A Space For The Unsaid (Personal Diary)
Uh hello if anyone is reading this! 😀
I have no idea why I'm even creating this thread but i just feel it will be nice to have a place to share some thoughts or even these images on the internet that i always keep saving for myself because i relate too much but cannot share it with anyone because yes haha
I'm okay with replies here so feel free to drop by anytime ❤️
Just please be kind and respectful if your replying to my posts.
Palm hurts 😣
Touched a hot vessel unintentionally 🥺
probably was overwhelmed, angry, distracted, anxious or best??? All of the above smh 💀
someone asked about happy time, best moments blah blah........ this was tougher than a trigonometry question smh .... am I supposed to know what makes me happy??? And and when was I actually happy last time??? My best moments ??? This brain doesn't remember any of it 💀
weird telling someone that I don't know but I honestly don't know lmao 😖 or just dont remember..... tis so sad urgh
maybe one day I will know 🥺 far away one day but whatever ~_~
*rant ends*
Could be triggering or uncomfortable, don't read please 😊 just needed a space for the hmmmmm 'unsaid' xD
Idk the thoughts are back I say back like they ever left lol it's funny how I am losing control over my own damn mind smh I can't keep up it's so hard looking at every sharp thing is hard it makes me feel weird I cant focus too much on stairs or I start picturing myself having a fall I constantly need to keep myself distracted while in passenger seat of car or I keep feeling like I should open the door and slide out while it's moving I find it hard to cross roads because sometimes I feel paralyzed midway like tf and it scares me it scares me so much to have these thoughts 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 these are passing thoughts they come and go but it sucks I don't want them but idk what to do... these are bad thoughts?? Are these as scary as it feels to me?? Am I thinking too much??? Idk .... how bad does it actually get before I can accept it is bad....and this stuff ain't good .... ain't uh that strange word lmao "normal" .... guess I'll just go hide :') ..... if you read this, I'm sorry :( *here a hug for you if you want <3 dw I'm currently safe... whatever that means but yeah .... not giving into these thoughts or any other :') ... *hides* sorry sorry :'(
Lowkey cringing on how often I have to use this space these days but idk what else to do I feel so low I am hating everything around me .... :'( dont know how long to hold onto and hold onto what.... sigh sigh ..... need to just get invisible for a month or seven ... maybe that'll help lmao :/
@Optimisticempath *offers a hug - a hand and a helmet for the little bear* ❤️
I never know if I should reply to people tbh - so there's no pressure to reply back. Just a gentle reminder that this is your space to use for whatever - however much you need it
Be gentle with yourself and your thoughts ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Aw thankyou you so kind and sweet 🥺🥺🥺 I like your replies and you around so you never have to hesitate in dropping here anytime (and I feel you always have good comfy words for everyone so they prolly don't mind either)
*wears helmet 🥺
*huggles*
Thankyou for the reminder me needed it 😞❤
How are you today?
@Optimisticempath *hugs* ❤️ You're welcome. Sometimes I forget too and its ok to forget. That's where friends give gentle reminders. Sometimes we get so much going on in our heads or we listen to the bad things and forget the good things we do
I see you leaving comfy words and encouragement for people too. It's really nice to see you around in the forums
Thank you for being you ❤️
*puts a Fragile! Handle with Care sticker on OptiBear's helmet* we gotta be careful with these things 🙂