In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
Step outside into the cold to soothe your swollen head
Packed with emotions and things left unsaid
Focus on the silence surrounding you instead
Breathe deep in shuddering breaths and ignore the voices in your head
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@mytwistedsoul
This is really nice, A :)
To the wonderful people who visit this thread, Thank you. For all the times you left a kind word and a gentle thought. There is so much confined in the walls of the words here. So many emotions, thoughts.
This has been a hard year, for all of us. In our own ways, we have tried and failed, laughed and cried. People have stopped in and left, a few have lingered. You're all perfect. I know you're all shaking your heads right now. But you are perfect as you are. With all the cracks, rips and tears. All the tarnish and flaws. You are perfect because you are you and no one can be a better you than you. Do you see?
To @NoneTheWiser : I wish so many good things for you. To accept that you are so much better then you think you are. You are so deserving and worthy of love, of peace. You give so much of yourself to this site and the people you talk to. So many give you so little in return. For that I am sorry. We need to do better by you. Good friends are hard to find.
@Redmark : we haven't spoken much but I have read many of your words. You are such a good person, you have given people so much here just by how you can relate to them and your gentle way of talking with them. You're beautiful. I hope you see that one day.
@ThePizza : You've been a good friend. Better then you think you have. You're such a clever, wise person. I know you may feel lost and adrift right now but I have all the faith in the world that you will figure things out.
@crimsonLime6525 : You've been running through my mind. I wish for you to find .... peace. To use your voice, to yell at the world. To rage at it if you'd like to. Believe me, it can take it. It's heard from my part of the world many times. You deserve to be heard. You are worthy.
@intelligentWheel627 : you tuck yourself away under that invisibility cloak of yours but every now and again I think I catch a glimpse of a scarf you've been knitting. It's ok to have good days and be silly. It's ok to have bad days and snarl. You're human. You're beautiful as you are.
@Hillsideblues : you have such a gentle way about you. There is a great deal of intelligence in you and you are anything but slow. Your parent is missing out by not enjoying you as the beautiful person you are.
I apologize for not tagging everyone personally. It's not you, it's me and the fact that I don't have enough of a read on you to be able to reply more personally. When I see the names here, even though I may not know you well, there are words that come to mind. Courage, strength, perseverance. You all have these, more than you know. Every day that you rise and put on that tarnished ,dented armor only to take it off and do it again the next day. That is what makes you so amazing. I wish for you all a Happy New Year. Filled with peace, love, joy and happiness, with a little mischief thrown in for good measure. Let's not forget good health, because we can all use some of that, cant we?
From me and my crew. To you and yours. Peace, love, paws.
Logan
(I apologize if I over step or misspoke. I have no wish to upset anyone, this was all said with the best of intentions)
Happy new year - may 2021 be a year of promise and hope for all of us. Just think- we survived 2020 together.
@barncat Thank you, I apologize for replying so late. I hope your new year has been going well.
@mytwistedsoul- thank you for the new year's "hope all is well". Honestly it feels like so far 2021 has been a roller coaster!!
visions getting hazy
think I'm going crazy
just wanted to say I can't forget
our hearts and minds don't connect
can't fall asleep
spend weeks at a time staying up every night
trying our best to overcome
building a home that we can run away from
you got it all wrong
maybe we're meant to stay broken all along
James Earl Jones said to let not your heart be troubled
Hate to tell ya Jim but my heart is plenty troubled
Just wanted to stop by and leave you a safe hug. You've been on my mind recently ❤️
@crimsonLime6525 Thank you Lime :) It's so nice to see you - I could use a safe hug. You've been in my thoughts
Let's have some mood music. Be warned though - language. Hopefully maybe it'll give someone a laugh
This is sh*t - Thomas Benjamin Wild
No more F**KS to give - Thomas Benjamin Wild
A life of regrets - Chester See
https://youtu.be/XIuKxPkymac * this one's a tear jerker so - yeah lol*
Idk - I don't play well with others - I'm sorry for that