I'm tired
Honestly, I'm exhausted from pretending everything is fine when it's not I'm tired of forcing a smile and hiding my true emotions I feel like I'm dying inside, but I can't show it. I wanna cry so badly I wanna scream but I can't. I'm trapped in this facade and it's suffocating me. My life feels like a mess, and I'm not okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I'm tired of pretending everything will be alright when it won't. I feel like I'm losing control of everything I can't seem to make sense of my life anymore and I'm not even sure what normal is anymore,I'm just a messed up teenage girl who feels lost and overwhelmed. I wish I could break down and release these emotions, but I'm scared that if I do everyone around me will fall apart too I'm exhausted from trying to make sense of everything, but I've reached my limit. I can't keep pretending to have it all together anymore.I've been holding on for so long, but I'm at my breaking point. I'm drained from trying to put the pieces together, but it's all falling apart. I can't keep going on like this.I'm tired yk of being strong, tired of being the glue that holds everything together. I can't keep it up anymore.