I let out my thoughts/feelings

Night shift! Oh man gotta stay awake 👀 pry these eyes open

I am so sleepy. I want to sleep as much as I possibly can. So I can be active working these 12 hour shifts

I think of everything at work, didactics is one of the most anxiety-inducing aspects. It’s hard for me to feel comfortable. I feel like I have to be doing something to feel comfortable.

I started doing this a lot again. Picking the acne/scabs on the top of my head until they bleed. It’s like an obsessive habit.

Everything happens for a good reason.

Ooo 😬😟 my bowels are crazy this morning, diarrhea

I feel emotionally drained, being shouted at so violently for something so stupid. Just being shouted at so much for doing things wrong I want to punch that stupid person in the face.. Thinking they are special.. When in reality they are just an arrogant brat. It makes me so mad.

Sometimes it gets tiring. Switching between day and night shifts. Then catching up on chores. And trying to make time to study. And I want to be there for my friend too.

I’m tired. I pray this week will go well.

Tmrw I need to eat a ton of veggies.