My birthday was ruined by her..
Hey there, today (February 2nd) it's my 17th birthday and since I don't have much friends and my relatives are very far away from here, my birthday wasn't very brilliant. Yet, I enjoyed the fact that my mother (and her/mine relatives) and one of my closest friends wished me a good day and a happy birthday. ♡
Although something destroyed my day.
A week ago at school we had a test (about philosophy) in which we had to respond to some questions about Socrates' arrest.
Anyway, I had studied very hard and waited for the results very anxiously.
Today our philosophy teacher brought us back our tests.
My classmates weren't perfect but their grade was right enough to satisfy them.
Except for two girls.
And one of them was me.
I was the one who got the worst grade ever.
I went home crying like heL L and screaming..
Yet, my mother calmed me down and took me later during the evening to a pizzeria to calm myself down and not think about it.
It was one of the worst birthdays ever, also because in my classroom nobody told me "happy birthday" like the previous year (maybe because I used to talk a bit more) but also, I didn't remind them it was my day today because reminding them is just forced to me.
So yeah, I'm a bit disappointed/sad...
I know this may sound forced as well, but do you mind just wishing me a happy birthday to cheer me up?
If you can obviously, as I said I don't want to force nobody.
It's ok if you don't want to.
Bless y'all and thanks for reading this :( ♡
Happy birthday! You are precious and created with a purpose! Sorry your day wasn’t recognized by others. But if they don’t know about it try to show them grace. Hope your day and your weekend get better . You are fearfully and wonderfully made! And loved by your Creator!
@hurtinghusband23 This! Absolutely beautiful!
I'm afraid I'm a little late but I'd still like to wish you a Happy Birthday! 🎈🎈
Hey thank you!! :D
Don't worry, it's never too late to say Happy Bday 😊 ❤️
@NickyYayUwU
Happy belated birthday, NickyYayUwU! I'm sorry to hear that your day didn't go as planned, especially with the tough experience at school. Remember, one bad grade doesn't define your intelligence or your worth. It's just a single moment in time and a chance to learn and grow. It's great that your mom was there to support you and take you out to lift your spirits. As for your classmates not wishing you a happy birthday, sometimes people get caught up in their own lives and don't realize the impact of their actions. It doesn't mean they don't care about you. In the future, don't hesitate to share your special day with others; celebrating with friends can make a big difference. Keep your chin up, and here's to a year full of growth, happiness, and success! 🎉🌟
I really appreciate this message you left me with. 💙
What's funny about me is that sometimes I try to encourage myself by saying that I can still get over it by taking other tests and fill my gaps, and by staying motivated.
On the other hand, I sometimes lose motivation and fall into hopelessness uselessly, even when I know there is time to fix things. Right the other day I was thinking (and I guess this is what ruined my day) that If I couldn't even pass such simple test, then I'll keep on failing in life and also when I'll start my dream job.
That thought hurt so bad and I don't know if it's because of the temporary low self-esteem or if there's something more that my mind can't hold in anymore so it simply lets out the darkest thoughts.
Uff.. I'm writing too much again I'm sorry, I'll stop here cause I'm guessing you can't read my message anymore because I tend to be annoying sometimes 😅
Ohh and THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WISHING ME A HAPPY BDAY!! 😚😚💙💙💙
