I let out my thoughts/feelings
I want a man who doesn’t have fears or insecurities about being in a relationship. A man who cares about me.
Because that’s what I give to others.
Hey there. While your desire to get a partner is valid, I would suggest not to rely on it. While a partner will help you feel better about yourself, they wouldn't be able to meet your expectations always.
I have to make decisions and some decisions are really hard, such as when it comes to friendships/relationships
I wonder if I’m still having side effects from the COVID booster
If you want to live, you have to look out for yourself. You have to take actions, make changes, move forward. NO ONE will do it for you.
I’m sorry I’m just venting because my sleep schedule is mixed up and I feel wacky and I’m supposed to get my period within the next week. And then I get hard on myself when I have not been productive. So please don’t take what I said about harsh on yourself.
I’m really really tired, it’s prob either because I am sleep deprived or because I need to gain weight. I feel kind of achy.
My wish list:
- do good on the exam in February (study with discipline)
- be at a proper weight and be fit
- get a dog (I want to be able to take care of one)
- get better at work
- get proper bras, bralettes, panties
- Learn to cook more and fast
