In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
Sleep? What's that?
@mytwistedsoul
No kidding
@mytwistedsoul I shall show you the rarrs 🤗😚
Feeling slightly sick to my stomach. IDk - there's just so much I don't understand. Maybe it's my own fault and I just don't want to. They say ignorance is bliss - so I should be a happy sob
Kind of feels like a hoodie day - maybe some sunglasses - I can't even meet my own eyes in the mirror let alone anyone elses
Feeling alittle self destructive - watchful and wary
I suppose I should go find something to do - staring at this screen isn't getting anything done
The sound of your voice is haunting me - whisper all of your lies in my ear
F**K it - final words before posting
@mytwistedsoul
Many people care about you Soul, alot...
@OldSerendipityBoat That's what they say but in all honesty - I have a hard time believing it sometimes
@OldSerendipityBoat true words
Freaking anxiety. Could you image if we could just have our thoughts appear on the screen? Scary thought lol
Kind of got that can't catch your breath thing going. Knees weak - palms sweaty - heart racing. Crap - I'm an Eminem song.
Type amd delete the rest lol
It smothers you. The anxiety. Steals your breath. Steals your voice. Makes you mute. Fools you. Like depression. Tricksters. The coyote of emotions. Hush. No one needs to hear. Be silent. No one cares. Be quiet. You deserve this. Shut up. This is your own fault. I am the liar that's been pushed in your head
I f**king hate being like this. Freaking nervous Nate all the damn time
@mytwistedsoul I wish I could have the power to fix you...😔😔😔...
Try to be meaner than your anxieties and laugh at them, be badder then the baddest devil...
Why do you think the reaper is afraid and shy to dance with me?
You are a spadasin mouse whom Aslan chose to walk with him and show him his worlds...
You are strong and you took a stance against me when I was crazy and also clung to me to not self terminate mylself on 7cups...I will never forget when you and Wiser did your best for me not to lose my mind...I will never forget your help and you and Wiser shall have my gratitude forever...
@OldSerendipityBoat Thank you :) In all honesty I have always admired your fighting spirit and confidence.
@mytwistedsoul
You fought hard alongside me when they took the feed feature away from you. I was proud of you expressing your feelings of being robbed of smth good...
You are here for ages, a pillar on 7cups so trust yourself and have pride in that honorable, brave, helpful mouse...
Why would anyone intentionally eat canned spinach? Have you seen what it looks like? Just seems like a really bad idea
Head feels full. Like it ate too much and would like to spew - thoughts and memories - pandalerium - clean up aisle 9. Too many thoughts - ya know? And just can't hold them long
Freaking word insertion is driving me nuts - good thing I try to proof read
Realized a good thing about this virus - at least here anyway. I don't have to go anywhere. If I just had that mote - d*mn
