Yeah people
thank you …
it’s a lot because I’m years in never ending cycle of my fear and being afraid in my family theyre highly judgmental and many other unpleasant things, and so my hobbies are secret everything stays in my head and my own life like I do it when I’m alone and it feels very lonely so I’m reaching now to certain people and thought I return back here now that I know how these notifications and replies work.
i appreciate you and I hope we can be friends with those same as me, I don’t have much guidance and comfort in life, I really don’t because I don’t have good female figures in this case maternal ones they caused me the most pain and the active part is what hurts me whether I have to decide or figure little or big
always up to myself
But we will find a way
now I have this place and we all have our cups in our life we need to fill with good
I just want a little break from doing everything alone
my brain started to go into detachment because it sees and knows what I feel during the day….
Thank you for giving me back the hope and comfort I need
inreally need it
i do….
i so do.