you โค๏ธ

This is perfect tbh - you brought me a smile Thank you!

Farrah17 December 19th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

You are very welcome


I have been having bad times with the dizziness


and triggered with the abuse here I hardly post now its too much I can't go through that again

and just other things that aren't here have been triggering

trying hard to get well still


thanks so much

mytwistedsoul OP December 20th, 2022
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@Farrah17 โค๏ธ I'm sorry to hear you're still having problems with the dizziness. Is it anxiety related? Or caused by something else? I'm sorry if I asked and you told me before. My memory has been really faulty lately

Triggers are so hard to deal with. As a result we kind of try to avoid them. Which is a good thing - bad thing. The good thing is we avoid what triggers us - the bad thing is that it isn't healing. I'm finding this out myself

It seems that the bad things that happened here in the forums has been stopped. The security seems better. I know you've also been having some bad luck with listeners too. But there's still good people here. I hope with alittle more time this place can become a safe place for you again because you were doing good things here. Your hug thread was amazing. It was nice to see all those people just giving out hugs for no reason other than they cared. I know you're trying to keep things in your life positive and I have to agree - we need more positivity in our lives. It seems we need that now more than ever

Take good care of you ok? โค๏ธ


Farrah17 December 22nd, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

thanks yes its anxiety all the dizziness is emotional


I am doing really well in my recovery so that is good


I appear to have lost friends and its really difficult to deal with that its extremely hurtful and upsetting I don't find many understand either


I hope it gets better here too

I noticed many accounts have been banned


I hope you have better times


thank you for caring




mytwistedsoul OP December 22nd, 2022
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@Farrah17 Do you have grounding methods you could try? It takes some practice to get them to work and the same one won't allways work but they can be helpful

Yay you! I'm glad your doing well with your recovery!

I'm sorry you've lost friends. Unfortunately it does happen. It can be hard for people who don't have trauma to understand that it can't just be gotten over. You can't just let It go. You can't just go back to who you were. It adds insult to injury that the people you'd like to go to for support just aren't there ๐Ÿ˜ž

It will get better here. It might just take alittle time but I hope you do start to feel comfortable here again

No thank you needed Farrah โค๏ธ


mytwistedsoul OP December 20th, 2022
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Sunisshiningandsoareyou December 20th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

Haha love them! And the earlier ones too!๐Ÿ˜‚โค


mytwistedsoul OP December 21st, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚ I love your new pfp! ๐Ÿ˜Š

Sunisshiningandsoareyou December 21st, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul Hehe thankyouu!๐Ÿฅฐ

mytwistedsoul OP December 21st, 2022
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mytwistedsoul OP December 22nd, 2022
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Someone I've met here has been very very busy. This person has quite alot on their plate health wise but with much determination and perseverance they have created this beautiful dedication to the 7 Cups community. I'd like to ask you all to please check it out

Here

Farrah17 December 22nd, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

I have tried somethings it doesn't always work really

yes some people don't understand

its not easy making friends people hardly make time or put in the effort I find

most people appear to accept my situation online I am thankful for that

Farrah17 December 22nd, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

also finding the right friends isn't easy

hopefully things will get better here soon

mytwistedsoul OP December 23rd, 2022
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@Farrah17 It is easier to find people that understand - especially here. I guess it's because many of us have gone through similar things - they understand because they've been there

Tbh - those grounding methods can be hit or miss here too. And what worked the time before might not work the next

Is there anything I can do to help you feel safer here?

Farrah17 December 25th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

I don't personally find most people understand, but I found many people who are understanding that something is wrong, if you get what I mean ?


Its kind of you to ask, you have more than enough to deal with


please take care of yourself


and thank you for being kind

mytwistedsoul OP December 27th, 2022
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@Farrah17 I do get what you mean and after giving it some thought - I agree with you. I guess people try to understand and can relate to some of it. Unless they can spend a day in our lives it's impossible to fully understand what we deal with


Thank you :) I hope you take care of yourself too โค๏ธ

mytwistedsoul OP December 29th, 2022
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@Optimisticempath lol don't mind the giraffes orange hair ๐Ÿ˜ we went with a fake tree. Couldn't see the point of cutting down a perfectly good little tree


Optimisticempath December 29th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul omg the orange is something ๐Ÿ˜‚ very quirky xD

thanks for sharing Soul ๐Ÿฅบ I love these ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’• specially the tree with the lights on, so pretty ๐Ÿฅฐ *hugs ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—

mytwistedsoul OP December 30th, 2022
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@Optimisticempath The color is pretty eye catching isn't it? Lol ๐Ÿ˜

Aww Opti you're welcome I'm glad you like it ๐Ÿ˜Š โค๏ธ

*hugs* โค๏ธ


Optimisticempath January 2nd, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul It is!๐Ÿ˜

lowkey wanna try wearing an orange wig now๐Ÿคฃ

*more hugs* ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—

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