In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
@mytwistedsoul
Hehe made me chuckle lol xD
Has been loooong week indeed 😴
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou 🙂😊😁 Tuesday is like Monday part 2 lol
@mytwistedsoul
Lol right xD we are reliving Monday 🐧
🐾close ur eyes and whisper a prayer🐾
🐾for all the souls who entered here 🐾
@mytwistedsoul- what a heartfelt sentiment to send to all who read your words
🐾 some times silence is louder
than any prayer of mine
looking in the mirror
for a face I never find
is the name of justice
justified🐾
@mytwistedsoul
Pssttt :o a passerby, dropping off some big warm comfy hugs. 🤗❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Hey passerbyer 🙂
*hugs* 🍕 🍪 you have good timing ❤️
@mytwistedsoul yay for good timing hehe. *shares 🤗🍪🍕* ☺
How've soul and soul's ankle been?
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Soul has been - meh but the ankle is better and hopefully the cast is off next week! Yay! 🙂
How is Sun doing? ❤️
*endless supply of 🍪 🍕*
@mytwistedsoul
Aw some-days are meh days, *sits with Soul*
Something in particular making it one for you currently? (It is okay to feel meh too, just wanted to assure Soul if they wanted to share something, they definitely can, as much or as little they feel okay with, it may not do much but it's worth something getting things off us, in whatever little way it works) ❤ and yay indeed or the ankle getting better and cast coming off soon too.
I've been okay. (Could be better ofcourse, but somedays are just meant to keep it rolling, I feel lol >.< *rolls* ) *shares 🍪🍕🍪🍕* thankieees. 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
rollin'
Idk - just in a mood the past few days - weeks - months lol
*munches pizza* I'm glad you've been ok. I see you so busy here ❤️ bringing light to everyone *hugs* stay awesome Sun 😊
@mytwistedsoul (replying to myself because we know why lol🌝)
LoL! I love this gif, and yes, pretty much what rolling looks like hahah!
Oh noes, "months" sounds all too overwhelming, I understand how it feels like being stuck in the same ruth, on the outside but may seem like one is "getting used to" it but on the inside it's chaotic and no one would ever want to get used to these kinds of moods, it is just unfair to have these kinds of struggles.
You deserve lots of better days, Soul, and different kinds of moods too, I know you're doing your best every day at it and I am so proud of you. Keep hanging in there as tight as you can. ❤
Oh goodness Soul...
I appreciate you a little too much than I can ever express in full. You've just brightened my day (as you have many times, every time I've seen you around) so there's just the proof right here, right now that you go around shining *your* bright light and make it hard for someone to not shine under your stride. You see people shining? *you* are the light that illuminates those around you, ofcourse they are shining brighter when you're around them.
*hugs back* 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Sun - you've - I honestly don't know what to say. I think this is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. There's no words I can say - there's no words at all tbh - I'm speechless 😶😢
Pizza and cookies aren't enough not by a long shot. I know you really like pizza but this is - you and your words are a light for me tonight. I don't think there's a pizza in the world big enough right now
I hope that there are people in your life that truly appreciate and cherish you for the person you are. Please know that you are definitely appreciated and cherished here - not just by me but by many many other people here
*lol guess I found some words after all*😁
* the biggest of hugs to you* ❤️ 😊
@mytwistedsoul
Aww *hugs* ❤ someone wise once said, sometimes words aren't needed hehe, but it does feel good to hear something, nice, mhm? Feeling speechless is understandable, valid (and relatable), okie to take our time processing stuff, this won't change the fact that You deserve the nicest words always, and it's an honor I could deliver some of it to you this time. Always beware there's more rolling in, anytime of the day. 😛 That's just a parcel of being my friend. XD
Yay you did find some words lol, and words that made me speechless now xD this is fun haha. Thank*youuu*, it really means alot. I appreciate you so much also, and hope the same and so much better for you. ❤
*biggest hugs back* 🤗
Is your cast off now?
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou It does feel good ❤️ and they're greatly appreciated - even if a part of me says it's all lies. I have duct tape for that part lol *Joking!*
Cast was taken off this morning! Woohoo! Hallelujah and pass the peas! Did a mental happy dance 😁 Leg feels so much lighter without it and no crutches! It's still tender because of the ligaments and I have to do some exercises for them but I'm not going to complain ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Aw haha, we do need a duct tape for this part that prevents us from hearing and accepting good things about ourselves (which is well deserved and true, just needs more time letting it sink). ❤
Aye yay *joins in the happy dance*, super happy for you, Soul, glad it feels lighter and better, hope it feels even better with time. Be extra careful hehe. 😊
@mytwistedsoul
Lolol the balance though! 😆
I need a merit badge for the way I tie myself up in knots
In honor of autocorrect which so thoughtfully help changed Picotee morning glories into pivoting ones -
So what do you do?
I'm a supervillian
What's your name?
Autocorrector
Hahaha! Are you Sirius? What's your super powder? Wait a minion! What the help is happy ninja to me? Pleats make it ducking stop!
Well - it was more funny earlier lol 😋
@mytwistedsoul lol xD typos are real fun haha!
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou *smh* autocorrect is not my friend lol! 😂
Which this is a Picotee or pivoting morning glory
Been waiting all summer to see this lol
@mytwistedsoul
Aww so beautiful. 🥰
thoughts are out of focus
floating in the dust
stirs up emotions
that you can never trust
covered by debris
until they sink one by one
swallowed all the water
but can only taste the rust
break a promise and look in the diary
what you find might be surprising
page after page of increasing anxiety
thought I saw a glimmer
shivering at dusk
it said I was a poet
but I think that it misjudged
I opened my hand
there sitting in my palm
was every little moment
that had come undone
how am I meant to take this shit lightly?
knowing life has an unknown expiration date
wasting words in this dumb fucking diary
where all the honesty lies
can you say why it feels so useless
and wake us when it's enough
cause you were never meant to know
I'm afraid we're losing touch
🐾
