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Iamspoons June 17th, 2023

@SneakySnakeBoi @Jefferythebunny319

@Princetomyanxiety @BunnyLovesYou

Cups did something weird and it says I don't have permission to reply to the thread, and idk what to do so I just made a new one.


Please do not post in this thread unless you have been tagged above. This is a space for only those who have been mentioned. Thank you!

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AvyIsKing August 5th, 2023

@iamspoons

Sounds delightful/sarc

I just went to Walmart and got stuff I need I have to go home and shower and do my hair for the dance

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Iamspoons OP August 5th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I hated it. There were lots of people smoking and drinking. I felt very unsafe but I was fine and nothing was going to happen, it was just an uncomfortable experience. But I'm back.

I'm playing fluxx rn, it's the fantasy pack, I really like the Cthulhu pack it's fun.

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AvyIsKing August 5th, 2023

@Iamspoons

Ewww glad ur back

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Iamspoons OP August 6th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I'm glad too.

My teeth hurt cuz I didn't put my retainers in yesterday.

Spotify timed out on my phone.

Sorry this is all really random, I'll be in the rooms, probably

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Iamspoons OP August 7th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I'm sad cuz I watched gog vol 3, and then read the webtoon loving reaper. I'll go to bed soon but I got some stuff to do first.

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AvyIsKing August 7th, 2023

@Iamspoons

noooo sleepppp

i was up til like 3 reading and i vividly remember waking up, turning my alarm off, and laying in bed for 20 min....

My alarm went of 2 minutes ago while I was drying off from my shower.

So I got un obnoxiously early

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Iamspoons OP August 8th, 2023

I got up at like 3 and I've made a promise to myself that I'll get up before mom today.

I get to be by myself today, my brother has a Dr appointment today. I yelled a lot yesterday cuz I haven't had a real break In a while. The week of camp I was supposed to use to refresh and not be with my family I had other expectations. And I'm going to a different *** country with my family on Thursday, I'm scared. And I think I'm supposed to start my period like tomorrow, so part of this might be PMS.

Just occurred to me that I didn't tag you yet @AvyIsKing

I know you're probably logged off for the night but I wanted to tell you this. I was going to tell you earlier but I was supposed to be packing and mom took away my phone.

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Iamspoons OP August 8th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I'm trying to talk to people cuz I like doing that I guess, and the mod isn't like present in the Convo like isn't that what they're supposed to do, it's been like 6 minutes since they responded to me. It kinda hurts

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Iamspoons OP August 8th, 2023

@AvyIsKing I'm tired so here's my trian of thought rn

I love my stretch marks. Ok I'm weird for this, but idk there's something weirdly comforting about them, especially the ones on my hips.

Also I have another quote for you avy " I love cheese soup. Here's the recipe: a pot of boiling water and then add three pieces of yellow American cheese product "

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing @SneakySnakeBoi

Hi guys.

Holy ***

I'm getting on an airplane tomorrow at noon. I'll be gone for like 12 days.

I won't be able to talk to you while I'm gone. Dw I'll send prince pics but still, holy ***.

I'm really *** scared, not for the airplane, but for being away from you guys and being stuck with my family (who I love but they have been driving me nuts) in a foreign place. Oh and I'll probably get my period tomorrow, cuz I was really hoping to get it today to get the uncertainty and worst day over, and idk when it's gonna happen I could be a thousand feet in the air.

***. I'm so scared guys.

Ik ik, it's going to be amazing and I'll make memories. But I'm really scared rn.

The last time I was this scared was when my therapist (I don't go to her, personality clash) told my mom I was having ideations, my mistake telling her. (Dw those are a lot less now)



So I'd really like it if you guys would respond, and I'll definitely be hanging in one of the rooms

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AvyIsKing August 10th, 2023

@Iamspoons

sorry poki pie I'll be in a room

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I was not in any of the rooms. My dad took away my phone. Lol.


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AvyIsKing August 10th, 2023

@Iamspoons

Noooooo

Ur gonna be okay. Ill be here when you get back.

It's probably better we didn't talk last night I'm a friggin disaster

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

Lol yea, ik I'll be fine but I was still really scared.

I don't even get to bring jiffy pop and princey with me. So I won't have that security blanket.

Last night I dreamed that I took some water of Lethe to forget about y'all temporarily so I wouldn't be so incredibly homesick for you guys.

