Hey again
@SneakySnakeBoi @Jefferythebunny319
@Princetomyanxiety @BunnyLovesYou
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@Jefferythebunny319 @Princetomyanxiety
I'm getting my hair cut and re-dyed on the 7th, I'll send princey pics and they can send them to you.
I was laying down and then I sat up and my *** fell out of my bra. IECH
@Iamspoons
Yayyy
Wait ew to the *** thung
I'm eating rn
I realized that jeffery Dahmer is hot today
@Jefferythebunny319
Welp I just dropped my whole *** ice cream.
Here's context, we have an ice cream place in the neighborhood, so mom was like let's go get ice cream. And I go with her to help carry it one person can't carry four ice creams and drive. This time there's lids on all but one which makes it so easy I can carry them all by myself. And after we drive back and we're getting out of the car, she's fussing over me like "let me unbuckle your seatbelt and open your door for you" and I'm like you're rushing me but ok. And I go to get out of the car and spill one of them off my knee and on to the driveway and the lid pops off and touches it and then mom try to rescue it by one-handedly scooping it up and it all just falls out. And then she says "it's yours" in an accusing tone, maybe not so much but I definitely heard it, and so then she holds out her hand and I give her one and she looks like she wants more, but I say "I can carry two now, one in each hand" and as we're going in I say that I'll go right back out and clean it up and she tells me I can have some of her ice cream but I don't want any cus now I'm mad at her and my afternoon is mostly ruined. So I go in and set the two dishes down on the table and go right back out to clean it up, to do this effectively, I pick up the dish and the grab the soft ice cream lump, and my fingers sink into it, but I just pick it up and put it in the dish. I could've saved it if mom hadn't been rash. And then I come in and forcefully throw it in the trash, go straight to my room and flop on my bed. And mom calls after me that I can have some of hers and I shout back ( because shouting is the only way we can hear each other) that " no, and I'm a little bit mad at you cus what you said sounded very accusing" and she shouts back " and I'm mad at you because you refused help when you needed it" and I shout " no I didn't you were rushing me" but my voice starts failing me cus I do the stupid thing where when you get mad you start crying.
And then I wrote this rant to you. Sorry for the run-on sentences and massive paragraph.
@Iamspoons
That sounds so frustrating
I would have gotten slapped.
Mom's not home so I was finally safe enough to shower and jt feels so good
@Jefferythebunny319
Yeah my mom's pretty good, she just buggs me sometimes. She's a helicopter mom, and she just doesn't want us to go through what she went through, but sometimes she *** up.
Showers are good, I'm glad you got one.
@Iamspoons
Makes sense
I should just leave and come and ur mom can be my mom
@Iamspoons
I had coffee yogurt it was delicious it made me so happy
@Jefferythebunny319
Oooo good job, gald you had yummy food. I don't like yogurt very much, I think the texture is wrong. But good for you.
I have only eaten like 15 Pringles and like 20 chocolate covered pretzels so far. I will eat soon I promise, but idk what I want.
I just took a shower with the intention of washing my hair but I'm out now, obviously, and the top of my head is still dry, and I still smell like BO. So I feel like *** cus I couldn't do the thing I was trying to do, but I might feel better if I get properly dressed and go outside.
@Iamspoons
I ate breakfast then proceeded to TW make myself sick so that's nice but I'm getting chick fil a for lunch
I'm in Sussex County new jersey where I used to live lol and the 9bly reason Im saying County is cause by the time u get ur butt here I'd be gone but I grew up here and I just feel safe here and I hope I run into some old friends even tho I'm just going to the butcher to get special hot dogs for my dad
@iamspoons
Did you tell her I'm legit crazy?
And yea I go home Saturday. My mom called my brother and we are goofing on the phone and it feels foreign
@iamspoons
I don't have to worry about her like doing anything right?
Like calling the cops or anything right?I promise I'm safe :> :>
:>
@Jefferythebunny319
You r good.
I told her I have an online friend who lives in Tennessee, and that prince knows you. She's been friends with prince's mother since they were like 13, so she kinda trusts prince. And she was like "so prince has meet them in person" and I was like yeah, yk like a lier, so now you lived kinda close to prince till you were in kindergartenn. Just in case she asks
@Princetomyanxiety@SneakySnakeBoi, help me cover this lie if she asks next time we see you. Yk June tenth. (Or somewhere around there I'm not completely sure)
*** I meant July tenth, June tenth has already passed
@Iamspoons
I didn't even notice I have no clue what day it is
@Iamspoons
Prince was my childhood bestie 😔
I mean technically I did live kinda close, I lived like 10 minutes out of Warwick as a baby bean
@Jefferythebunny319
Yea and I also told her that you were going to move to our school district, but then your mother changed her mind.
@Iamspoons
*** spoons what if she tells my mom? Mom doesn’t know about avy. Seriously this could cause so many problems
@SneakySnakeBoi
It's ok, mom just needed a little bit of reassurance. There's a couple of other things that I've told her about and she's been chill, I can tell her that your mom doesn't particularly approve of avy and she won't say anything. I once slipped about Evan and she was fine, she just was like "he's not a bad influence right" and I told her that he was kinda a secret, and she was like ok, just keep your clothes on.
@iamspoons
I mean if I get to the farm near Ithaca I'm out of here and I'll literally make my way there
@Jefferythebunny319
Ik a place in downtown Binghamton called identity, for queer youth.
@Iamspoons
I'm by my old houseeeeee
Like so close within walking distanceee
You should write a letter and put it in the mailbox, explaining that you used to live there. That'd be cool
@Jefferythebunny319
@Iamspoons
Iwould but I'm already leaving, saw my brother and his girlfriend. I like her
@Jefferythebunny319
Like half of my dad's side of the family lives in Ithaca
@Iamspoons
I'm in the car listening to music and I'm singing really loud and I just don't care.
