Hey again

@AvyIsKing

Thank you for the huggles, they really got me through the day. I only just got home at frickin 6:30. Today was super sucky, I was zoned out for at least half the day. And just too much people.

Ily

@iamspoons

I'm glad you got through the day. 

I got new glasses I feel dahmer-y. 

Bf went to the Dr. It's stress. And it's only been recently. I think it's my fault. He has alot going on and being a boyfriend ontop of it, especially my boyfriend is way to much. ): 

Idk now I'm sad and depressed and I m still panicking over my foot and I'm terrified and I just want huggies 

@AvyIsKing

Hehe you got new glasses and I had a eye Dr appointment on the same day.

Oh nu, Im glad it's not contagious, but that really sucks that he's super stressed. I'm sure it's not your fault, yeah new relationships can be stressful but they said he had other stuff going on too, it's not just you.

I will give you so many huggies and cuddles. Just give my like half an hour or an hour and I'll be in one of the rooms. (I'm playing phase 10 with Dad for his birthday)

Ilysm

@Iamspoons

ouuu fun

iysm

@AvyIsKing

I'm hanging out in tcr.

I seeeeee yoooou

👁️👁️

@AvyIsKing

Talking about college scares me. I don't like thinking about the future. I have no plans. Except for (not anymore) not existing then. Aaaaa

@AvyIsKing

I haven't done my math homework at all this week. I might be screwing myself over, but yolo I guess.

Um yeah good morning, I hope you slept. Ily

@Iamspoons

do ur homework, i can help if you need, 

i barely slept. 

I dont feel good but oh well (:

@AvyIsKing

I am now broke in finch, but I have a plushie of each person, so that's a win.

Sorry I didn't reply for two days. I stopped taking my meds (I weand off of them, and talked to my med Dr before I did so) and it really *** me up, so I have had like any patience or focus. Sorry. My mom should have emailed my med Dr to see if I can go right back on the dose I was at or if I have to wean back on. But yeah. No more excuses.

Sorry I've been a *** friend, ily

@Iamspoons

excuse me no

ur a good friend

glad u are back

imma be real busy the next few days and I've been super busy TvT

also bf finally feels better n he dropped his phone in water now im sad

@AvyIsKing

I washed my hair today, but then laid down before brushing it so it was a bit of a mess, but now it's clean. When I brush it, it looks flat and ugly.

Ily. I've got tired eyes and I miss talking to you everyday. But I understand that we got busy.

(And also I saw your post. Awwww)

@Iamspoons

I messahed my abusive ex

@AvyIsKing

Wait why. You shouldn't be doing that ಠ⁠ ⁠೧⁠ ⁠ಠ.

@Iamspoons

I apologized. 

I feel guilty about new bf.

Also my sister's friend hit on me 

@AvyIsKing

Hey, how was Halloween for you? I had some fun trailing my brother and his friend.

Ok so one of the "class clown" s just said "damn I already had blood on me(he was talking about fake Halloween blood)" and one of the others was like "are you bleeding out of your*female parts* " and it was kinda funny because I AM. Lol sorry weird tangent

@Iamspoons

lmao. halloween was fun! i took my sis trick or treating by ourselves and people kept calling me sir 

@Iamspoons

I am on my period and I'm just super tired and I feel like I'm going to throw up and pass out so I'm on phone with bf and he won't let me go because he's worried about me because my mom doesn't care 😅 

Also brother is coming over tmr and I'm not allowed to turn my phone off because he doesn't trust my brother 

@AvyIsKing

Oh nu, I hope you feel better soon and I'm agreeing with your bf quite a lot.

I looooooive yoooooiiu

Idk im just feeling very sappy, you are very much appreciated and loved

@AvyIsKing

Oh I went to the Dr to get my flu vaccine and I got a sparkly bandaid and my brother got rocket ships (looks liget like the emoji 🚀). I got the better one haha, the only downside is that she said "the girls get the sparkles" so I was kinda like *internal pouty face* . But I got sparkles and I don't usually get the fun ones anymore so I happi.

I have math homework that I haven't done all week tehe. I might be screwed. But that's o k 👍. I also have a Latin slide presentation that I need to work on, it was due today but nobody else had it done so yea. I'm doing my project on the Sibyl. It's sorta complicated to just word blob about my project unless I know you're interested so... Yea I'll let you know more if you want.

Um sorry for the like two rambles. Lol. Gn tcks ilysm

@Iamspoons

yay I want blob

im writing a ten page essay on the history and geography of the British isles rn in class

@iamspoons

I miss u

brother came over for a 24 hours. 

I feel beat

I want huggles

@AvyIsKing

I missed you too

I'll give you the most huggles ever

I can hang out in a room, in a bit, I'm doing laundry rn.

@Iamspoons

Sorry I had a baby shower. Tmr I go home 

It's oki. @AvyIsKing *nom* ily

@Iamspoons 

Ilyt

My foot hurt so I was limping now my leg sounds like scissors cutting bone and my hip hurts.

@AvyIsKing

Oh no, that sounds horrible.

Room?

*Grabby hands*

@iamspoons

sorry I've been on my l a lot more, feel free to pm there anytime

my blood sugar is dropping AGAIM

@AvyIsKing

Oh okie

Oh no that sucks, I have a minor headache but I should be fine after some sleep. You should sleep too

@Iamspoons

good morning

@AvyIsKing

I've entered my sexy AF era. No more self depreciating thoughts, only "I am hot as heck"

Very sad that my classmates won't see this transformation, I don't have public self confidence. It's a vibe.

Might try dressing up on Thursday, hopefully I'm not a coward.

@Iamspoons

do it

u slay

@AvyIsKing

I did it, and I super slayed. But nobody commented on my hotness :⁠'⁠(

@Iamspoons

noooo

sorry im so stressed rn im barely alive

@AvyIsKing

Oh noooo

Sorry I wasn't on, my phone was confiscated.

Ily, I hope you got some rest and feel better.

@Iamspoons

thats ok

im just 

mhm stress

@AvyIsKing

Sorry I haven't been talking much, idk if I've already said that, but I'm going to say it again and again.

I have the nightmare before Christmas soundtrack stuck in my head. "Kidnap the sandy claws, throw him in a box"

Yesterday I almost got married to another girl at epac, and the director talked about his "partner" not gf and my mind is going"queer?"

Oh *** the announcement just said pe is in the library so that means 'motivational yoga' which is absolutely horrible. She has singing bowls and they give me such headaches, and I've had this small headache on and off for a couple weeks now.

Again sorry for not responding till like three days later, I'll post why I think that is soon.

@Iamspoons

all good poki

i have a band solo tomorrow and i only got it three weeks ago and have only played it with the band once 😭😭😭

@AvyIsKing

Oh good luck.

I only listened to my audition music three times and just bluffed my way through. Lol

@Iamspoons

jeez i could never 

*huggles* i have a tension headache and my stomach hurts 

@AvyIsKing

Oh nu

*Biggest huggles*