Hey again

@AvyIsKing

Do you want to hang out in a room? I just think it might be faster convos

@Iamspoons

Sure pick one lol

@AvyIsKing

Rainbo

@iamspoons

Loki loki loki loki loki lokix

I

Got

My

Permittttt

@AvyIsKing

Hooray

Sorry for the late reply, I was busy crying over math homework.

My head hurts, my eyes are itchy from lack of sleep, and I've almost fallen asleep sitting at a table)desk two times today.

I need to *** sleep.

I love you so much, I'm very excited for you driving. Take care keep safe. Avy wavy

@AvyIsKing

The absolute *** traitor

@Iamspoons

hmm? whos a traitor

@AvyIsKing

I'm about to go on a rant be warned

I was his friend first. When he was the new kid.

And now he's dating my ex.

And when I asked about pronouns, saying that I didn't want to be a ***, he was like "oh you don't?"

Like, if you want to get into this *** fight I will.

But I didn't because I'm the *** bigger person.

I hate him. And he was on the list of probably ok to go to if my other friends are talki

ng to my ex.

Lol that wasn't as long as I thought

@AvyIsKing

Can we go to sr, just to talk more smoothly?

@Iamspoons

yeah ofc

@AvyIsKing

Today is crazy hair day, and my crazy style is "I took a shower then couldn't give a ***. " lol. It looks good tho. I kinda like my hair messy, but my dad says brush your hair.

I'm wearing a skirt. It's a vibe

@Iamspoons

ouuuu vibe

@AvyIsKing

RN I'm sitting here doing math homework, with problems that result in imaginary numbers, that's due in less than an hour. Vibe

@Iamspoons

damn.

I didn't sleep because i was freaking out and by the time I wasn't angry I was scared and I was too scared to be vulnerable anyway getting up out of bed today sucked

I decided imma ignore my friend : p

@AvyIsKing

*** sorry it took so long to respond, classes have been kicking my ***.

Ik you might not answer this, cuz it might be sensitive, but why were you freaking out?

Getting out of bed always sucks.

Y r u ignoring your friend?

My fingies are cold

@Iamspoons

meh i got crap going on i just don't like. (ill tell ya in pms later)

im ignoring him because imma push everyone close to me away

@AvyIsKing

Yea I sorta get that.

(I'ma be a hypocrite and say) nuuuuu don't do that.

@iamspoons

ur on the list too

@AvyIsKing

No, please don't

I will go absolutely insane if you stop talking to me. Like seriously.

(Sorry Wednesdays are hectic. Had one thing after another)

@Iamspoons

thats ok

im not ignoring just withdrawaling

@AvyIsKing

No, you are literally one of my only three comfort people.

The other one is @SneakySnakeBoi and she's hardly on, and anytime we try to meet up, her mom says nope. And the last one is irl, but I don't have any classes with him, and he hangs out with my ex.

Like everybody else sucks.

@Iamspoons

fine...

Also I talked to that friend for two hours last night and he was like gwt over it and idk it helped

@AvyIsKing

I'm glad he talked to you, and that you're not going to push me away. Ilysm

My girl scout cookie training is working for me, I've got a fundraiser for drama, and I've filled up the sheet with orders. I've got to go get another in a bit. And the only people I've got rn are teachers, I've had this order form for about 24 hours now. I'll probably get some of my family, maybe. But I think all the teachers in the school have benn asked, by one of my peers that I have fierce friends competition with, he has 23 orders and I have 10 and a couple maybes.

Sorry I just went off on a tangent.

@iamspoons

Me: I love the way she says caramel I always try but I sound gay

My mom: because you are

Also I read a really traumatizing book and it made me think and AHHHHHHHHHHHH idk just AHHHHH

Escape plans

Also im caffiented

@iamspoons

We love the fact that my mom "didn't notice" This grown a$$ man looking at my *** and winking at me then left me alone in the gym with him

Like he's a coach for homeschool pe and I've noticed since lady week the way he looks at me and that's why I don't participate anymore because like he creeps me out and Luke thank GOD it's not the other kids because they are young as heck

Me I'm like 15 and like ok I dress a lil uh

Yk

Weird

But it's a comfort thing

@AvyIsKing

Oh goodness gracious, we certainly all love your mother.

Eww that guy is *** disgusting.

And I totally understand the comfort thing, I only dress for comfort.

Ily *bonk*

@Iamspoons

Ilyt

And ik my mom is lovely

This happened at gs today

Tw homophobia and transphobia

Positive I promise

had a girlscout event and at the beginning my leader stood up infrint of all of these girls and parents and she said "we have a girl among us who is genderfluid and uses they/them pronouns. You will not harass then, ridicule them, and if I hear anything about a parent saying crap about them I will make sure that you never attend one of my events again." I've had parents pour water on me and took their kids away from me and I've been spit on and prayed over for wearing a trans flag pin.

I live in the southern US and it's accepted but not really here.

I told my leader at my last meeting I don't feel safe being left alone with the parents because the last time a parent cornered me and starting like smacking me with their cross necklace and was praying and told me I was going to ***.

She made sure I was taken care of.

Never happened before

@AvyIsKing

Omg that's awesome. I love your leader.

It sucks that full on adults have so much distain twords a literal kid tho. Makes me wonder if the straights are okay/hj

Do you wanna hangout later? /Nf

Dw, I'm gonna be up anyways.

@Iamspoons

Yesssss

I'm supposed to say no because I'm withdrawing

But

Meh

Yessss

@AvyIsKing

ur not allowed to withdraw.

I mean if you had a ligit reason, I would give you space. But you haven't given me a reason, and no "I'm annoying" or "I deserve it" are not valid reasons.

@iamspoons

I pmed u why

@AvyIsKing

Ok I pmed you back

I'm sorry I wasn't there last night. I fell asleep, and also didn't do my math homework, and I have a test today.

@Iamspoons

nooooooo

@Iamspoons

Crisis thoughts are back

@AvyIsKing

*** sorry I was doing stuff.

Cumere, let me hug you till all your worries go away.

*Biggest hugles*

@Iamspoons

*hugs*

She's washing my bedding right now even tho I'm Flipping tired.

@AvyIsKing

Arg that's something to do during the day. I hope you manage to get some rest after your bedding comes out of the wash.

My ears are ringing. I *** love pep band. That's a little bit scarcastic rn. I'll tell you why in a bit.

@iamspoons

bed is made. I sleep when josh gets home.

@AvyIsKing

Oki, do you want to hangout in rainbow room till then?