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AvyIsKing August 10th, 2023

@iamspoons

Come join me in the crying club :0

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

Nuuuuu

I need to appear put together, or else I'll cry forever

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AvyIsKing August 10th, 2023

@Iamspoons

I finally ugly sobbed last night for the first time in.......... years

Feels great but also I feel sad and drained and empty

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

Good crying is healthy. Idk what else to say

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AvyIsKing August 10th, 2023

@Iamspoons

I burned my neck with my curling iron

I'm so smart

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

Ouchy

I just sent you lots of good vibes

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I get to keep Levi tho. He doesn't need wifi. Idk if I can get guests with no wifi but we can try

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AvyIsKing August 10th, 2023

@Iamspoons

I haven't seen Levi in a few days ☹

I hope him and Thalia can visit

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I'm in new Jersey. !!!!

I get nauseous, but I haven't thrown up yet.


Holy heck. I'm in the airport . Security was really fast and pleasant I guess.

Idk what else to say

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AvyIsKing August 10th, 2023

@Iamspoons

Nooooooooooooo we aren't in the same stateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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Iamspoons OP August 10th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

Lol, by tonight we won't be in the same country

We get on the plane at like 7:45. Rn I'm trying to distract myself from looking at the planes taking off and landing.

I'm definitely going to get my period on the plane, which *** sucks

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Iamspoons OP August 23rd, 2023

@AvyIsKing @SneakySnakeBoi

I'm baaaack.

Holy *** that was a *** of a ride but I'm back unharmed (tho that might've not been the case). I'm exhausted tho, it's like 4 am where I woke up this morning, I'll tell you more about it later.

Gn ily.

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Iamspoons OP August 23rd, 2023

Hang on tiny bit of extra

I haven't eaten in like 10 hours. Lol.

My head hurts.

I need to cry for like 5 reasons now, but I can't cuz I would have to cry quietly but that doesn't do it for me. Lol.

RN I half feel like it was all a fever dream.

Gn again. Ily.

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AvyIsKing August 23rd, 2023

@Iamspoons

ILysssssssssssssmmmmmmm wb

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Iamspoons OP August 23rd, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I don't really want to talk about vacay yet.

How was your life while I was gone. I miss hearing about you. I hope you know you can post even if I'm not here.

How's school going, I get to go back to school in three weeks. Btw what day is it today, I have like no clue. Vacay messed me up. I just know tomorrow is a work day for dad so he has to go to work.

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AvyIsKing August 23rd, 2023

@Iamspoons

today is wednesday august 23rd, its will solaces birthday.

honey (none gendered, platonic) my life has been such a pure and utter chaotic disaster and idek where to start. idek if i wanna start.

also school is vibey just doing Spanish and chemistry so far.

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Iamspoons OP August 23rd, 2023

I'm going to epac. I haven't been in like 5 weeks. I'm wearing my binder but it doesn't make as flat as I would like, but it's better than the bras I have left in my drawer.im a little bit nervous. I gtg in the car.

@AvyIsKing

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Iamspoons OP August 23rd, 2023

@AvyIsKing

Urk the binder didn't work. It was weird.

EPAC got even more chaotic, idk how that's possible, but it did. I meet N (idk if that's already used), he is very flamboyant and dare I say gay AF.

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AvyIsKing August 24th, 2023

@iamspoons

N is not taken lol, i think we each have an E and an S 😭😭i use offbrand toga lmao

AvyIsKing August 25th, 2023

@Iamspoons

I going camping.

I don't wanna go.

I will miss everyone since I have to leave my phone at home.

I hate my troop.

And it's in a scary area and I'm fr scared imms get murdered


Anyway see you on Sunday

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Iamspoons OP August 26th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

Ok I hope it's okay.

Sorry this is short, I'm fading fast, it's at least 130 in Iceland

And I know you are probably already gone.

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AvyIsKing August 27th, 2023

@Iamspoons

i thought you were home :0

I'm alive

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Iamspoons OP August 27th, 2023

I was home, I'm not RN I'm at a friend's house. But my brain was being fuzzy.

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Iamspoons OP August 27th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

I just rolled out of bed and my voice sounds so masculine. It's deep and rumbly and I love it.

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AvyIsKing August 27th, 2023

@Iamspoons

Yessssss

Idek what today's gender is tbh

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Iamspoons OP August 27th, 2023

@AvyIsKing

Yea me neither. But it was fun so I kinda want to do voice training now. I'll look into it when I get my computer back.

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AvyIsKing August 27th, 2023

@Iamspoons

ouuuu fun

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easyScarf9184 August 28th, 2023

@Iamspoons how do you make your own forum?

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Iamspoons OP August 28th, 2023

@easyScarf9184

When you're looking through posts there should be a button at the bottom that says "create thread" and then write what you want to be in the post and post it.

Idk tho it might be different on the website, I've always been on the app.

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