Hey again
@SneakySnakeBoi @Jefferythebunny319
@Princetomyanxiety @BunnyLovesYou
Cups did something weird and it says I don't have permission to reply to the thread, and idk what to do so I just made a new one.
Please do not post in this thread unless you have been tagged above. This is a space for only those who have been mentioned. Thank you!
@iamspoons
Sounds delightful/sarc
I just went to Walmart and got stuff I need I have to go home and shower and do my hair for the dance
@AvyIsKing
I hated it. There were lots of people smoking and drinking. I felt very unsafe but I was fine and nothing was going to happen, it was just an uncomfortable experience. But I'm back.
I'm playing fluxx rn, it's the fantasy pack, I really like the Cthulhu pack it's fun.
@AvyIsKing
I'm sad cuz I watched gog vol 3, and then read the webtoon loving reaper. I'll go to bed soon but I got some stuff to do first.
@Iamspoons
noooo sleepppp
i was up til like 3 reading and i vividly remember waking up, turning my alarm off, and laying in bed for 20 min....
My alarm went of 2 minutes ago while I was drying off from my shower.
So I got un obnoxiously early
I got up at like 3 and I've made a promise to myself that I'll get up before mom today.
I get to be by myself today, my brother has a Dr appointment today. I yelled a lot yesterday cuz I haven't had a real break In a while. The week of camp I was supposed to use to refresh and not be with my family I had other expectations. And I'm going to a different *** country with my family on Thursday, I'm scared. And I think I'm supposed to start my period like tomorrow, so part of this might be PMS.
Just occurred to me that I didn't tag you yet @AvyIsKing
I know you're probably logged off for the night but I wanted to tell you this. I was going to tell you earlier but I was supposed to be packing and mom took away my phone.
@AvyIsKing @SneakySnakeBoi
Hi guys.
Holy ***
I'm getting on an airplane tomorrow at noon. I'll be gone for like 12 days.
I won't be able to talk to you while I'm gone. Dw I'll send prince pics but still, holy ***.
I'm really *** scared, not for the airplane, but for being away from you guys and being stuck with my family (who I love but they have been driving me nuts) in a foreign place. Oh and I'll probably get my period tomorrow, cuz I was really hoping to get it today to get the uncertainty and worst day over, and idk when it's gonna happen I could be a thousand feet in the air.
***. I'm so scared guys.
Ik ik, it's going to be amazing and I'll make memories. But I'm really scared rn.
The last time I was this scared was when my therapist (I don't go to her, personality clash) told my mom I was having ideations, my mistake telling her. (Dw those are a lot less now)
So I'd really like it if you guys would respond, and I'll definitely be hanging in one of the rooms
@Iamspoons
sorry poki pie I'll be in a room
@AvyIsKing
I was not in any of the rooms. My dad took away my phone. Lol.
@Iamspoons
Noooooo
Ur gonna be okay. Ill be here when you get back.
It's probably better we didn't talk last night I'm a friggin disaster
@AvyIsKing
Lol yea, ik I'll be fine but I was still really scared.
I don't even get to bring jiffy pop and princey with me. So I won't have that security blanket.
Last night I dreamed that I took some water of Lethe to forget about y'all temporarily so I wouldn't be so incredibly homesick for you guys.
@iamspoons
Come join me in the crying club :0
@AvyIsKing
Nuuuuu
I need to appear put together, or else I'll cry forever
@Iamspoons
I finally ugly sobbed last night for the first time in.......... years
Feels great but also I feel sad and drained and empty
@AvyIsKing
Good crying is healthy. Idk what else to say
@AvyIsKing
I get to keep Levi tho. He doesn't need wifi. Idk if I can get guests with no wifi but we can try
@Iamspoons
I haven't seen Levi in a few days ☹
I hope him and Thalia can visit
@AvyIsKing
I'm in new Jersey. !!!!
I get nauseous, but I haven't thrown up yet.
Holy heck. I'm in the airport . Security was really fast and pleasant I guess.
Idk what else to say
@Iamspoons
Nooooooooooooo we aren't in the same stateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
@AvyIsKing @SneakySnakeBoi
I'm baaaack.
Holy *** that was a *** of a ride but I'm back unharmed (tho that might've not been the case). I'm exhausted tho, it's like 4 am where I woke up this morning, I'll tell you more about it later.
Gn ily.
Hang on tiny bit of extra
I haven't eaten in like 10 hours. Lol.
My head hurts.
I need to cry for like 5 reasons now, but I can't cuz I would have to cry quietly but that doesn't do it for me. Lol.
RN I half feel like it was all a fever dream.
Gn again. Ily.
@Iamspoons
ILysssssssssssssmmmmmmm wb
@AvyIsKing
I don't really want to talk about vacay yet.
How was your life while I was gone. I miss hearing about you. I hope you know you can post even if I'm not here.
How's school going, I get to go back to school in three weeks. Btw what day is it today, I have like no clue. Vacay messed me up. I just know tomorrow is a work day for dad so he has to go to work.
@Iamspoons
today is wednesday august 23rd, its will solaces birthday.
honey (none gendered, platonic) my life has been such a pure and utter chaotic disaster and idek where to start. idek if i wanna start.
also school is vibey just doing Spanish and chemistry so far.
I'm going to epac. I haven't been in like 5 weeks. I'm wearing my binder but it doesn't make as flat as I would like, but it's better than the bras I have left in my drawer.im a little bit nervous. I gtg in the car.
@AvyIsKing
@iamspoons
N is not taken lol, i think we each have an E and an S 😭😭i use offbrand toga lmao
@Iamspoons
I going camping.
I don't wanna go.
I will miss everyone since I have to leave my phone at home.
I hate my troop.
And it's in a scary area and I'm fr scared imms get murdered
Anyway see you on Sunday
@AvyIsKing
Ok I hope it's okay.
Sorry this is short, I'm fading fast, it's at least 130 in Iceland
And I know you are probably already gone.
@AvyIsKing
I just rolled out of bed and my voice sounds so masculine. It's deep and rumbly and I love it.
@Iamspoons how do you make your own forum?