I was singing the rose song from hsmtmts and my mom was just staring and I dont like wanna brag or anything but I kinda sorta have a nice ish set of pipes. Ew did I just compliment myself??
Anyway I'm not good but I have great range and my mom was like woah kid and then ex wives came on and like one of the first lines I just sang as loudly as I could it was awesome.
I'm really really caffeinated btw
Also I love preforming Six so I have voices for all the girls and stuff and it's amazing for me to sing lmaooo
Best is all you wanna do tho
@Jefferythebunny319 nice, singing in the car is fun
Do you watch OSP, I love red she's my very favorite content creator. She just ended a video with "blood sacrifices keep the world from eating your feet" OSP videos are the best
Sorry if that ramble made absolutely no sense, I can explain, maybe
@Iamspoons
I don't lol. I don't really watch anyone, controlling mum lol. I'll check her out tn tho
I just went on a walk. Feels good to get out of the house. But I wore bike shorts that absolutely clung to my thighs and I hated the way my legs are. Lol I shouldn't be complaining, they work and don't hurt.
@Jefferythebunny319
@Iamspoons
Nah I get it complain all you want brother/sibiling/sister (unsure of today's mood)
Someone asked me what my gender identity was and I answered king and it made me happy lmao
I need to lay of the caffeine lmao I had a huge frozen coffee and 99% of an ice tea
@Jefferythebunny319
Regarding the unsure of today's mood comment, usually same bestie. But today kinda enby I guess.
I get euphoria from people asking about the gender identity too sometimes. It's the best. Except when it's your younger brother asking in front of people you are ready to let know. I pulled him away and told him to not *** out me again. He was just trying to be nice but it wasn't working.
Honey noo you need to slow down on the caffeine, you'll give your anxiety superpowers.
@Iamspoons
My blood sugar soared and then plummeted cause I hadn't eaten and had way to much caffeine and I almost passedout, mom said I wasfine, I drank a bunch of water. I feel better now
@Jefferythebunny319
I hope you is better now
I told you it was not good for you
@iamspoons
I feel like my hearts gonna explode but also I can't stop lol. I'll be fine I'm gonna eat some more pizza here in a bit
@Jefferythebunny319
Good eat, you deserve it.
I ate dinner and today the forks and knives screeching on the plates was really bad, I kept wincing. And it was sausage and peppers, I had that literally two days ago and I really dislike the texture and taste.
@Iamspoons
you can have my pizza, i only ate a little bit.
time to read drivers manual even tho i cannot focus
im cold TvT
@Jefferythebunny319
And I'm abnormally hot, take some of my body heat.
I've read the drivers manual before, it never stuck.
Nah I'm ok I don't want to steal your food, and I can have soup later if I'm hungry.
I just answered those backwards.
Im at church rn, it's ok tho I'm just listening to my mom play bells, not any of the Christian bs (sorry if I offended anyone reading this but I'm an atheist, and one all knowing god sounds stupid to me.)
@Iamspoons
im an atheist dw, religion dont make no sense.
i went to church with my grandma once (i go with her when im in NJ cause she enjoys my company and i like teaching Sunday school, there's an adhd kid and im the only one who can keep him calm) and the pastor was talking about how god forgives all his children, just like a mom, unless they are undeserving. and he said and i quote *sometimes kids are just too far gone for saving, but we try* he looked directly at me, and it was October and i had really bright scars on my forearm and i was like *what the heck*
also like its weird
@Jefferythebunny319
I can't use links but if you give me the title I can try to look for it tomorrow.
I'm bored, come chat with me in one of the rooms?
@Iamspoons sorry my mom was momming
its called
7 times elmo was a complete savage
theres a Hamilton part
@Jefferythebunny319
Ouch momming, I hope you're ok
I think I've seen that before
@Jefferythebunny319
I'm using a stylus to type and it makes nice klaky noises.
@Iamspoons
stingray and yellow :> but all colors vibe besides pink
@Jefferythebunny319
Haha I didn't go right to bed. Tbf I had to take the books off my bed, go to the bathroom, change a little bit of my bio, and turn off the light.
and it's only 5:02, and I'm actually going to bed now
@Iamspoons
i closed cups at 5 so i wouldn't get distracted, I was asleep by 5:30
@iamspoons love the bio loki poki jokih oki yolki moki noki boki hoki boki goki toki foki roki coki choki quoki zoki doki
i read it skimming after that and i just saw *yellow titianic hoodie* and i was like oh u have one tooooooo
@Jefferythebunny319
Nuuu I stole yours
And I'm tired, cuz five hours of sleep wasn't enough I guess. I seriously tryed to go to sleep after I sent that and I must've worked for some part in the middle, cuz I didn't hear my brother getting up for school at like 8
@Iamspoons
i told you that you needed sleep smh
im trying to think of a camp name heeh im 99% sure ill need one
We were in the car and there was this guy in an orange motorcycle that drove us up next to us and I was kind of looking at his motorcycle and then he looked over and I gave him a thumbs up he nodded and reved his engine. Sorry for weird format I'm used voice to text.
JoAnn's has pride flag colored yarn
@Jefferythebunny319
@Iamspoons
When I go home ill send @princetomyanxiety a picture to send you, I got pride fabric for pride last year and I made dog bowties
@Jefferythebunny319
Nb yarn color is authentic
Lesbian is spirit
Bi is serenity
Pan is confidence
Trans is life
Gay is inclusivetivy
Ace is community
I love JoAnn's
@Jefferythebunny319
I'm slightly disappointed they don't have an aro or gender fluid one but hey it's hard to so many
@Iamspoons
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