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Jewels2270
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A depressive maniac

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Homeless next month...
General Support / by Jewels2270
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more Hello, I'm about to become homeless soon... I had a good run I guess...oh well My ex gf I recently found out probably cheated on me I'm not mad at her she has every right to find somebody better and I couldn't believe such a good person was with me because of my internal mental issues.. she was gonna help me with my money issue but she told me she found somebody else so I said I'm happy for her and left. My toxic parents are blaming me for going to be homeless soon because I didn't choose a successful career, struggled with myself to find a job, how I can't do anything right and I'm just on the wrong path. I struggle with depression,trust issues and many other things.. I might have BPD but I'm not a professional. My toxic parents want me to work for basically for their own benefit basically it's gonna take up most of check if I decide to go to work then basically give my money away to them for their bills. I'm not moving forward to my future that I want.. I'm just stuck.. it's so frustrating and complicated.. Honestly, I don't feel like doing this anymore there's so many things to worry about in this world... War,food,housing,money, etc... it's too much on me... I'm so overwhelmed and stressed out. I had to find out that my career choice years later would be completely worthless (artist) more and more people are using AI and it might be replacing some jobs for good because honestly employers want to find the most cheapest option I don't blame them. I can't afford a life for myself, neither my happiness... My ex gf warned me I should just run away from my problems (my family situation) but what will that do... There's no solid plan afterwards I'll be homeless then what. Besides I have a special needs brother and my other brother isn't that very responsible to look after him... If anybody has any advice for being homeless for the first time. Please leave it in the comments. Goodbye, thank you for reading.
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My uncle's dog is more loved then me
Depression Support / by Jewels2270
Last post
 August 15th
...See more A year ago my uncle got this dog named Hippo. She's a caine corso she's all brown and has a pink collar. She gets aggressive and territorial over food. Or even my parents room. I went in my parents room sometimes but she's never bothered by me until yesterday. My uncle's dog stared me down and kept following me. So I thought she was hungry so I'm the one who feeds her so I naturally tried to feed her dog food but she refused it and started getting closer to me. Then she tried to charge at me and Almost bite me i had to block her with the chair. My mom got her and I was scared no dog never was mean like the way Hippo is. I talked to my uncle yesterday about the dog and he didn't do anything to help her. Instead,accused me... My uncle didn't listen to me and my concerns. He scared and threatened me about the dog, then he told me "Why am I avoiding the dog? You can't let the dog overpower you" then he asked me about if I was taking the ticks off the dog but I said "No because she's been acting weird towards me" He straight up told me that's an excuse and I'm so lazy and I can't do anything right,..that everything I say is an excuse. I didn't talk to him anymore and just left to my room. I haven't talked to my uncle in awhile because he got moody around me or anybody now... Im the family scapegoat if anything goes wrong they blame me.. but I guess its the story of my horrible life i guess
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What do people even do in their 20s?
20 & Over Community / by Jewels2270
Last post
 August 7th
...See more I'm serious, what do people even DO in their twenties? besides looking for a job that they know is going to reject them unless you are a certain demographic. I heard some people have a business like either their family is successful or themselves are successful. Usually I guess, people in my twenties are usually a go -getters or they have a better social life then most twenty year olds ; like trying to travel or just hanging out with their friends. Or if you're like me just hoping something in your life will turn around but you know it won't. 👍 Leave your comments below I guess 👇👇👇 (P.S- if you want please up vote my post on Newbies Hub Thank you for reading)
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I feel like I'm not present in my own life or relationship
Newbie Hub / by Jewels2270
Last post
 July 28th
...See more Hello, I'm 21and im new here.. I wanted to talk to ppl about my situation... because it hurts me so much. I really don't know what's wrong with me and I honestly I can't afford the help I need so badly neither cant I escape it. I think i'm a pretty bad person atleast in my eyes. My girlfriend broke up with me recently she called me a coward for not being committed in a relationship after two years and a half...when it's complicated we both are online just by a state away. I feel like I'm losing my mind and I'm just lost. I feel so stressful and depressed almost everyday. Sometimes I feel just really awful some days and makes me think about "why am I still here" "why do I take this daily and why can't I find the strength to get out despite my severe depression" I feel very trapped in my own living situation. My parents are somewhat controlling usually verbally abusing me daily and if I don't do what they say they'll break my personal items..I don't have the money to really get out... I had a go fund me page but it didn't really work out..
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